oh ya and jeslyn thanks fer the lift home..:))
vin
heex..todae was a damn farnie dae..lessons went on as usual..but then during chinese lesson was damn farnie..i told teacher that i went to laosai..but in actual fact i was sitting downstairs with my class debators!!hahax..she believed me canx..everyone was like laughing..bio lesson oso..hahax..had a rather stress reliveing dae..to me lah..but really exactly..heex..the i took pe todae worx..hahax..fun?the monster and princess..oh ya..then when i was sitting with the debators downstairs..i saw ms yeo..hahax..she like forget abt her pencile case le huh..hahax..then i shall keep it till aft the alpha camp..hahax..then aft school had the debate..yes man!!our class rockx..partner you did well..tho i din hear the full thing..but the back was good enof..long enof..yeah!!moooommy siew ling..rmb ur homeless boys??!!hahax..yeah you did well too!!i like your posture man..esp when you hold the book and the way you keep eye contact..man..you look like a professional debator!!all the way man..then rhubz..yeah man i like your voice..so confident..yeahx..hahax..then before the debate..we were doing the banner..now it looks like some messy shit..but not bad looking lah..but if i were to grade it..i'll make it a fail or just pass lah huh..cox it's like..hMm how do i put it??very messy jiu dui le lah..hahax..aniwae..then after that i went to help jan paint her banner..jeslyn was there..wao i tell you she is damn farnie lorx..towards the end of the painting banner thingy..i think because i suddenly dropped a few drops of black paint on her 'T' then she scolded me!!she sang what she wanted to say..she sang it to the song supper star..then that started janilyn to sing whadeva she wanted to say..hahax..damn farnie man..i was laughing thru the whole thing..but b4 i was in class disscussing abt the skit/song/dance for the alpha camp campfire night..in the end discuss oso like nv discuss lorx..like shit canx..argh!!some pple some more want to sing the sponge bob square pants song argh!!and want pple to be spong bob squidwert[i dunnoe how to spell lah] hiax..damn farnie..then nicola kept blowing bubbles..man she's a nice person..glad to haf her in my team..[erm..not because she blows bubbles lah hahax] adiak..i know you are just super happy todae right!!hahax..good fer you then..aft that went to the canteen..ate lunch wid adiak..she suddenly eat so much can!!hahax..so farnie..aniwae..then we played with our food again..then aft that went to show evon and vivian hu were sitting together by the way..yarhx..then su went to put it on evon! hahax..i touched it too..it was cold and mushy and jux utterly and completely gross!!hiax..but aniwae threw it away..VIVIAN!!who says no one will be in class..do you know when i went back hema and teresa and some other pple were there too!!kill tou argh!!and im jealous man!!argh!!how come you can go out with...i can't!!argh!im jealous..sighx..but aniwae..yeahs..had a jolly great day todae..
evon cheer up lah..you were always the one that looked on the brighter side of life..i learnt that from you you know..so you must continue to be that wae..and not how you are now k??promise??takecare..and dun be sad anymore k..
sighx..i've not talked abt you in here fer daes..tho i mention your name sometimes..i dunnoe if i should still tell you how i feel..i find my life meaningless when i do not have you by my side..i nid you..so that i can live on..pls..if you're trying to shun me..then by all means do it..i can't stop you from doing what you want..all i can say is that i still love you..and im thinking if it was ever right of me to tell you this in the first place..cox to me..i find that i should..but then again..maybe it was a good choice..but im happy that you wrote something on my table..tho i dunnoe if it was really you..or maybe you were forced to do so..i dunnoe..sighx..but like what can i say..my future and my destiny lies in your hands..weather or not you wanna crush it..stomp on it..or may spite at it is really all up to you..but i hope that you'll make it nice and wonderful..it's really all up to you..sighx..
vin
hahax..todae was damn irritating and farnie..stupid pple jux dunnoe how to stay back and paint the banner fer our grp..how can like that right??hiax..so mean..then some stupid pple can jux use paint and play..like hello?!you dun haf that muxh paint fer you to play!!and we wanna have a new cloth..unfair..out cloth sux..and it's so diiffcult to paint on..i hate it man!!VIVIEN SIM!!I HAT YOU MAN!!stupid person hu started the fight some more..haiyo..will have to go wash and cleas up the place tmr..
aft that went out with jan to get her camp stuffs..so went to ang mo kio central..sigh..tmr looks like i can't go out le..haf to discuss the thingy..hiax..so sad canx..my grp is such a failur..and adiak..i nid to tok to you..i've got lotsa that im surposed to sae!!haha..aniwae..i went outjust in my shirt and boxers..hahax..pple must bi thinging..wad kinda ski is thin..y the school uni so farni..hahax..so farnie..everyone kept lookin at my leg..so got this patch of read paint then..hahax..so farnie..ahahahax..yeahx..i nid to got now..
bye pple and takecare..
vin
argh..todae was a pissing yet fun dae..everybody got so pissed with koh mc this morning over the termometer thingy..argh!she jux sucks can..but the fun part was social studies..we all had skit..hahax..so fun..me and adiak were like "fighting" over my partner..lolx..so farnie can..i love doing roll play..the beast part was.."i'll provide for your emotional needs.." hahax..damn farnie...and also the "waite..i've decided..i choose ms chin!!" like huh..damn farnie..laugh until i stomachache can..wao..veh farnie..but aniwae aft school had lit test..me and adiak sat tgt..then the frniest thing was we do test finish le..then started playing with the distilled water..cox we were in the sci lab mah..then got the two bottles of water there..then kept spraying at each other..hahax..then adiak sprayed at gwendolyn..hahax..dame farnie man..then aft sch..stayed with phil and susu..went to the library..was surposed to do my art..but din feel like doing..so in the end tok tok n tok..and aft awhile..the wanted to go le..so went down stairs..then su wanted to eat..so eat already..then they had to go..but while su was eating..i showed phil how to fold a heart unsing the straws..hahax..her first heart worx..but aniwae..i went to the loo..then send them off le..continues waiting in school..but the jan not back yet..waited untill abt 6.35 6.40 like that..nobody..so i just went off..my dad picked me..damn tired wen i got home..too lazy to move aniwhere..so i just sit in front of the tv and rot!!din bathe until aft dinner..my dad jux rocks can..he help me to cut the mounting board..cut until so straight and even lorx..wao pei fu pei fu..yeahs..shall go do wad i nid to do..takecare and goodbye..
i dun wanna tok abt you now..it's jux not the time..
vin
sighx..i jux went crazy todae..I NID TO RELIEVE ANGER.SADNESS.sighx..wad is wrong with me??gosh..this sundae..was la kopi..hahax..fun eh..ohwellx..so had games..man this is like the first time im so enthu abt it kaex..i played like a complete idiot..hahax..fun lah..elysa was like.."pris..why you so high todae?"hahax..i think everyone was like thinking im mad or smth..sighx..sae also you pple wun understand de..hiax..aniwae..while we were playing the god of nectar..phil and vernx came to the shutter there..then ask loraine where was i..heard loraine sae that i was busy..so i went there to see..hahax..asked them to pass the letter to laopo..LAOPO!!YOU CHEAT MY FEELINGS CAN!!sae whad you'll cum to the tt area to find me..but in the end oso nv..in the end i had to ask vernx to pass the letter to you!!wad the hack can!!argh!but aniwae..yeah..i had to beg vernx to give the letter to laopo fer mi..hahax..ok.
