sighx..im bored..reading all the mails that pple haf wrote to me..oh wellx..todae is elysa's b'dae!!HAPPY B'DAE ELYSA!!hope you had a good time..it's only once in four years that you can celebrate your b'de you know..so actually ure onli 5..wahahax..xiao mei mei..ok im lame..todae din haf youth..had a break..'la kopi' session..whee..fun fun..watched the prince of egypt on elysa's laptop..nth much todae larx..
just think im in love with my guitar..sighx..the onli thing i share in common with her now is the guitar..and wad??she saes she wants to quit..sighx..there goes our onli common topic..man y must you do this to me..why??hiax..i dunnoe whad to do..still thinking if i shld ask..wad will da ans bi..a yes?a no?man..m i confused..my heart is just shattered and torn apart..do you feel happier this wae..as in do you enjoy hurting my..does it make you happy..if it does..then i dun mind you continue doing it..if it'll make you better..i realli dun mind..sighx..y must all these come to an end..horrible disgusting ending..m so bloddy pissed..sighx..like whad can i do right??just carry on with life..
+juxwannaturnbacktime.tothetimewenifirstlovedyou.andyoulovedme.butiknowthatwillneverhappen+
vin
heex..im so happy!!i bought my new guitar!thankx dad!!ure the best..
actually i dunnoe y my dad became so nice actually..hahax..he just picked me up frum elysa's hse..then he brought my bros to piano class then bring me go heartland..then he went up to the music sch there..then he ask me choose..hahax..so nice can..and it's blue..raina..if ure reading this..i know ur jealous..hahax..think it's just so chao nice..oh wellx..just feeling so happy..
saw you todae..din noe whad to sae..din even dare sae hi..so asked if you saw my good fren..wanted to ask if i could have ur passport photo..but sumone else was there..so i guess i realli din dare to..shall ask in the morning then..hiax..tokin to jan now..oh wellx..think i'll go now..kk..bye peeps..
+if loving you is wrong i dun wanna be right+
vin
yeah!i finally get to use the com..ytd wanted to..but then cld not..cox the connection got smth wrong..oh wellx..but still i get to use it now..so ok..lemme see..
+yesterdae+
moning went to get my rat back from ms yeo..at first she din wanna give lah..so i went with mun to ask her..we scared her again!! hahax..mun was like "boo!" wahaha..so followed her to the art rm..she opened the teacher's rm there and then said "nah! inside." mun n i just looked at each other..went in mun said that it was on top of smth..find find find cannot find..then guess wad..it was on top of the com..like how blind are we?? hahax..mun got a shock to see it there!ohwellx..
went back to class for PC..but that koh meichin din come in..so happiness fer everyone..mun brought her cam..to took pictures and all..then 'han' was in c1..we made alot of noise outside the class..then then she came out..they all ran back in except me..i just sat out there..then she ask me "you got punished ?" so i just said ya..hahax..like dat oso she belief..she must have wanted me to get punished for a long long time..hah..then next lesson bio..'han' came in..i just enjoy making her irritated! so fun..she ask me anything den just pretend cannot hear..so jux keep saein "huh"..but then i rmb that i not surposed to sae "huh" so sae i beg ur pardon lorx..heex..damn farnie..wellx..todae dun haf math so din slp..but i slpt during chem..sighx..that was surposed to bi the sbj that i have to pay lotsa attention to..sighx..but still i caught up larx..oh ya!and judy wong cried in class wen big bird announced the results fer the sec 4 'o'levels..well guess she was just so happy..call her the PL fan..think the only one lah hurx?? wellx..rather glad that our sch did well..just hope it's the same thing fer my badge then..jia you worx everybody in sec three this yr..study hard..
