THERE COMES A TIME
WHEN BROKEN HEARTS
CAN'T BE FIXED WITH TAPE
SKINNED KNEES
CAN'T BE MENDED WITH
LOVING KISSED
AND TEARS ARN'T SHED
AT THE EXPENSE OF
SPILLED MILK
THESE ARE THE TIMES WHEN
YOU REALIZED WHAT EXISTS
WAS
ONCE
vin
tell me!!why am i still crying for you when i already told myself that you were just a friend..time and time again..i remind myself of that..brain washing myself..but no!!pictures of you still run through my mind..the way you talk walk smile..it's stuck in my darn head..get out man!!it's my property ur invading here!!??argh!!!!!!ok..srry that was not very nice..mean..but i really wanna forget you and move on..but hell!!it all ain't easy as it was said to be..man..somebody out there help me..earase all the sit and hurt in my mind..i've been brain washing myself all this while..telling my self that it's all over..and im not going to get hurt by you again..but as i sat down doing nth staring at the com waiting for
the one to come online..reality starts to set in..and i realized that it ain't over for me..tho i may be for you i guess..im still fighting within..the battle is still not over..
sighx..why do i have to do this to myself..just forget her..it's easy just dun think of her dun talk to her and leave her alone..stop bothering her..she's just another girl in your live that's insignificant..forget her and get over it..
argh!!but i have to think of her..she's always on my mind..she won't get out!!she's stuck her in my head forever!!!and i dun want to leave her alone..she's still feeling depressed i guess..tho she say she's fine..but i dun belief it..who says she's insignificant..and she's not just another girl..she is the girl not another..she made a huge deep inpact in my life tho she does not know it..she gave me the determination to stop all my bad habits..tho other people told me to..but she played the biggest part..she has the biggest share..if there's anyone to thak she'll be the first..and if i leave her alone..what if we never became friends again?
vincent wake up man..forget her and all will be solved.
vin
wahaha..play rain todae!!yes man..went fer breakfast in the morning at the same usual place..then came back home cox we din nid to go to church that early then did abit of my english holiday homework..then my dad and mum sent us to church and then we went fer youth..had la kopi session today..played games..then had worship..decided to take a break from playing the guitar..hansel played today..ok lah not bad..then had cake..bro and laverne's birthday..sang song and all then blow candles..they did't know how to cut the cake..or rather had no tissue then i told them to use the cardboard of the box..then had a few pieces left so had to play a game and use the caks a forfit..then continued playing games fer awhile..then went for lunch at the coffee shop beside school..then i ate roti prata..yeah man..went back to school and then was forced to play bbal..but fun lah..i'll play again next week..and then went down fer service and then the pastor was talking about girl and girl and guy guy relationships..and what you are to do aft you get married..then went up they played in the rain..and then it started pouring..deariex had to go off then they were playiung in door foot ball..then the ball kept goin out..so i happily went to pick it in order to get rain..then once deariex arh..i was goin to take the ball then she had to come and fight with me for it..then kept kicking it away..ahiyo..so funny i tell you..that was the second time..the first time i beat her to it..yeah man..yipee..goin off now..takecare pple..