had worship then free time..we had ice cream todae!!thanks bro..you noe me best..he took the choc chip ice-cream fer mi..hahax..thanks..had a bit of float..hahax..added the ice-cream to the root beer..niceee..but it did look abit gross..soon we ended..but laopo they all go le..so went to the bb court..played abit..then did some sit and reach..hahax..i forced elysa to do also..hahax..not bad lah.stephen and pauline tried..not bad argh you all!!then soon aft went baq to the canteen to eat my lunch..eat le..then sat with loraine.elysa.zhe ling.abraham.and pauline..tok tok abt computer games and stuffx..hahax..then had to go down fer service le..slpt thru sermon can!!but it's not my fault lah..the pastor boring whad..woke up at intervals..then got once..wen i was falling asleep the was tokin abt sum point..then i wake up alreasy he still on the same point..hiax..long winded lah..sighx..*shakes head*
fish already..then went up..played water..shooting water out of our mouths..gross lah..but it was fun..think i was totally childish todae..was at the bb court fer awhile..used my brother's bball netting to wack the wall..hahax..hu ask the wall not living thing..no pain receptors..so i wack until i shuang lah..aniwae the soung also veri nice to hear..if add a lil screaming will bi better..wack untill all my energy drained..used all my strength on every stroke..then..had to go fer prayer walk..walk down every floor canx..the pple that passed us must me thinking we're up to no good..if not then is think we siao..lol..but hu cares..
then came home..went fer dinner..my aunty is just so farnie canx..she went to copy my brother's new fav action..he does it aft every sentence he says..hahax..damn farnie..then my bro was like singing his new found song.."it's shaving time" like wad the hell right..but it was farnie lah..made e laugh like sum crazy asshole..then went home..yeahs..sitting at the com right now bloggin will bi goin off soon by the way..hahax..ok..chao..bye..takecare everyone..
im missing you badly thought it's only been a short while since i saw you..sighx..
vin
it's such a tiring dae.woke up in the morning at abt 9+++ cox i was goin out to buy my camp stuff with my mom..bought my track pants and some pens fer art..then rushed back home..cox need to get ready to go to school fer CIP..
thought i wld haf been late..but i was like early??then step into school..saw eunice..so went over there to sit..adiak was not feeling well..heyx..adiak take care ok..yar..so 1.50 like that..mun frances and ser hui came back from buying all the stuffx..su din wanna go fer the CIP..so went to look fer koh mc with her..then was walking to the home econs rm..then saw jan and evon there..toked to jan..she asked if i wanted to go the edge with her..i asked how to contact her..then everything settled le..so went back to the field..then mun was like "fattyacid..go with us to OMS" so k lorx..i went..bought drinks..then went to the back the tables there..then the uncle never give me straw..so i ask him to help me take..asked him from the gate at the back..hahax..
then it was back to school..the kids were not here yet..so waited..stupid can..make us go at 2 when the kinds were only coming to our station at 4!!damn shitty larx..haiyo..aniwae..the kids were coming..so i went to the track to tell everyone to get ready..yeppx..the kids came and played..some of then obviously do not understand english or chinese!!ask them to use their mouth to pick up the polo sweet..they use hand..some even better..use their hands and pick all up..like wad da heck..ask you to take one you talk how many??argh!..but hu cares lah..the part i liked most was..wen i had to shout..man i can release att my stress by laughing and shouting..just let everything out..and i din get any scolding..i was like shouting fer then th GO..so was like..READY..ON YOUR MARK..GET SET..GO!!!!hahax..so fun can..but it will only be a one time thing huh..hiax..and i bang my head on the steps so damn hard..all becox of frances argh!wanna pour flour on me..then i resisted..then bang my head..now so pain can..got blue black le lah!
but there is this bloody kid i'll never forget..actually two..one was a rather young boy lah..they all din wanna listen..so i started shouting the instructions..then he was like..hey you dun need to shout..wao..i tell you i really wanted to like shout at him lorx.."YOU DUN WANNA LISTEN I SHOUT LAH!!" stupid can..but there is one that is worse by a thousand times lorx..ok firstly he comes and then disturb frances and cia..nvm..then whistle at then lah..then i dunnoe whad else lah..o since my station used flour to play..i decided to pour the flour on him..he was at the fitness corner..so i went there..was thinking how to make it not so obvious..so i ran..and then purposely fall down..but it hurt man..and the flour din get onto him..only very little..first failur..nvm..so i decided to try again..IT'S THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE THAT I AM GOING TO WORK WITH POA!!ok..POA was talking to him lah..then i called POA over..i asked her..eh..later i pretend to throw the flour on you but i throw on him can..ofcourse she said ok lah..cox everyone wanted to get back at him..so i walked abit further..then turn around..then POA was like what do you want to do?! then i started running..then i jumped up and throw the flour at him..yes man! hit target!!yipee..was so glad..then to make it more real..i asked POA to run after me..so we ran..then i turned and told her not to play already..then that guy went to point his middle finger..so my grp shoted lotsa stuffs back!..man he just suckx..anywae..like that still nvm..he come and ask me "eh you boy or girl!" i felt like telling him.."eh you boy or girl?you look like a girl leh..are you sure you have dick down there or did the bird fly away..so that means your gay!!oh my gosh..you're a gay..a sisified asshole.." but i din care lah..waste my saliva onli..i jux continue tokin to frances..damn shit can..stupid bloody asshole..dun care lah..so finished..call my dad he asked me to go home myself..so i went with ser hui and frances..ser hui gave me a lift..but in the cab..
jan called..using evon hp..hahax..ser hui was like hu is this?!so farnie..i totally forgot abt it..so i alighted..jn asked to meet at serangoon..so i quickly took a bus there..srry jan..made you wait..and evon..im srry too..you had to wait with jan fer me like fer half an hour!!sighx..srry k..said our goodbyes..then me and jan went off to the edge..when were abt to go catch the bus janilyn's sis appeared out of nowhere..like hahax..then later we went to KFC cox jan wanted to..and her sis was there too with her friend..we went in first tho..hahax..then me and jan wanted to find toilet..so farnie..we walked down to the mrt station as we were near there..and we ended up at the other side of the road..hahax..so farnie can..but anyway..went to the toilet..then back to KFC..then we went fer the edge le..hahax..jan parents came to fetch her and her sis..then my parents like came so late?!argh..but aniwae..yeahs..my parents came to fetch me..then we went to eat dinner..go there gang hao one car left..so parked..and went to eat le..hahax..got home..bathe and then packed abit of the alpha camp stuff..hahax..im abit excited abt it lah..sounds fun..oh wells..will be goin soon..yeahs..
sighx..you treated me like a complete stanger,,i dun blame you for that..but why do you haf to do so..you looked like you din even want to see me..i saw you..i waved..did you wave back..like no??!!then i said bye..you waved..but it's not like last time..you don't even bother to look at me and saw bye..can't you jux do that..atleast i'll be happier..hiax..like whad can i do or as a matter or fact say??!!
vin
argh!damn pissed todae..like what the hack can..that stupid father of mine in so irritating..i got stuff to do in school mah..then still scold me..fine lah..you dun belief then fine lorx..shit you lah..then i went into the car he nag nag nag..kao eh..sickening man..told him i dun wanna go fer cell cox i wanna do my work..but was rather sian of doing work..so i decided to reply jan's letter..reply le..then i fell asleep..then nv do my work..parents came home then they scold scold..sae what i nv do my work..then my dad was rather pissed le..like..im the one that was surposed to be pissed lorx..fuck man!nvm..then aft that he some more sae what "i told her already..from next week onward she must come back early..if not im not goin to let you into the house!" i wanted to sae.."i'd rather stay outside then cum in and see your face!" so pissed can..i've got to stay back almost the whole week..monday and tuesdae need to stay back for th alpha camp paint the banner thingy..then wed..think we're goanna think fer the campfire that night..like shit can..then thursdae go alpha camp le..yes man!!i wun nid to be home..