aft sch went to the hall to find jan..but she not there..so asked yuen ling and jing jing to pei mi go find her..wellx took my rat with me..scared jothi and ppl sitting at her table..they were like sreaming..but that's not the point larhx..went all over to find her..man cannot find lorx..so end up go back to the hall..then ask arnd..see weather anione knows where she was..then they sae at the tt area..so went there to find her..sam was there too..she din look veh happy to see me tho..but haiya..then went up to the hall cox we rmb that we needed to do out lit..do finish le..but on koh eL shelf..then met joyce chong..she veh farnie lehx..ask us to help her see weather the sec 4 took results le mei you..oh no! that reminds me..i forgot to go back and tell her..shit! pai seh..aniwae..jan had to go fer cheer leading..so i went to the canteen to eat..met lizard there..then we sat together..eat le then eunice came..sat with us..then me lizard and eunice went to the hall..and watch the prize giving ceremony..hahax..kept looking at her..and lizard also looking at her 'her' hahax..farnie arh..then give the prize finish le..then they took team phto..nice arhx..then me and lizard started playing with the marble ball..thought it was evon's but ended up it was flat hair one..sigh..so me n lizard were like try spoiling it..but dunnoe how to..then ended up..we play play thrown the ball up the door there..then it nv came back down..so we took chair to see weather it was there..but nope..it was not..so hiax..not out fault le larhx..
aft every thing..pple still stayed behind..so i stay lorx..actually was waiting for jan lah..thanks jan fer taking my bag down from the hall fer mi k..then learnt how to play 'if i let you go' onli the chorus lah..but not mastered yet..must go practice..oh wellx..then i was sent on a misson to ask someone a qn..wellx..got the ans and the reason..but like dun realli understand larhx..ohwell..lizard cheer up k..pluck up the courage and do whad you haf to..the next time..it'll be even easier..yuppx..jia you!then we went to the field..see the chew cheer leading..yes man..we can go our staunts le..but must get permision frum parents..hahax..think it'll be jux so chao nice..
wellx she left at abt 5.30..sighx..so early..but still got to tok to her awhile lah..good enof to make my dae..sighx..moring assembly.i asked mun to take a picture of her den aft send to me..but guess whad..went mun tried to take the third time she saw..man i was like gosh so pai seh..but nvm..i still haf two of them..then recess they had one hr recess lorx..so tired taking a pic of her at the stall but just wen she turned arnd..sum idiot went to block..then cannot see le..so sad..sighx..oh well..nvm..su wanted to take her..so went there..she din belif so su had to take with her..but mun sae nvm..can crop off the two extra faces that are not needed..hahax..happy me..will have three pictures of her..plus one that i took with her..yeah!!
+todae+
will bi goi to sch later fer guitar..then go out with my church fren to get some stuffs..hope i can catch evon in time to ask fer her passport photo..will she sae no??hMm i wonder..aniwae..my dad is outta the hospital!!yes man..the end result is like not telly with the pain he went thru..but aniwae..im glad that the result was such..doc saes that the stones are to small to go fer blasting..or to go fer an op..so he's fine now..thanks fer all the prayers..and there's no more pain!..yeah..
wellx woke up damn early todae..went fer breakfast at tiong baru food centre..was like there at 6++ can;t belief i ate so early..hahax..oh wel.. den came home..and then goin of soon..actually now..hahax..bye and takecare..drink lotsa water k..
vin
sighx..just so pissed with some pple..you think that i wented to tok to you??to be the middle man??well let mi tell you smth..it ain't fun at all..you keep saeing that i was sent to you by sum1..i came on my own accord..bloody farker..do you have any idea how much she suffered just for you??as a friend i felt that it was part of my responsibility to help her..the first time i wrote to you..i already said i come in peace..but you just force me to use all there vulgarities..i dunnnoe whad you want..but i know wad my friend wants..and i do care for her..cox she's my brother!!so fuck off if you're goanna hurt her more..you're better off dead!
m so pissed with pple..want to tok to them also just walk awae..n sae if it's abt her den i dun wanna hear..like shit you can..hiax..but aniwae..hu care abt a childish shit like she..pple are onli asking to be friends..not anything more..is there a problem with that??is it all that diffcult??i know you show wad i wrote to other pple too..i dun give a damn it's up to you..jux dun hurt my friend ever again..or you'll know why!