vin
wahaha..i woke up so bloody early todae..at like 5++ my bro needed to go fer the methodist walk thingy and the other had a rugby match going to SMU i think then had to meet in school first..pa fetched them to school and me mom and dad had breakfast at macs..newly open one arh..the one opp blue horizon..nicee place with a veh cold air-con tho..hahax..but had my usual SMU-saugage macmuffin with egg..whaha..then off to granny's..watched ice age again..wahaha..damn farnie..watched with my mom amd grandma..then granny and mom went out to the market to buy food..came back ah ma went to go cook lunch..hokkien mee!!yuMm..mMmm..i ate abit only tho i was darn nicee..but had no apitite to eat lah..watched ice age again this time with my bro and mom..mom din watch every part so i forced her to watch it again..then the part where diego tried to make the baby stop crying..her played pick-a-boo with the baby..but ended up scaring the child..wahaha..i tell you the expression on the baby's face was darn farnie..i kept rewinding and then playing again..hahax..laugh until i go crazy arh..then the shpw ended..watched abt of NBA..nicee and soooo cool lah but what can i say ther professionals man!!they play it fer a living??so ofcourse it had to be good..did my english compre[hey can sum1 tell me must we do the summery too??!!i hope not((:] then slpt..dad came eat his lunch..then he sent us to my bro's school..oh yes and by the way marcus came home after the walk..i mean home as in my grandma's hse..then off we were to summerset where i was goin to
CUT MY HAIR!! yes man im so happy lah..finally i can cut my hair..wahhaha..then went to bread talk to buy bread cox i felt hungry and was craving fer bread talk bread..so went there got what i want.and home sweet home..came home slack abit..then continue my english compre..din finish cox i slpt rmb..so had to continue and finish it..went fer dinner at the Yio Chu Kang hawker centre..nicee food lah..the chee kuay was the best man..i loved it..but i ate chiken rice..thought i'd try smth different..but it was not say veh nice lah.so yeppx..like that lorx..came back slack some more..watch abit of TV then here i am now online..wahahax..hopefully she comes online..then i can talk to her..waolao eh..ytd was a darn good night man..she was so darn nicee to me..and some more she called me her dear..as in she said "my dear"..hahax..i flew to the moon man((: twice..but the other reason..seems blur to me now..
vin
yes man!!i've finally changed my blog skin yipee..im damn happy lah..well
ytd was a terific day..slacked thru out the day man..hahax..had art..din wanna try to use the potter's wheel thingy cox i think it's just plain damn gross lah..yucks man..but anyway yepp..then had recess..me and mom thought we lost our wallets when actually su and mun took them..thanks man..then went up time to clean class rm..so shifted all the tables and chairs swept the floor then koh mc started giving her speach abt our parents coming late and all the shit say what they must be gracious..i tell you~i can sue her for that man!!sicko bitch..argh!!!whatever lah..then all of us sat on the chairs and imagined we were in some sch bus..our class darn childish man..so funny..then we started singging the song "the wheels on the bus goes round and round..."so on and so on..hahax..then aft that all the alpha camp songs..wahaha..so fun argh..just to relax and loose urself..then joyce chong came..said abt the camp stuffs and all..so many pple nv bring file and QA book can..haiyo..noti argh..nvm lah..then su ma mun and me went to put all the files and books at her shelf there..then back to class..whee..but anyway..yes that was ytd..then laopo came to my hse..it was surpose to be i go her hse lah then she say what got nth to do there so nvm lah..but we only left sch at four-thirty plus plus plus..hahax..went up to the ava theatrette with rainy and laopo..hahax..sat at the last row beside evon jan weijing and eunice they all..then we move to infront of them..hahax..then me and laopo started playin hangman..wao lao eh..she give one damn shit leh..wadeva lah..so diffcult..then i give on so easy then she say got no kick..haiya..nvm lah..i'll learn de..one day..then she came my hse..then i follow her to her hse to take love actually the vcd..then walk until my hse down stairs then she say need to go and take her specs..so walk back and finally home..watched from 6.30 to 8++ i think..niceee man that show..hahax..i just love it..but it's just too good to be true lah..then she stayed awhile longer then go le..she needed to ruch back cox her mom was goin to call in a few mins time..so yeahx..she ran home i saw..fast lah fast..she had dinner with me tho..ahahx..so that's that.