aniwae..todae is really a shitty dae..but was i very slack day too..morning had our alpha camp briefing..whad we need to bring and stuffs..then it was CME..was lydia han can..i like see her soo many times todae..cox got so many of her lessons..damn shit i tell you..then recess..then geog..judy wong din come so no lesson..2 periods some more..then bio..han lesson again..2 periods also..then it was english..went to the com lab..hahax..got air-con..yeah man..then back to class fer lit..somebody lost earing then the whole class had to stand outside..cox they were doing a spot check..hiax..so wadeva lah..so like that then lit lesson no more already..cox it's like all the time spent on spot checking..so like that then can go home le..rainy!!thanks man..hahax..long time nv stay back wid you to study lerx..but we did todae..hahax..she is damn cute can..hahax..jeslyn you are damn farnie can..wa..she kept singing the spong bob square pants song..then sing other songs also..then saw this person..she had a MOLE under her nose..i knoe it's not her fault lah..but it's not the one dot kinda mole..it's like those fat onex..man gross lah..argh..jeslyn told me i was like laughing until i nearly dieed..then finally saw the tt ppl cuming baq..so was looking out fer pple..stupid can..saw audrey..then she told me that jan went out..so they not coming back..like whad the heck can..rainy me and jeslyn felt so cheated..like whad..wait so long fer you then you nv cum back..argh!..but aniwae..it's over le..not pissed anymore..yeahs..that's cox i knoe you went baq to school to find me..but i was gone le..wellx..obviously..the pple you asked to pass the msg did't do so..that caused the communication breakdown lorx..sighx..
sighx..the whole world is like turning their back against me!!like so shit can..no one will ever understand..till it happens to you..hiax..wadeva lah..nth i do can change ur mind now i guess..so i'm surposed to si back..do nth but watch you..liking other pple..or atleast i think so..man..how painful is this..i can't blame you fer liking pple..but i wanna know hu is it..sighx..aniwae..i think it's no point doing this..i sae sae sae also nth gets into your hear..all you can or wld sae is jux..im srry im srry..like wad help will it be of??hiax..i really dunnoe how else to go abt doing this..sighx..fine lah..im jux goanna pretend that nth happened..sighx..
=does it always have to end this wae??=
vin
something jux came to my mind todae..i realized that im just so glad that my bro came home ytd..maybe right now i dun see y..but i know i will sooner or later..i realized that wen one uses the word "heck care" "i don't care" it reflects alot on the person..let's just say you love this person alot..atleast you say so..and then you continue on and on about how much you will take care of her..and that you will never hurt her..blah blah..but wen there your goodfriend is in need you just say "aiya heck care lah!" i mean how wld the person feel..ok you may think im lame and all..but jux be serious and think about it..it's like your good friend you don't even care..what more about me[the person you like]right..im not even her good friend..man!you know what i mean..sighx..wad is the world coming to man..pple are liking pple but they just dun get what they want in return..is it at all that diffcult??no i don't think so..but anywae..life just sucks totally..
why is it everytime you see me you're asking abt my class..i know that your good friend is in here..but do you haf to do that..why can't you go see for yourself..me being in her class does not mean that i'll know what and where they are..why can't you just get the picture??why can't you ask me something else..something else..except that..plas man..i really dunoe what you are trying to do..damn..but i think i'm just goin off now..people take care lalax..
vin
hahax..haf lotsa time todae..wellx..todae i did let all my stress and pain out by playing bball..yes man..i found a way to relief stress..haf been playing bball this few daes..hahax..todae evon was just so cute canx..ok me eunice su lizard were playing at first..then went baq to reast awhile then me n eunice wanted to play..so went to bbcourt..play awhile..then the tt pple cum baq le..so good lorx..soon aft..jan came with evon and audrey..all of us except evon played match..evon was doin some other thing lah..then eunice left..jan n audry played one to one match..then i went to call my dad..but in the end din lah..so went baq to the bball court..then i decided to call my dad again..jan was playing..so i decided to play with her..then audrey joined..then i asked her to ask the rest to play..as in her juniours..and evon..so all oh ya pa ya som..then evon jan audrey one team..then me and her two juniours onr team..wah lao eh..now i know how jan feel wen she team wid me and i dun play..hahax..they bully me only lorx..but it was damn farnie..esp how lucky candice was..shoot some ballet pose and it got in lorx..hahax..but fun lah..the farniest part was abt jan thew the ball then evon go n siam the ball..wah so farnie can..me and jan jux dropped to the floor laughing..ok i know it's mean but really veh farnie..then me and candice repeated it..i threw the ball then she siam it..then i started laughing again..hahax..damn farnie..the tt pple jux make me go mad..no matter how i feel..thanks..you pple just rock!love you all..
ok shall tok abt school..first thing had p.e in the morning..ran our 12 rounds..i jux passed by one pathetic min..sigh..slow lah slow..argh!then had english..din do much tho..then cam lit..koh el told some lame and so unscary gohst stories..but she told us abt the pple that went there..they got so scared..and then veh farnie..the things she told us..hahax..abt the lift and the rooms..damn farnie..was laughing..my god!!aniwae..the recess..din wanna go..but in the end i still went..then it was chines i think then maths..boring lessons can..sighx..wadeva lah..then went fer chapel..then it was bio..han din come in cox she went to the tt tournament..hahax..so happie canx..then i stayed in school and tok tok..hahax..had fun aft sch..yeahs..suu adik..hahax..todae was jux so farnie with you n da pinafore..hahax..those blobs off oil spill!!man esp POA[planet of the apes] mun!!i like what you said..you knoe the "i think she's goin to start debating again!" hahax..damn farnie..oh ya and su.."pollute my mother's stomach!!"hah..damn farnie..but it's all true man..agree??yeas..hahax..ok one major thing happened[at least it is to me lah]..sum1 asked fer my phone card..then i ask her take frum my wallet..at that time i was walking to the blue stage to get my bag..then wen i walk to the stage..take my bag then i rmb that my wallet cannot anihow open one!!argh..so aft that..i ran baq shouting..hey dun touch my wallet..but then she took out the card le..then she use com baq that time she put baq..i was like asking her to keep quiet..then aft that i dunnoe whad the hell she went to tell the person lah..hiax..sad sia..
at least you treated me like a human todae..din expect it though..but im still glad..you're just totally cute and nice..but i still dunnoe how you manage to treat me that wae..with your nice character traits..but anywae..i've made up my mind..im jux goanna treat you as a good friend..i dun wan and dun nid to get hurt again..i still love you..but i'll not show it..that's cox you won't except it..i dunnoe how my life wld bi like without you..so i'll treat you as a fren..that will make things alot easier between us..hope the fear is gone..and the awkwardness will go!