sighx..todae was a fun sad boring dae..well atleast i managed to stay awake for maths lesson..and i finally understood what i m to know..haha..art was darn farnie..ms yeo got scared by my rat which was thrown to her by another person..she jumped lorx..hahax..me and cheez cold not stop laughing..wanted my rat..dun wan give her..so put on the table..then guess whad..she still took it..put it in a box..and put the box in da cupboard..wahaha..ms yeo arhx..the rat wun run away onex..then she went to open the cupboard..then i said "oh no! the rat in not in the box..it ran away!!" i really cld not help..jux kept laughing..me and cheez..hahax..damn farnie..then aft lesson..i threw it at her again..but i really got confiscated lerhx..sighx..my poor rat..give her squash until so poor thing..struggled with her..her grip is like so strong!!oh wellx..gave up in the end..well she promised to returne me tmr..so i'll jux hafta waite..hahax..
then came recess and i dunnoe whad le..then aft sch had maths remedial..then went fer guitar..sighx..i think goin fer guitar is just wasting my time..every lesson go there only learn four bars..how pathetic..it's been two weeks and i onli like learnt eight bars altogether..sighx..dunnoe how long will it take to learn finish the whole song..hiax..pathetic pathetic..went to the field aft that..was with su tanny lizard and jan..think we went crazy or smth..play wad hse thingy..then frum where we keep the mats to the fiels..lizard said we shifted hse from toapayo to holland village..like whad the hell..and out hse was the blue mat..hahax..then chatted fer awhile..then shifted back to toapayo and we all went back home..cox it was late le..slp in the bus and i reach home like chao lat..sigh..went one whole big roung..the bus driver must have thought i was crazy..left from point A and ended at point A..like whad the hell..so here i am now..blogging..and surfing the net..checking my e-mails..no one on line so not toking to anione..
sighx i miss you so bladly..jux wan to see your face..thinkin if i shld ask fer ur picture so i can keep in my wallet..but i guess that will nv be possible..cox im too scared..i had a dream last night..it was all too scary..
i dunnoe why im going thru this
but i guess it's all fate that brings me to this
if it was't fer fate i wld not haf met you
if it was't fer fate i wld not haf known you
if it was't fer fate i wld not haf loved you
if it was't fer love i wld not haf hurt you
if it was't fer love i wld not haf to miss you
if it was't fer love i wld not haf to loosed you
vin
sighx..i realized that no matter how sad i m during the dae..i'll feel happy at the end of it..like ytd..it was yeoey who made my day..but todae it was't the case..jux felt so bloody pissed at someone who went to spoil mt neoprint!!argh! well..had EIA after sch..then was in class fer a longer time cox i had to do finish my work..so there i was..then after jan finished she came down to my class..oh wellx..saw Bun..dunnoe how to spell her full name..and two other pple..wellx..made new friends..like wadeva lah..then one of them took my neoprint put into her pocket..her pocket was wet lorx..argh! irritating can..haiya dun care la..
then the neoprint like spoil or smth..lucky she dunnoe do whad then it was better..so like yar lorx..haiya..dun care le larhx..
got a letter from you during chapel..wellx..was rather happy..glad you liked the prezzie..hope to see it on you soon yar??oh wellx..toking to myself..like you will ever come read my blog..how dumb of mi right??the dae that you com see my blog is the dae pig will fly..sighx..but then again maybe you will..well i never know right..i dun haf qian li yen..so i wun noe la hurx..hiax..wadeva..
ok pple takecare..and drink lotsa water k..yuppx..nitey
vin
morning finally gave evon her b'dae prezzie..like belated dunnoe how long le..sigh..but one of what i gave her she have le..so..haiya..evon you decide what you wanna do with it ok..sighx..shld have gone to ask if you had it anot first..then i cld haf bought smth else..sigh..but it's still on your wishlist on your blog mah..ok..wadeva..then had chem test..sia lah..think fail liao..pengx..the last qn whole thing blank..man! im goanna die..slp half wae too..
hahax..during english..tan got scared ar rather tricked by the rat..so farnie k..rubi..you did a good job..hahax..
sighx..haf been veh sleepy since the start of this week..cox my father in da hospital..then haf to go sch by bus..like wake up so early can..hiax..but no choice lah..hope my father is feeling better..will have to go for an op..sighx..hows..i hope everything will be fine..ok..oh wellx..back to my point..