monday had nth special excited fer the class bbq..went to shop and save to buy all the stuffs..then
tuesday had the bbq..fun man..i started the fire..but it kept die-ing..but still i worked..took some pics and all..but jan you nv help me take with yeoey!!haiya..then must take with laoshi also mah..you know they seldome will take one..then you nv chen ji..haiya..sad lah..but still there were some pictures of them..nice lah..natural..then everyone took a picture tgt too..nicee..then rainy jie qian ru mildred qian ru's sis jie fu and me..the seven of us left..we sat at a table and started laughing at nothing..it was damn farnie..hahax..then my dad came we went home bathe and pong on the bed and sleep too tired man..
wed did nth special lah..i guess..stayed in school till quite late and fetched laopo home..((:
today woke up at 6+ going to 7 cld not slp so went to watch ice age..damn farnie lah..first time watching it..shall watch it again since im bored..hahax..then went to sch see that darn crazy koh mc..my mom does nott like her either man..hate her to the core mom!!be like me man..but i know you'll nv be lah..whatever..then came home..cooked lunch fer myself and mom..then continue the second disk of ice age..then bro came back..went to ang mo kio central with hime..he wanted to see shoes..so i go with him lah..then came back..and then that 's my day..just came baq from cell..hahax..replied laopo's letter..and that's that[again]. haha..takecare peeps..miss ya all..
vin
argh!!not till i change my blogskin i'll not blog!!help lah
vin
today
wenta church as usual..laopo came..
ARGH!!I WAS MADE TO TAKEOUT MY TONGUE STUD!!NOW I THINK CLOSE LE!!SHIT MY DAMN BLOODY BROTHER FATHER AND MOTHER!!GO AND DIE LAH YOU ALL FUCKERS.but anyhow i'll see if i can save it tmr..sighx..had games and and wroship and then lessons..learnt abt job..then went fer lunch..has nasi lemak,i think..then laopo only ate what??the peanut and rice??!!haiyo..i'll be goin out fer lunch with her next week..if not she'll not be eating..hiax..oh well..then elysa dear was talkin abt some stuffs..laopo mechenical pencil arh!!wahahaha..that was so straight forward..but anyhow we're open minded man!!hahax..then went fer serviceworship then sermon..waolao the pastor was talking abt marrige..what marrige shld be a man and a woman not a woman and woman nor a man and man..but then the whole sermon he only kept talking how a guy shld choose his wife and nothing abt gay and lesbian marriges..haiya..i was waiting for that can!!hahax..not only me lah..laopo was too..then laopo was like "why he still talk abt this when half the congregation is married??!!" wahaha..i was looking arnd to count how many were not married..then i pointed them out to her..say until half way then she was like..okok..that enough..haha..well..this time i translated it for her i mean translate the chinese to english..hahax..cause elysa was sitting beside her then she shifted to sit with her mom..so like that lorx..lucky today's one i still can understand lah hur..haha..kpt laughing during sermon..laopo was just so happy..sighx..NO!i mean crazy..she was still thinking abt the mechenical pencil..well what can i say..she's like that..well i hope you did understand what i said today lah..haha..my chinese better than yours arh..hah!aft service they wenta play bball..then that's it..had dinner and here i am..back home..