vin
ok i've gotta make this an even faster one..got 2 mins left to do everything..argh!ok..went out with jan and evon todae..wanted to buy smth fer my bro..in the end i bought it fer myself and jan too..like finally found a watch that suited her..so happie fer her can..hiax..wellx..evon was jux crazy thru out lah..then we even miss a stop two stops in fact..aniwae..had lunch tgt..we went to taka to meet char..cox evon had to meet her..had luch at macs..then they went to bishan..me and jan went to somerset..the yar..got whad we wanted..then to the mrt..wen we were walking..we realized that we were late..so we started running..boarded the plane..i mean mrt..then waokao veh farnie in there can..the ran wen we were on our wae to the NEL too..ppl must haf been thinin we were a pair of crazy pple..aniway..yeas..then came back..i came home myself todae..gosh man i din buy my mounting board fer art..then wen was taking bus baq to sku..i said smth veh farnie..hahax,,me and jan were pratically laughing out wae thru..so farnie..i wan to buy ma.no ba..bleah..hahax..so farnie..then i tols her the story abt my bro n his friend and the boy with the twisti pkt..hahax..so farnie mah..hahax..yeas detail..wil be tmr..i nid to go now..bye..and takecare..
vin
ok this had got to be a quick one..my dad wants to use the com!!like of all times now?!
wellx..todae first dae of sch since the hols started..guess hu was the first person i saw dis morning..hahax..damn farnie..my father was driving..then pass by yeoey's car..hahax..then walkin up to class also bumped into her!!hey ms yeo..my bag not big..it's the box..but ur not any better..also got sooo many bag also mah..still sae me..
the perth pple cum baq le..but u.k de hai mei you..hahax..went to jans class in the morning..then went to the hall tgt..sighx..the 2c1'03 peeps..din sit tgt..how sad..but nvm..was loking out fer some pple..turn look and look cannot find..then ifelt like turning my head..then turn only then saw her le..hahax..so pai seh she saw me looking!!argh!anywae..had the alfa camp tok and all..then baq to class fer lessons..koh el din come todae..so din haf lessons..then fish tang cum oso my as well dun cum..onli tok to ppl outside the class.then recess..jan's class dunnoe y push the recess back..then din see her during recess..heard frum her aft sch that it was cox chin wanted three periods of eng..so yar..hahax..tell you smth keax..chin is just so cute..hahax..during SS..she was joking but nobosy was in the mood to laugh..so everybody is like silent..but she still kept on joking..she looked like she was tslking to herself..but anywae..we changed places todae..yipee..in at the window now..n i haf my wall to lean on also..hahax..love my new seat..n my partner too!!din change lah..was just the whole row moving..two centers move out..outside one move into the middle..hahax..aniwae..it's time for me to go now..ok takecare..bye
i dunnoe whad else to do to please you..this won't work..that won't work..sighx..i just feel so helpless..i wanna be there for you..but you won't let me..so how can i do anithng??
-evon-
heys deariex..thanks fer the lil gift..liked it lots..ilu.muackx
vin
i missin you terribly..sighx..i dunnoe wad else to sae but to tell you that i can't forget you..i knoe you'll be back by today..but..hiax..hope u had fun..aniwae
todae is a good dae..i dunnoe y i jux feel happy..erms..oh ya..elysa..sitting beside you for sermon was fun..hope to sit with you more often..but if it's a boring preacher..then i'd rather stay away!!hahax..okok..shall not be mean..hope you'll be coming for the june retreat..yuppx..im happy todae so i shall sae no more of bad stuffs..
sighx..but somehow..i dunnoe y..i miss my younger brother..he's away in camp..the house seems so quiet without him arnd..nobody to quarrel with also..sighx..he'll only be back on like wen??wednesday!!argh..well bro..do take care there ok..heard that the campsite veh dirty n disgusting!!hahax..good luck man!
vin
"love is surpose to be patient
surpose to be kind
is not surpose to be envious
not surpose to be boastful"
and a whole bunch of "not surpose to be"
but all these you're doing to me!
at least most of it.
pple ask me to look at the brighter side
but it all ain't easy..
giving up is smth im surposed to do
but y not ask yourself to give up someone
someone that you felt you loved your entire life?
someone that you knew once loved you.
won't you be blaming yourself for being slow?
you say it's not my fault.
when in actual fact it is.
you think im feeling happy??
you know how i feel don't you?
but yet you pretend you do not.
it was't at all easy to tell you that i love you
i feared that things wld turn out the way it always does to me
wen i finally took up the courage to tell you
to start again with a new someone..
you just took a knief and pierced it through my heart
the wound before you healed..
but you wounded me again
time and time again you pierced me
with the wounds unhealed..
it is very enjoyable for you to this to me.
my heart now is scared with all your piercing
all your cuts.
this wounds.
time can heal no more
i entrusted my heart to you.
but you hurt it more than you loved it
in actual fact you never once love it did you??
why do i always give my heart to the wrong people
at the wrong time
am i such a failure??
maybe i was since i was born
it was a mistake of mine to tell you all that
and another mistake to show you all this
i regret
but it's too late
all just too late.
if din say whad i did that night
things wld't haf turned out this way
we wld still haf been friends
good friends.
im srry i disturbed your life.
vin
"If you don't love yourself, you can't expect others to love you.
If you don't know what you want, you will feel lost.
It's all in the mind."
this may sound familiar to some..quoted if frum sumone..i find it damn encouraging..so i decided to put it up..for those hu are feeling what i feel..hope it'll encourage you..the way it did to me..
sighx..YOU..you just make me cry the hell out..thanks for talking to me ytd..think if it were't fer you..i dunnoe whad may and cld haf happened..aniwae i came baq at abt 4..went online..you were not there le..but checked my mail this morning..you sent smth over..nvm lah..im feeling alot better aft talking to you and aft the walk..thanks..i owe you a big one!ilu.muackx.
ok im still missing you..but..do you feel the same way as i do?
vin
im in no mood to blog..my life just sucks without you..will it be better if i was't arnd..if i was gone??i will if you wan mi to..but promise you'll take good care of yourself..you've made my life worth living..but it's time that i shld go.
vin
hahax..enjoyed todae so much..ok i was surposed to haf chinese tuition at 9..but i onli woke up at 8.50!! so like onli got 10 mins to wash up and stuff!..oh jan..im srry i din gif you ur wake up call kaex..wellx..realli did enjoy our tok on the fone ytd..dunnoe y..but it's been long since we talked like that..heex..sad right..but im happy with the way it turned out ytd..:) keep it up fren!
so had tuition..thenslacked alot..then i cooked lunch todae!!pasta..hahax..nice nice..shall do it again..my mom like it too!!heex..then the time came fer mi to leave home and go to meet my church frenz..we were goin to watch a movie..yeah!so left home at 4 cox were surposed to meet at 5..but end up i reached there like wad time??4.40?!hahax..then waited fer everyone..pam was late by 7-10 mins..argh!but nvm lah..at least she came..loraine was late cox she had some stuff on..went to heren HMV..then lav was like poke!i din noe whad to sae..like whd..so just play along lorx..so went to poke elysa!hahax..den had dinner at kFC..i had the bandito meal!!hahax ok that's out of point..then went up fer the movie le..we were like lat..din get to watch the first part of the show..so din realli understand at first..but caught up ltr..nice show man!i'll recomend that show to anybody hu does not know what to watch..hMm..wanna noe whad show it is??[aside]drumroll pls..*drumroll* it's BIG FISH!!hahax..ms yeo i've watched it!heex..tho some of then watched le..they still wanna watch again..mad right?!but haiya..aniwae i watched it..hahax..finished then waited cox my bro like lost his wallet..left it in the cinema..hiax..that boy argh!yuppx..so we waited then..pple started goin to the toilet..so waited some more..then everyone walked pauline and stephen to borders..then we were on our way home! fun dae..the most fun was wen we were walking to borders..then i went to spit ice at pauline..then chase here and chase there..so farnie..then i put some more into her shirt..hahax..then at the traffic light i put on elysa's head..then she dunnoe y sae it's in her shirt!i was like("'-_-). so yar..then on the wae to the mrt oso veh fun..we were like playing amazing race!!hahax..in the mrt..i kept poking elysa..tell you smth kae..elysa veh nice to bully one!!hahax..then they alighted at bishan..then my brothers lav loraine and mi alighted at ang mo kio..then to the bus stop..lav and loriane's bus came then they went first..then my bus..home sweet home..so now im home bloggin..toking to pple..and replying e-mail all at the same time..hahax..aniwae..so yuppx..
sigh..still missing you as much..still feeling the same wae..sighx.
aniwae..