went to the canteen to have my lunch with su..met eunice and matt there..four of us sat there and tok tok..then i went up to the hall..eunice can play the piano so well..my gosh can..so nice..then later told jan that i have to do my art..so got my stuffs and then left them in the hall and brought what i needed to the art room..i went in to do my work lorx..wahaha..and i finished..then satyed there..look at other pple's sketch books..then guess what..ms yeo came in half wae..wao kaox..i din noe whad to do..mi and jan jux sat there and look at each other..like wad da hell..lucky she din scold sia..if not i die..then stayed there fer awhile..then walked to the staff rm with yeoey..then like wen mi and jan were goin down..yeoey came out and asked where we were goin and stuffs..then she asked us to go fer dinner..so we had this so call councelling thingy..went to heartland mac..saw some pl lites there..and i think they were wondering..whad on earth is yeoey doing here?? bahaha..aniwae..talked fer abt an hour..and then she sent us home..whee..thanks ms yeo fer the lift back home..geex..
laopo deariex..dun angry with me k..i told vernx to tell you if im not at the bus stop then you go first..guess she delivered the wrong msg..sighx..oh wellx..
todae was a rather happy dae..tho it was still filled with saddness..but i was happy at the end of it all..heex..
*sum1..pls tell me what to do abt you..weather you like me anot is not the point..tell me..have i tried my best..or do you think i din put in any effort..tell me..weather i have a chance with you..or do i not..pls tell me..i wanna noe.."but if i let you go..i will never know what my life wld bi holding you close to me..and will i ever see you smiling back at me?" sighx..this song is just ringing in my head..and im thinking of you..sighx..tell me tell me what to do..
+never wish for smth that was never yours, is not yours and never will be yours+
vin
todae is the saddest dae of my life..was so bloody moody and sian the whole dae..sighx..oh wellx..hang arnd in sch fer like quite some time..then went j8 together wid eunice and then back to sch..then waited fer jan..wao kaox..the hall was like damn hot..gosh..i nearly died in there..then audrey took some mask thing out and keep making evon..wahaha..her reaction damn cute eh..heex..oh wellx..
su we shall make todae our prankster dae k..it'll be da dae wen we keep playing pranks on everybody..dat includes teacher too..wahaha..scared lotsa pple with the fake rat or mouse..i dunnoe..i showed it to partner..and she screamed like nobody's business..and she nearly cried..awww...but aniwae..yarh..scared one teacher todae..guess hu is that luck one to be scared by me n gang??ms yeo!! her reaction was damn farnie and cute?? hahax..she nearly screamed but she controled i guess..but aft that her whole face and ears were red..lolx..ok..end here..just finished doing my art..atill have not painted the hair..cox i need the acrylic paint..if not the hair two sides diff colour..dat will be so farnie..but sadly i din tone the face..haiya..like hu cares lah hur..ok off i go..nitey..bye takecare
vin
today is just a shitty dae..first thing in the mornig..i got dragged ou of bed..cox my father in hospital..so a church friend came to oick us up to church..stayed there till youth finished..then had to go see my dad le..but before i left..i talked to pple..
waolao..let me tell you smth ok! this is not a laughing matter..so what if some pple are still like that when they they get to jc..it's not even a sad thing..you can't blame the person if they ar still like this..blam it on the person that they like!obviously you dun understand me at all..you think you do..but in actually fact you don't..i told you stuffs coz i thought you'd understand me..but you seem to make a joke out of it..if you're reading this..im glad that i posted this here..i dun care animore..sae whad you like..it's not goanna be any of my business..
aniwae who cares abt that person..im nice enof not to write you're name ok! well..went to the hospital after that..and guess what??children are not allowed to go into the ward to even visit their father??so bloody pissed with that hspotal management..like why like that??not sae now got sars or anithing..man..hiax..they nth to do..argh..so my mother and grandmother went up to see my dad..asked my dad to come down..but he could not..was in too great pain..so like that lorx..so just went to my grandmother hse to sit awhile and rest..then my uncle came to pick my n my mom n bros up fer dinner and back to the hospital to see my dad..this time he came down!! yeah!!talked to him awhile..then vistiting hrs were over..so had to come back home..so here i am..bloggin and replying my dearest bestfriend's mail..heex..pple take care alright..bye..nitey
vin
sighx..bad dae man..my father was in great pain wen he was workin half wae..so he went to my grandmother's hse which is near his work place..then my mother went over..then they called the ambulance..sighx..now my father in NUH..then kana warded..man..like i dunnoe whad to do..but aniwae..my mother is back..and i guess everything will be alright sooner or later..it does't look like a very serious thing lah..so..yuppx..had dinner alone..like so pathetic..actually not exactly myslef lah..with my bros..they bought dinner back home..so here i am now..bloggin..aft i watched tv ate dinner..bathed and everything..