ytd
got back all the results passed only 2 how pathetic is that..and what are the 2??eng and art..gosh i really think that eng just rocks lah..hahax..then later spent the whole day with my bestfriend and evon..whoohoo..so happy lah..but now i've made up my mind..we'll just stay as friends i think im happier this way..but still i do love you as much..ok back to the day..went to heartland mac with jan first spent so much time waiting fer lizard and evon to come..they took like years to arrive..so we ordered our food first..talked abt revalationa and the end time lah..hahax..damn farnie..evon was so quiet the whole time!!lizard me and jan were like talking and talking abt how sacry and real it was..but yeppx..that's it..went to yoshi..then they were talking abt what our child's name wld be..what bee bee and hoon hoon..hahax..bee hoon yeahx..rubbish lah..hey lizard i like the name trivon man..hahax..is it spelt that way..or is it..trevon..oh ya and on the way to yoshi jan bought soyabean..then she took a sip and said.."soyabean rocks!" and magically the whole pakt just lended on the floor lah..hahax..then at yoshi we were crappin..talk abt hair..lizard island or hair..and then stomach hair..and all the funny funny things lah..hahax..then decided to go to seragoon to meet i dunnow who lah..saw partner in the mrt they were goin to serangoon too!!wellx..sneaked in me and lizard tgt..she went with evon and i with jan..then reach le jan was so smart..the wachine was like take a step back..then the doo opened..then she was like "eh~open already.." then just walk thru without me lah..haiyo..so dumb can..then reached cherry hill there..the pple we were looking for were not there already..so we just sat there and slacked..were thinking of whose hse to go to..so think think think..then von called delia to ask if we cld come..then she just said come lorx..like wao..okay!.reached there watched turn left turn right..stupid show so fake..like earthquake only that wall broke down..and the was it broke down was even worse lah..bad story line lah..bad plot too..aiya what ever lah..then went home at 3 plus..sent von up her bus le..think this day was the best day of my life so far..as in during the whole time i like HER..oh well..that's that..
aft all the thinking..i even feel as if there's this fear barrier for me to reach you..the fear has become so in grown that i dare not even to give you a pat on the shoulder and encourage you on..or even to catch you when you loose you're footing..oh well it's a wall that i need to climb over..and i'll be over it soon..
vin
wahaha.tis was a good day for thee..tho sad because of the rusults that we got today..sighx..i failed everything except for art and eng??eng just rocks lah..hahax..but thy has made today a happy one for thee..hah..ok i'll talk in my eng lah..so diffcult to talk in their language..first was asked if i wanted to follow to jing's hse to take her bat..eat lunch then come back to school..din wanna go at first but then still went in the end lah..the best thing was that on the way there she was standing beside me..then guess what SHE HELD MY ARM??hahax..no lah she just tripped and needed support lah..hahax..then jing happen to turn arnd as she was walking in front..then she was like whoohoo!!wadeva lah..make me so malu only arh..my dearest little niece also another one..haiyo..nth to say arh!!well eat le then came back to school..went to the staff rm outside there..saw her tng fer awhile..then replied laopo's letter..decided to go to the hall cox rainy wanted to play the piano..so went there..took like damn long to write her letter lorx..from the floor i moved to the piano there to play awhile then back to the floor..then back to the piano chair again..but this time was writting the letter on the table in front..taught raina how to play part of yu jian..finally she can play a song man!!yes!!had to keep turning back to teach her how to play..well rainy you've done most of it..only got i wee bit more to go..i know you can do it!!then got chased out of the hall oh yes and surpringly the air-con was turned on..so beh good lah..but was half freezing inside tho..haha..so went back to the staff rm there..and then the tt pple ended..i dunnoe where she went to lah..just dissppeared like that..well i can't do anything lah right..sighx..went to the bball court there to watch pple play bball and all..jan 's skills improved like sooo much??wao..just cld not believe my eyes i can say..aud looked so small and punny not in size but in skills today which was quite unusual lah..but oh wellx..like that lorx..called my dad..he came fetched me home..im soo excited to go for the class bbq next tuesday..wahaha..im so bloody happy!!whee!i'll fly above the moon man..ahahahahaha..ok lah shall end here then..takecare everybody..
vin
"The Day You Went Away"
[VERSE 1]
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
[PRE-CHORUS 1]
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
[CHORUS]
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
[VERSE 2]
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
[PRE-CHORUS 2]
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
[CHORUS]
The day you went away
The day you went away
[PRE-CHORUS 1]
[CHORUS]
[BRIDGE]
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away
vin
sighx..why do i you give me the impression that you're feelin depressed..hey im always here for you..it's all up to you to come and look for me and share with me..sighx..don't be like this..you know that there are a thousand and one pple who really care about you..not just me alright..so cheer up and relax..enjoy urself exams are already over..ok maybe you're not stressed about exams..i think i do know why..it's just that some pple say that you've changed..but be urself man..what they wanna say or think it's up to them..i think you're the same old person that i love..changes are good in some way..you can't always be the person that pple want you to be..look on the brighter side of life..that was what you once told me..weather your life is goin to be a happy one or a sad one is up to you to decide..not the pple arnd you..they don't have the right to say or do anything..i've got nth against them lah..but i just think that it's not the way to go about doing things..get it..i hope you get what i mean lah..yeahx..