+laopo+
heyx..ur letter still with me leh how??i try to pass it to you tmr or fridae if not then sat kaex..latest sat..srry leh..heex..and then like dun haf time to go watch movie wid you oso..sch re-open we go kaex..must find time..
vin
was at my grandmother's the whole dae..hands abit aching cox carry my cousins until tired they still wan mi carry!argh..nvm..im living a boring life man! sighx..sadness is strting to settle in again..hiax..whad m i to do..tokin to bestfren now..missing her real lots got so much to tell her..argh!din tok to her last night cox i called but then her sis sae she slp le..call this morning she not in..in the end she called mi lah..so now tokin over msn..hahax..
sigh..sHe's still in perth..hope sHe enjoys herself there..well i did in malacca..esp the trip back damn farnie..hahax..ok actually was veh unsure of my feelings fer hEr at first..cox i still loved my ex-crush..so i din sae anithing..until the end of the year..told hEr how i felt..i hope the both of them not reading aniwae..ok baq to the topic..well that's how it all started..then sHe dunnoe scared of me suddenly..the fear sill there now..dunnoe whad to do..sHe saes abit has gone..and if i think i go tell her how i feel now..the fear will be baq..si dunnoe whad to do..i can't move on..and i can't move back..jing tui liang nan..that's how i am now..sigh..im too shy to ask and i dun wanna loose..but i've got to choose some dae..the dae i stop blogging abt hEr will be the dae that i've succeded in forgetting hEr..hiax..sad arh sad..ok i've got to go le..bye pple..take care and nitey
vin
sighx..missing her badly..she'll onli bi baq like wen??wen sch atarts..hiax..how sad.
ok went to malacca todae..not a bad trip..but woke up damn early..like at 5!!then got ready everything..left at 5.45..then reached sch at 6..hahax..the first person i saw this morning was ms yeo!! hahax..settled all the papper thingy..then ewent off le..the tour guide damn noisy..pple wanna slp wan lorx..then she tok tok tok!! argh use plaster paste her mouth arh! nvm..slp on the wae there..bought some stuffx back fer my mom and bros..actually bought tops fer my bros de..but left it there while doing my butik[is dat how to spell] paiting.ok went to the village the first stop..did the painting there..like shit can..so not nice..argh! but dun care lah..had lunch there too..watched some performance..nice lah hur..it rained wen we were at the village..so it kinda dragged everything..so din get to go to the gula malaka thingy..so sad lah..then went to the dutch square..there got the christ church,some fountain, clock tower,and i dunnoe whad lah..got this elbino snake and dunnoe whad iguana..hahax..but the worse was the immigrstion..wah lao..damn long kanx..hiax..malaysia there veh fast..but singapore argh!! hiax..slow lah slow..but hu cares aniwae..then stopped by at makota to get dinner..then back to singapore..wellx on the journey baq yeoey came to sit with me fer quite a long while..talk alot..hahax..until the toilet there. then she ditched me!! lol. hahax.then i scare jun until she cried..srry k ying jun..wo bu shi gu yi de!! heex..oh wellx..then reached sch..my parents not there yet..so no choice..wait lorx..yeoey waited with me..thanks hurs ms yeo! hahax..my dad wanted to give her a lift but i know she wun wan de lah..so din bother to go ask her..wait i malu myslef onli erh..i den dun wan sia..wellx..got home at abt 10.45..bathe everything then watch tv!! hahax..oh wellx..
missing you so much..but i rather you go haf fun then stay cooped in singapore..at least you haf a break frum all you're stress..fer this im happy..i've gotta think on the brighter side of life mah..hahx..but in the end im just bluffin myslef..vin!!y do this to urself?? hiax..why?? sigh..but nvm lah..sooner or later i've gotta choose..everytime i close my eyes i see one person..and that is you..you are alwaes on my mind..but..sighx..i dunnoe lah..
oh ya..HAPPY BIRHDAE LAOPO!!
vin
im still feeling shattered because of what happened yesterday..sighx..maybe i got the msg wronly..but then again..maybe i was correct..sighx..what am i to do without you in my life..life without you is so meaningless.pointless.how am i to carry on..if i cld describe my life now..i think i'll use a garage.all bit's and pieces here and there.not organised at all.sll just in a mess.there's nobody there to go pack it up.so it's just left as it is.describe my heart.and it'll bi like a tap turned on.flowing at full blast.but.instead of water..it'll say i's blood..her word cut right into me like i a killer wld stab it's victim.maybe that's exactly how you want me to feel.what i say is it true?? well if it is..just tell mi..just to make you happy i'll do anything.the thing that i've been making i'll still give to you.just take it as im saying it as a friend.trust me.did't want the ending to be such a horrible and bad one.i had no choice you forced me.you forced me to a corner..and what can i do.nth.nth at all..but just to sit and look at you..graze at your face.and wait to see what you have in store for me..weather it was going to be good or bad..i'll accept it willingly.maybe it's just your way of getting back at me aft all the trouble that i've caused for you.sighx.if this was going to be prolonged.im glad that it has all ended..though i know not how you feel.i kust hope that the fear has come back not.i wish you all the best in eveything you have ahead of you.i wish you this from the bottom of my heart.it's over i know.so let's just be friends alright.although we may not be what we used to be before all this shit.atleast i hope that we'll give each other a chance to start afresh.to settle everything and sort it all out.im glas that you were frank when we spoke last night.and im glad that my nightmare is over.i don't every want this to happen again.think you are shocked.and blur at the moment.but i sincerly hope that we will make things up and burry the past.put the past behind us..let bygones be bygones.guess we all have to learn how to do that at some point of our life.it's just a matter of now or later.so why not now??i know things have been tough and hard on you all this while.but just forget abt everything an concentrate on what you have to do now.takecare and i'll just see you around.thanks and bye.
vin
went out with my mom todae..to town then to bugis..bought sb and stuff..enjoyed goin out with my mom todae..i dunnoe why..she bought two pairs of earings frum 77th street fer the first time..hahax..cool! but aniwae let's not tok abt this..
you sid some stuff that cut right into my heart..i dunnoe if it was ment to do so..i love you and you tell me it's over..i dunnoe lah..just tell me you din mean it..tell me im dreaming..tell me this is a bad dream!!in the end..my whole life has just ended..
vin
sighx..got back my ca1 todae..did real badly..must do better next term! i haf to and i will..got like 38 for my L1R5..sux can..my partner like did so well! sighx..im happie fer you partner..ok wellx..some stupid farking bitch shouted at me!! and claims that i was shouting at her!! like what the hell who will wanna shout at you..wu ran my mouth onli lorx!but hu gives a damn abt her man! go and die argh!..stupid shit.