tokin to her now on msn..wonder whad bring her to cum tok to mi..but aniwae..yuppx..i dunnoe what to sae..sighx..plucked flower petels to decide my fate..like what the heck..i was like goin..ask dun ask ask dun ask..well it ended up in ASK..argh..i dunnoe how man..i dun dare de lorx..whadeva lah..dun wanna tok abt it now..
+life is awful wen you like a person..n can't let the person know whad you're thinkin..not wanting to be hurt again+
vin
sighx..onli got to use the com like now..cox ytd i wanted to..but dunnoe da com got problem..dun allow mi to connect..sighx..oh well..todae i ganna be a boring dae man..slaking at home..whadeva lah..
ok ytd..sad dae again..hiax..aniwae..i can't seem to rmb whad happened in class ytd..but i know there was lit test..think im goanna do badly man..think the last time one was better..sighx..hope i do well..i hate lit forever!!
rmb most thing that are like aft sch de..so..yuppx..was with su..went to find teacher with her and everything..then went to the hall..sat there for awhile..then went to find teacher again..sighx..ohwellx..went down to canteen fer lunch..met daddy niece and her friend there..sat there together with them lorx..then su went to go find her own friends..so i said goodbye to her and then go hall with daddy and niece..
tt tournement started..good start man..our sch won anglican and dunman..wahaha..happie fer you guys..at first no one was cheering..then onli sum time aft did pple start cheering..man..wen eliz was playing with sum dunman ger..then teacher dunnoe y got involved too..like what the hell..they like evey point oso wan to sae smth..that dunman teacher lah..old hag arh..dunnoe whad is her problem man..hiax..dun care her lah..
half wae wen the 'C' division was playing..dunnoe which noti person went to put this thing in the middle of no where..then jan like got scared her self then went to tell everyone..then chaos man..everybody started screaming and running..and eileen like stood on the chair..kaox..wad a hilarious sight man..i knew whad it was lah..so just picked it up..wao damn farni man..aft the match eveyone just like still was scared by it..esp yuen ling..like scaring her..she know what it is already still keep getting scared wen i put it infront of her face again and again..haha..darn farnie man..
aft everything..we went down to the canteen..saw ruhbx[is that how you spell it?] and jothi..hahax..went to show them the thing and they stared screaming..like shit can..wahaha..so farnie..aniwae the team had sum team dinner to celebrate eileen birthdae..HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAE GER!well..elieen asked mi to go..but srry i cld not..cox like i nid to go home..was already late..surposed to be home like the time i left school..so sad right..hiax..whadeva lah..yuppx..so home sweet home..
went home and then kana scholding by my mother..dun like her man..quarreled with her again..like what the hell..hu cares abt her lah..hiaya..spoil my dae onli..
im goanna kill francis man..francis..you watch out!!
sighx..so you knoe abt it..you ask y i do this to myself..wanna noe why..well..that's bcoz i love you..and that's a fact..im jux feeling i dunnoe lah..sad..hurt..sae it ain't goanna work out bcozi'll get hurt in the end..so like what is the diff now..i think im more hurt than i ever haf been or will be in my whole entire life..sighx..why me..why you..i dunnoe how else to tell you abt this..but im sure of one thing..and that is i love you..
vin
sighx..just not in the mood todae..laopo you've made my dae..watching you play bball wih your trackers..man i jux went crazy laughing..but you din see lah..