aniwae haf lotsa of stuffs to take home..brought my whole box home!!so heavy canx..but still did managed in the end..
went out todae..sent or rather followed evon home..then mi and jan walked arnd and waited fer her..ate old chang kee..sat on the chair and tok..wellx jan we've not talked fer long hurs..so yuppx..was feeling rather out of place wen we were in the bus..so just kept quite..then aft that met her..then we took a train down to bugis..while evon went to sum1's place i think..so jalan jalan with jan there..aft awhile then nid to go le..wellx..but still i wanna thank you all fer todae..made mi rather happt tho..thanks..went baq to sch..called my dad..then went home..bathe, eat, everything..then went fer CG..gave out leaflets to the residents there to come fer smth that i haf on tmr..glad abt that..so fun kaex..
wellx..todae was perfertly fine but i cld see that you were tring not to look at me straight in to the eyes..sighx..but nvm..that'a not the point..hope that this will get better on your side kaex..and pls do takecare of yourself..enjoy yourself..and bon voyage!! hahax..oh wellx..i better get goin..missing you so much..sigh..i've gtg now..pple take care!! hahax..
vin
i dun care abt other thngs le..i jux wan you by my side..i missed you so much todae..tho i saw you..but your actions are hurting me..i dunnoe why but they are..many pple haf said that we look compatible..maybe in the past you wld haf been happy..but now..i think..that you'd sae it's rubbish..and you wld care less abt it..sighx..oh wellx..maybe you think i've not shown enof sincerity..cox all i've done is to tell you what i feel..all words and no actions..im on this mission to do smth..hope to get it done soon..but thinking if i shld go and give it to you..sighx..so whad if i give and so whad if i dun..will it make a differece..if it will..then i'd rather i give it to you now..ur nick name..sigh..refering to mi izzit..i hope not ok.."when you finally think it's quite possible.you realize you dun love the person anymore." if it's refering to mi..then i'd rather you not tokin to mi..den i wld not know..sighx..does it mean you really did like me before..but it sounds so fake..why me right..maybe it's really all my fault..sighx..why?? are we really not fated at all..it was fate that brought us tgt..and now it wants to take you away from me?? why must it of all pple take you away..why not some one else?? im willing to sacrifice..even if it means my whole entire life that i have to pay..just to spend that one min with you..im willing to do so..but so what if im willing..there aint goanns be an opportunity..if there was..i wld just grab it and proof to you..that i reallie do love you..this feelings inside i can hide no more..it's trying to get out but it just can't..seeing you makes me speechless..but glad that you do make the first move to say hello ar sae bye..and you also make the first move to talk to me..i thank you loads fer that..and i hope it remains this wae..glad that the fear that i had instill in you is going away..surly do hope that it goes away fast..but since it has gone..that's whad make me so unsure of giving you what i intend to..cox im afarid that it'll make the fear come back..and that wun be a good thing right??oh wellx..i hope i make a wise decision..give me some time to think abt it..you'll know wen the time gets nearer..but fer now im unsure..so hope i'll know..sooner..i'll love you always..takecare..muacks.
vin
can't realli rmb whad happened ytd..onli rmb that i took passport photo..and then aft sch i fell in front of her!!so malu..sighx..alright..send laopo home too..sawrie you kana by the board..hope you din mind k..
yuppx..todae first period P.E ran the 12 roungs..sighx..like im goin to die!!felt so damn tired aft the run.then english..wellx..tan was nice enof not to haf lessons..but then we went thru the corrections fer the letter writing..well at least i passed..then lit..went thru corrections oso.and had abit of lessons..was fun tho..recess.chinese!!stupid tay bk fight with me over what??the letter that i was writing to jan can..so childish arh she..she wanna play then i play along with her lorx..sae wan to bring me go see ms gan then in the end nv..so dun care her lah..surposed to go do my chinese lian bi..but guess whad i brought the wrong book home!!ok..aft chinese came maths..then chapel..sat with jun and doris..tell you all argh..doris the head is damn scary..can crack until..sum scary sound..wah..so farnie..then bio..my "favourite" lesson..veh nice to bully that han..she wun scold wan lorx..damn fun to play with her canx..schoole ended..met jan..she like whad called me frum her class rm..din hear..but su told mi..then went out then decided to meet at my class..but in the end met at the staff room there..went fer lunch at heartland KFC..caught up with jan and her life abit..then went back to sch..met sam..tok tok awhile..then went to call ms yeo abt the 2c1 03 thing..saw tay bk then ran to hide in the toilet..hahax..then ms yeo came out..sighx..oh wellx..aniwae..waited fer her..she came up..tok awhile..then discussed abt it..and then asked laoshi oso..so nvm lorx..we'll haf it wu yue di..so mi and sam decided that it'll be one the last dae of out mid yr exams..which is like erm..17th may i think..yuppx..then she asked if i wanted to help with the recording of marks fer the sec ___..yuppx..helped out..and laughed at some of the figures that were drawn..[sam rmb joined legs and the "too high"] hahax..wanna noe more??too bad i can't sae..hahax..then slacked..help joyce chong oso..then tok tok tok..so in the end called up my dad to come and pick me up..hahax..at first i sae i go home myself..then later i scared i sleep in the bus so ask him to cum and pick me up..yuppx..
sigh..we made eye contact wen we were at the phone booth..wellx..i guess if you had a choice you wld not haf done so..i dunnoe y..but i just got the feeling that there is smth in you that jux draws me to you..i wished that..that moment will never have gone..never stopped..sighx..how wonderful it was just to graze at your eyes..wellx..i dunnoe but i find that the this between us are getting horrid..we just haf nth to tok abt..why is it like that??can't we be what we used to be??sighx..but still the unltimate choice is yours..my spirit is willing but my flesh is week..after all the hurt that you've done..i find it hard to get up..im just sitting at one spot..trying toto get up..but everytime i get back on my feet i fall back to the ground..sighx..
+bestfriend+
yes we're drifting but i too dunnoe whads wrong..i dun wan history to repeat itself..it ain't gonna..im sure of that..it won't happen again..tho we tok..but it's onli superficial things..whad abt whad is deep down in ur heart..hf you ever shared anithing in there so far??i dun think so..i know we've lost that trust..but it'll surely be gained back..for sure im telling you this..it will be..so let's just not worry..try to tok to each other more often and im sure eveything will be just fine..yuppx..you takecare too..do ur best in eveything you do ok..heex :P
vin
sighx..i had a price to pay fer goin out with laopo and jan aft sports dae..agreed with my mom..and todae i paid fer it!
went to change my passport the photo..got woken up frum bed at like the usual 6++..cox my mom wanted to take a lift from my dad..well got there before they even opened!! it was like 7.30++when i got there!! they onli open like at 8..so waited and read this book that i was surposed to help my brother with..finished it all in a day!!hahax..wellx..actually it's cox my bro had this lit thingy to do..dunnoe how to do then ask mi to do fer him..so i do lorx..so now he owe's me one!!hahax..
came back home..then slept fer awhile..then my tuition teacher came..but before that my brother[su] called..asked if i cld go out..im srry that i could not keax..haf tuition mah..so whad to do..yuppx..then aft that i basically slacked fer the whole dae..so boring..slpt some more..wanted to go town but my mother din alloe mi to..saes i nid to help my brother as he got math test tmr..like fer whad fuck will i give a damn??so was like hu cares kinda thing..n now im bored to death..so came online..but to my surprise..no body is online..ka lah..onli a few..but sighx..oh wellx..what can i do or sae..