aniwae todae my class like got slpin gas..except fer su's table that side..down there i think got laughing gas..haf been veri moody thid whole dae..was't myself either i guess.cia said that she was beginning to feel scared..but i was myself ma..so y the big fuss huh cia? aniwae..i dunnoe lah..jus feel like crying my heart out..aft math remedial i sent jan up to her class..SHE was inside..but i din dare or even want to go in..i dunnoe fer what reason i suddenly became so chicken..but i suddenly felt this strong urge to see her..but i realli din dare to go in..fear just gripped my heart..sighx..y like that..what a whimp you are vin!..hiax..i dunnoe lah..jux let it go..if it's mine..she'll come back sooner or later..if she's not mine then i dunnoe lah..but i realli do love her alot..
you know that i'll never bear to leave you..but you just won't give me a chance..you din even reply me..y? are you still scared or smth?
vin
oh ya and one more thing..i went home with laopo todae..hahax..so farnie..the whole journey like nv tok like that..all the wae is i keep toking one..hiac..y like that..aniwae..yar..bye..nitesy
vin
lessons were super boring..kana caught wen i was slpin in class during maths..koh MC thought i was thinking how to do my work??like what the hell..anyway who care the bloody shit about her..i din go fer bio cox i jux stayed in da canteen aft chapel..jux sae i got heats lah hurs..heex..aniwae..chinese lesson was super crap..sat beside ser hui cox frances went for her badminton..so lucky can..can go off so early..but got pros and cons la..aniwae back to my point..ser hui you nv fail to make me laugh with all ur super crap jokes and all..man..ur jux so farni can..
then aft sch went to the track to surport ppl..wanted to go hall one..but no one to go with me..so nvm la..i waite in the field for some pple..then they had long jump and high jump..man..some pple jux can jump so high while some other pple cannot..why is the world so unfair..and jan..congrates..you got 2nd for the high jump..you go girl..heex..then went to the hall..met daddy there..then told her that i got ___ so we went to the toilet..waha..so farni can..shall not sae it here..waite i kana frum some pple..then i will die!! haha..went back to the hall..wao kaox..so farnie..left like two groups hav't play finish so sat down on the floor next to the piano..then moved up to the stage..then mi jing pat dad eliz freezer play until like siao can..you pple made my dae..was so bloody sad abt stuffs that happened todae..then you all make me laugh laugh laugh..wao can die lorx..we played some very childish games..but as the sayin goes..there is a child inside everyone..n guess what i think it's try..and once in awhile we just need to let the child out..so we played sae macaroni??[is that how to spell?] then tred playing chop chilli..then they ask me to start..i dunnoe what action to make one..and some more daddy dunnoe how to play..daddy arh u must be so deprived..waha..started laughing and all..like siao like that..well dad i hope you're doin fine k..im alwaex here for you to share anything with me..went down saw vernx..then tok to her awhile..vernx she's not angry with you..just dissapointed in what you have done..you promised her yet you broke it..promises are not ment to be broken you know..i hope that you two will be like what you guys used to be..vernx..all the best..take care k..
gosh man..laopo..you just run so fast..think i were to run with you i'll probably be like lagging dunnoe how many billion meters away from you..waha..her team won fer the relay again..whee..im so happy for her..laopo..good job..i'll always love you..always!
ask pple to pass the letter to her..then she gave some 'huh another letter' kinda face..sighx..what m i to do..i've really fallen for you..man..and i can't let you go..man..you wanna tell me what you wan mi to do next..im realli lost..i dunnoe what to do..there seems like nth i do will be able to take the fear away..if it's still there..sighx..pple jux keep tellin me we looj compatible..but..like it'll make a difference to you or to me..cox the fact is im not good ebof for you..i jux want a chance to express this love that i can hide no longer..but there is not and never will bi this one chance that has or will come by..sighx..
pls give me one more try for the sick of our love
let's give it one more chance cox i can't give you up
i can;t live one more dae without you in my arms
i can never find another like you..
can't slp can't live without you by my side
so cold so lost without you as my guide
you make me realize im nth, nth without you
vin
todae's a happie dae..she's so different..dunnoe y jux felt that she was so chao nice..but then she din even like tok to me!!argh..aniwae..lessons were boring n all..but still i survived it..yeah!then came heats..laopo and vernx ran..dear im so sorry that i could not see you run..had to go haf ting xie..so sad..nvm..but i still saw you run ur 800m aniwae..glad that you did well..very well in fact..heex..hope that you'll do even better fer your finals..yuppx..all the best..and congratulation..that you did ever so well..
cia i sure do hope that ur hand is better le..no more of that kinda thing ok..n it's like 3.5cm long and 2mm wide..man it split open lorx..argh..gross.. im srry that i could't go to heartland with you..i had to waite fer ppl..fer my bestfren!!*grinx*
wahha..was lookin at you fer da whole time i was havin my ting xie..glad you were standing there..heex..n saw you at the well area too..hahax..you're just so chao nice..it was my honour that i can tok to you..nvm if i can't..nvm..todae is jux sucha happie dae..dun wanna mention all the not nice things here..spoil my mood onli..hiax..wellx..takecare everybody..goodbye..
p.s im in sch now..writin abt ytd..could't use the com
so sad right..hiax..
vin
had breakfast in da morn..then went to church as usual..nth special todae lah..boring dae..sighx..youth was fun..normal lah..worship was not bad..sermon wad damn farni todase kanx..but slpt part of it tho..was wae too tired le..heex..the tee that jan wore..i nearly wore it todae..took it out of da cupboard le..but in da end decided not to wear it cox..it was blue..wanted smth brighter..yuppx..lucky i din wear..if not so farnie..the both of us wearing the same thing?bahahas..just watched finish the shuang tian zi zhun san..cool man..the wae thay gamble..hahax..now watching channel 5..moulin rougue?izzit spell like dat..hahax..funnt spelling..aniwae..yuppx..parents are out to a wake..that's y i can use da com..whee so happie..haf been able to use da com these few daes..how lucky m i?? veri veri..
sighx..laopo..y u nv update ur blog..must update k..jan u too..nv update..ok..nth else to sae le..aniwae hopefully my tagboard will bi up soon..then u peeps can start taggin..whaha..
sigh wonder what ur doin now..i quited faggin n cutting bcox of u..but then again..like u will care now..the last time i cut it was fer u..12 lines.._+_=12..let me tell u da ans..it's ur code..try it..im srry that i had to break the promise..n i think i'll bi breakin it again..but i'll try not to..sighx..y must everything end this wae..it ain't nice at all..y? y me..all i can do is cry..im jux feeling so helpless..y can't i do anithing to stop this frum happening..man! how usless m i..jux feel like dieing..slpin n not wakin up ever again..i've got a letter fer u..but still thinkin if i shld give it to u..sighx..ok shall end here..takecare..goodnight..slp tight..
vin
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAE EVERYBODY!!
guess whad i spent my whole entire dae v.dae at home!! like wdh..somemore got tuition ok..n then guess whad..the teacher came n all..it's like fer 1 1/2 hrs..but then i onli sat there fer 1/2 an hr then i told my teacher that i'll go to my rm to take smth..then i lie down on my bed n i SLEPT!!n once i slept i slept fer half an hr..n then the teacher had to call my hse to wake my brother n mother up to go call mi up..like wdh..sighx..im jux so bloody tired..
sighx..onli went out fer dinner with hu??my family..how pathetic manx..then went to heartland aft dinner..niece..i saw ur mother n sister..hahax..
now tokin to jan on the phone..heex..hope everybody's dae was't as pathetic as mine..im sure it was a thousasnd times better lah hurs..currently secretly using the com..sigh..think i'll haf to do dis like everytime..sad sia..
laopo todae had her swift cross country thingy..wonder how she did..bud im sure she did well lah hurs..im so srry that i could't go to cheer u on personally..but i was in my heart..*winks* hope ure not so tired animore..takecare and sleep well kaex..
and fer sum1 i hope ur heart is not paine le..sighx..y must it happen to u n not mi..y?? jux wish that i can take the pain frum u n put it on myself..then it'll bi alot better this wae won't it? but i jux can't do that..everytime pple tell mi you got heart pain..i can onli secretely pray that the pain will go away frum u..that's all..i feel so helpless..sighx..aniwae hope ur dae was better than mine lah..