talked to you ytd..blogged abt it..but i felt it was't enof..y must thing come to such an end..why??i reallie do not understand why must you bi given to me..but then taken away so fast that i could not even spend quality time with you??sighx..saein sawrie has no point..what i felt or am feeling abt you is from my heart..it's not cox i heard you sae that you liked mi and stuffs..i liked you frum the beginning..but i haf to force myself to end it all now! i can't show you my love anymore..cox you just shun it away..throwing it to the ground like a piece of unwanted paper..m i really worth so little..for all that i gave..is this what i get in return?? im not asking fer anything more..i just want to be friend again..is it all that diffcult..i belief that the barrier between us can be broken if we want to..if we try hard enof..but with the situation now..i dun think it'll ever happen..why must i..or rather we..just let a small and short incident to change our lives forever..you give me the feeling that i can never be friends with you like we used to..ad that it is impossible that you'll be my friend..impossible that we can ever be friends..im willing to give you my all..but i know you'er not..and no matter how hard i try..nth is ever going to come out of it..then why m i still wasting my time on this? you may ask..and my ans to you is that..becox i love you..it's just three word and eight letters..but the meaning is so deep..sometimes i realli wonder..whad my life wld be like without you..and i get the picture..everything in total chaos..everything messed-up..everything not as it is now..though im hurt..and my heart only you can heal..time just can't seem erase these painful memories..the onli doctor wld not even help..what more save..sighx.. :'(
wld we still haf been friends if i din put myself and you thru all this shit??
vin
boring dae..went to church and all..then went fer dinner at chinatown point..din noe zhang sumting sumting was there..or rather coming..you know the person who acted as xiao xi in the show mvp qing ren..yarx..she was there..ate sushi fer dinner..then bought this cake fer my aunti cox it was her birfdae..then sang the birf dae song fer her..made her so pai seh can!!hahax..but aniwae..i enjoyed myself and i think eveybody else did..so it's ok lah..wellx..then my brothers went to take her poster..need to spend atleast 20 bucks b4 you can get one..so take the sushi receipt and then exchange lorx..got 3 now..like WTH!! why wld i want it for..my brother even wanted to get her signature on it man!! how crazy are they..whaha..but in the end nv cox the quee too long..and now im back home..tokin to vernx and evon at the moment..
sighx..thingd between us are so not nice..why can't we go back to what we used to be..i know it's diffcult but it's possible..but we've got to try..eveytime i tok to you..i feel as if there is this barrier that is blocking me..like you trying to shun away..im not saeing ur avoiding..but maybe you're doing this unconciously..but u hope it'll be all over soon..really over..at least then i can tok to you freely..
vin
ok..so jan and rachel came over to my house..i went to bathe..then went back to my ever so messy room..man so pai seh..heex..then jan changed..and then me and jan asked laopo to change..but she din bring any clothes!!so she borrowed jan's t-shirt..and my shorts..which were the smallest fer mi..at first jan go and give her what i always like to wear..then it was like far too big..hahax..laopo..you're just too small..so ended up..we had to wait fer jan as she was deciding to wear which shirt..then which one nicer..then laopo started laughing..cox she sad jan veh vain..hahax..then aft that we set off fer bugis..which was where we wanted to go at first..then in the train..decided to go town..cox i want to go cini..but then nv in the end..laopo was hungry..so went to summerset..then sae wan eat mos but then too crowded..so nvm..walked to taka mos instead..found a place finally..saw three teachers there..eunice ho..eunice tung[i think that's her sir name]..and vinita[oso dunnoe how to spell]..so yuppx..then they bully me can..there were fries left..so we were like pushing it arnd..as to hu shld eat it..and it was getting softer by the moment..and then turn out i had to eat it..so gross..im scared of fries now..ok..it all started wen i asked jan to do me a favour and msg hEr to see where she was..then she typed it out le..then show laopo..but before she could do that..i went to snatch her fone..then i read it lah..while i was reading..jan smartly go and take hEr picture frum my wallet and then dun wanna give me back unless i eat the fries..kao eh..tell you all k..my wife is so nice..she surpose to help me de..then she go help jan..ask her help me she sae can..i feed you lah..i was like argh! she arh..dun help mi nvm..sum more sit down there and laugh!so mean!so eat finish 5 le..then jan sae must eat one more..the longest one..then ask laopo to check..then..i'll nv forget the was she held the french fry up ok..so farnie..hahax..but that one was broken le..then the broken part fell out..so not counted al long one le..then take another one..she take fer mi..but just i was abt to take it..she ate one mouth..hahax..so happie can..laopo..at least i know you still have a heart..ok..the eating part was fun..hahax..so finally got my picture back..and finally knew where sHe was..she was at cini!!i wanted to go there wan lorx..all your fault lah..janilyn!!
then went to shop fer jan's SB..walk until my leg so pain can..walk so fast some more..jan! your fault again..nvm..then thru out laopo wan so quiet..ask her why she sae tired..then wen pple call her..she can tok so loud and laugh some more..haiyo..then went home le..dear..think it was the most boring dae fer you right..it wld haf been more fun if only mi and jan were not so tired..sighx..oh well..pai seh..well..
LAOPO!!HAPPY ANIVERSARY!!MUACKZZ!IT'S BEEN ONE MONTH!hahax..how fast time flies hur.. ok i've got to go le..so everyone takecare..and laopo pls sleep early and rest more k..muackz..bye..
vin
got to use the com onli todae..
-fridae-
ok..my small brother din cum sch todae cox of sum reason..well i can't stand sum pple in my clique animore..so i decided to move on and dun bother..in the morning..went to find ms yeo..and ask her to change my malacca trip group..and amazingly she allowed!! yeah!so now in doris and ying jun's grp..hahax..im so happy can..then recess i din went wid michy king kong and trace..heex..damn fun..we ate at the bball court??whahax..then lunch oso..waite..i din eat my lunch..ok..then went to vernx house..with laopo..so farnie..laopo..i din noe you scared of dog one lehx..hahax..now i noe whad you scared of..went there..then watch ju on 2..damn farnie can..got one part the husband complain complain..then the wife went to take the frying pan to wack his head..vernx kept rewinding and playing..rewinding and playing..so farnie..the show oso not scary..and got no meaning one lorx..hahax..like whad the hell..like dat oso vernx scared..then once..the both of them covered thier faces cox i forgot why..then i was like.."BOO!" then the both of then jumped..damn farnie..esp vernx..oh ya..n i got scared by her todae..went to go find ms yoe..den she ask me to waite so long..so vernx sae go her class first..then aft that..she open close the door..then i thought nobody there le..then i open the door then saw vernx face there..so farnie..i got frightened..so i shouted..and moved back..then she cum and scread oso..like whad the hell..aniwae..so went baq to find ms yeo..then she not there le..so vernx ask me to go art rm..but i din..went to take a look at the car park to see if her car still there..she frum there sae bye to me..like whad the hell..purposely one lorx!! stupid argh!so went down to her car..she was abt to move off..then i ask vernx stand infront of her car..then she cannot move le..hahax..so confirmed stuffs..wellx..class bbq still dunnoe weather can haf yet anort..haf to go ask laoshi..if not then it'll bi canceled..sighx..like again..
ok baq to whad i was saein..so watch finished the show..then tok awhile..6 le..so i had to go baq to sch..cox my dad will bi there to pick me up..went to the track to find jan..then mr yeo came..then sae five min time he want to lock up the sch..and then he sae my brother running arnd the sch looking fer mi..so i quickly rushed to the car porch..hahax..then went up the car..sighx..my father started nagging again..oh wellx..aniwae..went fer CG..then came back home..oh ya..and laopo talked more to me todae..and she beat me for the first time!!*crys* she beat pple veh pain leh..but nvm she said sawrie..and you're forgiven..