to everyone..takecare..rmb to drink lotsa water and extra lots more..[esp since lots of pple gave chocs fer v.dae prezzie] pple good night n slp tight..dun let the bed bugs bite..heex..niteys
vin
argh!there is smth wrong with my template..sum 1 help mi pls..ok nvm abt that first k..firstly happie v dae to one n all..thanks everyone fer a prezzie..still owe sum of u pple one tho..im so srry..din haf enof to go arnd..sighx..oh wellx..evon im reallie srry abt the letter k..the msg was't surposed to bi brought to u that wae..im terribly srry if i spoiled ur dae ytd..oh ya..n evon happie birthdae*huggs*..hMm..lets see..this week was happening..had heats on wed n thursdae..yesh man..i made it fer da 1500..but i nearly died if not fer rachel n vernx cheering i think..heard their voices..shld bi them lah hurs..yuppx..thanks man..bought all my v dae gifts ytd..came home so bloody late..man..kana scolded..thanks jan fer takin 55 with mi..my laopo ditched mi man..but she made it up..thanks fer all the sweets n choco..ure da best laopo too!!*grinx* ok think i'll end here fer todae..c ya pple arnd..bye bye..goodnight..takecare..
vin
todae..was in sch until 6++ had lunch in sch too..then aft send evon fer trng as jan n elieen went to look fer carrie ho..then loiter arnd in sch..then wawa lim caught me fer not sewing on my name tag..so had to go office ans sew it on..took like ten million years to sew it on!! so dumb can!argh..stupid techer..nvm..then came out..saw daddy..heex..then she followed me to the track were niece and jie fu were there..followed them..then jie said she wanted to go back..so i followed..then four of us went to see the netball juniors trng..dun like their captain ok! so irritating..she acted as if she was mrs no it all..mayb she does lah..but oso dun nid to show off whad..slacked there..whatch then..yarx..saw vernx n laopo rachel..so sent jie to da bus stop then wen to go look fer vernx n Lp..then they pei me..whaha..damn farnie..i went mad lorx..so like siao like dat..went to the track again cox vernx wanted to try her long jump..aft went baq to the blue stage there..heard sum1 playin the violin..nice leh..she was playin the turn left turn right song..hahax..so nice can..then went to the hall to take my bag..said bye to pple..then ltr saw jing jing eyes wet wet de..jing jing..you alright?? dun cry k..so went down with her..vernx Lp jing jing and me went to the bus stop..then met lizard and susu there..boarded the bus together..then home le..sent Lp to her lift there..wanted to but like a dist frum it she said bye..so i thought maybe she din wan mi to..so i said bye n left le..yuppx..went up until my hse the corridoor then realized my wallet was gone..I LOS IT MAN!! sure do hope i can find it..sighx
haix..y were u so nice todae..hope it'll carry on being like this..
vin
you know that i love you
you know that i care
you know that i need you
but you don't even care
is this what i get
for all the love i give
and i still think it's worth it
but do you think it is
vin
haha..so long nv blog le..bcox my fathe dunnoe sae got wad virus thingy..stupid can..so i'll start on mondae..yuppx..went out with family..then bro bought rugby ball dunnoe fer wad..other bro bought bball..yuppx..n i got new earphones!!heex..ok lah..nice i like it..
tuesdae came..went to heartland withe cia su n eunice..but eunice left half wae tho..su got sum b'dae present thingy fer sum1 at gift a name..n then met my dearest best fren n evon..with their senior cindy..then su said she lost the present..n in da end it was like whad?? in her bag?? wanted to box her face can..then aft that me su n jan left fer sch first..yuppx..
n then todae..whaha..aft sch went to jan's class to find her n then went to vernx class fer a while n off we went..wao lao..so long nv go out with evon lerx..then todae went out..ate lunch..then jan n her went to buy chocolate..n i followed..jan arh..make me follow her to tempines n then take 22 wen i cld hf taken 53 n then the route is like shorter by alot..aniwae i went home in da end..n i was late!!!aiya but like hu cares..
i realized that life is like a bus journey..with you it passes so fast n quickly..and it's just so fun..that i wish that i could freez time..i treasure the time so much that i savour every min of it..but without you..it all seems so boring and lonely..i know how its like..but unlike a bus journey it is long..
while da bus journey is only fer awhile n i still can bare with it..but pls not in real life..pls i dun wanna try..
vin