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morning my father like woke me up so early..then i went to his room then i was like you call me up so early for wht..so went back to sleep..then abt 7 woke up..then left home at 7.15..then went fer sportsdae..wellx..laopo you did well..and im proud of you..and chew house won on the overall..yeah..ok..todae she was actually sitting infront of me..then aft that shirley like cum n sae i was surposed to bi at the cheerleading place..so went there..sighx..oh wellx..then aft that..rachel and jan came to my house..ok the later part of the dae shall continue later..gtg now..
vin
happy dae todae..had morning assembly..gave out the prizes fer the east zone championship..t-t were the champs..badminton..hMm..im not too sure lah..heex..then aft that went back to class..had all the lesons..english was the farniest..hahax..the last few min esp..
it was china VS india..ok..my class was being damn raciest..hahax..it all started out like..we were surposed to read this article frum news week abt lesbians n gay stuffs..then we said all read le..so teacher choose another one lah..abt some global thingy..then she sae china is goin to be like the US or even more powderful..so then if im not wrong..rhubz was like india oso..then delia said..indians errrrrerrrrrrr~..then rubini got pissed..mrs tan allowed her hit her head..but she threw the mag..missed her head..then delia being china fought back..throw th mag back at rhubz..but..missed..and hit mrs tan instaed..hahax..then mrs tan went after delia..hit her using the mag..then dunnow y..delia started pouring water on rhubz..so the water fight started..hahax..play play play..then in the end one sit at one end of the class..damn farnie can..nvm..then rhubz went to write 'kill a mocking chinese' on the board..obviously delia saw then went aft her..had some more water fight..then the "fair n square" wae of settling it all arm wrestling..india won..but india played cheat..china not ready yet mahx..but aniwae..here comes the farnie part..india was like thankew thankew..then took a step backwards..and then..boom! india fell on to the floor..with a great huge bang!!hahahax..like damn farnie can..yuppx..so it ended..they still played with the markers fer awhile..but nvm lah..
the dae ended..had maths remedial and all..then had house meeting..went late fer guitar..see the coach face like not happy like that..so just quickly ask the rest wad he taught..so learnt it..then went to the tt area..and watch the archer house pple doin their cheerleading..then saw my dearest laopo..then talked to her..then followed her up to the staff room to returne ms ng the baton..then came down..laopo..you todae like super hyper or smth..then tok to me..im amazed..ur different todae man..n i like it this wae..ok..oh wellx..then saw ms yeo at the second level..then tok tok to her awhile then she ask me how i going home..then sae my father cuming to pick me up..then she turn around walk awhile the tunrn back and sae my mother is there!!like what the hell..so i ran to the toilet..then jan went to help me take my bag..then come out onli then saw my mother in front of me!!hahax..then asked my mom weather can send laopo home..then she said ok..heex..so in the car..laopo like tok so much..wahahax..like whad?? suddenly got so many things to sae..oh well..but was glad she was like that..on the wae to the car..laopo was like..why you so scared of ur mother..told her the reason..then she started laughing so mean can!!so reached our destination..said the goodbyes..and then she walked home..sighx..dear..sawrie that i din send you to ur block..actually can wan..then you sae alight the same place?? so i was like..i thought you tired mah..but nvm..and dear..i wun do the dance fer you..you go see yourself during sports dae..heex..so sad we'll not be siting together tho..but you can cum visit me..i guess..hahax..ok takecare everybody..goodnight..muackx!
vin
im like so bloody happy todae..cox..i got the pic le..wahahax..but the first part of the dae was not too pleasing..but aiya..hu care ya..rushed thru everything..did my eis assignment very fast..all slip shot work..but i dun care lah..so finished le..then went to jan's class..waited fer her to do finish her work..then follow tanny go cut her hair..then auntie like dunnoe how to cut or smth..she onli thin her hair..then cut cut here n there..then like that sae got cut shorter..ok lah it does look shorter..but it's not!!so like whatever..
went to ther track there..then saw ah adik and lizard at our hse[blue matress]..so went there to join then..yucks lorx..so gross and disgusting..the mat was freaking dirty with all then brown colour water..then they still slid here slid there on it.yucks can!then jan and tanny smart.they went away.then i left there..kana bullied by the two of then..go went myself in the end..they pull pull pull..so i block lah..then aft that no strength le..so kana pulled down into the disgusting water..yucks can..argh!nvm..so changed to my p.e attire..it stincks can..but aiya..at least it's not wet..so i dun care lorx..aniwae goin home le..then all the houses were there pacticing their cheer leading..bhew rox man..so nice and co-ordinated..then dogsworth oso veh nice..whahax..nice nice nice..soon everyone finished then jan asked tanny to do handstand..jan showed..then everyone wanted to try..poor me..i was surposed to hold their legs and bring it straight up..wah..my hand pain wan lorx..then tanny the leg keep banding..kick my face some more..hiax..nvm..oh wellx..ok then i've gotta go now..c ya all soon..take care..
+the flame in me is still burning fer you+
vin
wellx i've got to make it quick..wahaha..im so bloody happy todae..fer once i played the guitar continuesly fer so long..was feeling bored at the blue stage..so went to take two gutars frum the guitar cupboard and me and eunice played and played and played..so fun can..but that was the end of the dae le..good ending hurs..whaha..
wellx..lesson was rather boring..first thing in the morn laopo came to ask me abt her dnt thingy..whahax..i hope i din draw too badly hurx..heex..sighx..but i onli passed it to her like af sch..srrt lehx..finishe it long time ago le..wanted to give it to you ealier de..but i looked up but ur class like no light..so i din give it to you..so srry..hope you dun mind..hMm..whad lesson did i have todae?? i dunnoe..but i skipped p.e again..said i haf stomach ache..then hourse was like y you got so poor health..cox i was almost not taking p.e everytime..so she thought i bluff..actually it is lah..dun feel like taking..so sae not feeling wellx lorx..wahahax..but nice lah..si tdown there do nth..but tok..FREE PERIOD!ok eunice cut my susu's hair todae..and su became my younger brother todae..hahax..eunice cut her hair..then during recess i was like making her hair fer her..then she sae i like her big brother..so she call be ah bang..in malay means big brother..i forgot what i m surpose to call her..heex..srry su..tell mi tmr morning again..
tmr eunice cuming to school ealier to play the guitar..yipee..so fun..just suddenly love the guitar..it brightens up my life..was so bloody sad and pissed in the morning..think my whole clique was like priscilla..you ok anot..so obviously i said i was ok lah..den sae not ok mehx..oh wellx..dun wanna tok abt the unhappy stuffx..shall go on to the happy time i spend..with..my guitar..hahax..lol.like whad the hell..ok back to the point..
wellx..jux haf the feeling that she's avoiding me..i dunnoe y..sighx..y?? nvm..there will bi a time wen things will bi back to normal..but whad if i ask her again..haiya..dun wanna think so much lah..argh!ok..im so bloody lost in this shit world..y do i fell so tongue tied when ever i see you face to face?? i know there's sum barrier..but i dunnoe what is it..sighx..oh wellx..
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