chao dumb dance we did at school..adik and i were laughing thru out the whole bloody thing..ahaha..slacked in school the whole of today..sighx..the stupid teachers just won't show the alpha camp vidieo to us..haiya..i want to see man..hoe kye made a fool out of her self during the campfire..wahaha..three little ducks that i once knew fat ones skinny ones..wahahaha..i can just laugh at her man!!then went back to class went for recess then three periods of that stupid dance thing..then back toi class again..hiax..sone stupid pple just have to sit at my chair..sicko lah..oh yes..i wore slippers to school today because my shoe was in jan's locker..haha..well..only got to get it back after assembly..well that was today lah..only that aft school had lunch with raina and weijing andher friend i forgot her name..then walked around..i found a locker for myself!!locker no.157 yipee..haha..then went down to the e.hall to play piano..but only raina played i slpt on the stage..wao so shuang can..haha..then went upstairs..met lizard..then three of us went doen there to slack..ended up playing with strings??!!hahax..so farnie but fun lah..then went up i had stonach ache..hiayo so pain leh..sighx..but then ok le..then played bball awhile then dad came to fetch me..then went home le lorx..whee and so im back talking to pple and blogging..hahax..ok takecare alright..exams are over enjoy but dun enjoy until overboard and dun get sick ok!yeahx..ok chao!!
vin
watched troy todae!!such a nice show..i love it..went with pam and her cousin to watch it..hahax..went to town to meet them at 11..went to lido..then at abt 2plus went to wisma..haha..i had to follow them into topshop cox they wanted to see clothes..well.ok lah..enjoyed myself todae..
aha..din know that she was in town too..i saw ur seniors man..wahaha..ok lah that's abt it..bought jeans todae..wadeva lah..takecare peeps..im to happy for words..
and to you!!im not goin in between you all..unless you're tellin me that you like her..well..and for you're info..i dun wish to get anything out of this..im just dissappointed that you wld think of me this way!
vin
hahax..today was damn farnie..but wait before that had chinese ting li..like wao it finished so fast..farnie ah..ask us come to school for 1/2 an hr then can go home le..siao ah..went to eat my mac breakfast again..this time with retarded mom..stupid grandma charis tang qian and rainy[rainy i insist that i call you rainy!]then came back to school met phil went with her up to her class..wao the pple there are damn farnie..and phil's sister and brother's names are damn farnie..i'll nv forget man..the father mother all the same one..name start with 'p' haha..dunnoe how to spell lah..so i just any how anyhow..gasa gasa lah ok..father:peter, mother:pency, sister:philipher, her:philicia[the most normal one!!good..], brother:pendi!!hahax..sounds like panty..wao i laugh until i cried arh!!okok..then went back down to wait fer adik but in the end..she needed to go home..sighx..ok..so walk until the canteen then saw audrey..so ran up to her down there..saw mings laopo and audrey..stayed with them..
JAN!!!you cheated my feelings you idiot..say will come back to school at 2..like hello??5+you still not arnd arh!!hiax..nth to say..nvm i know you came back to school to look with evon..but you saw that the school wasa empty so you all din come in right?!hiax..sad lah..we were at the staff room outside there only lorx..haiyo..wasted lah..nvm..study until abt 2++ then decided to eat lunch..actually i nv study lah..i was just there to disturb them..oh yes!!then they had this balloon thingy..use to play water bomb one..then i put it on the pump then pump until the balloon fly out..hahax..retarded lah..i just found it amusing..kept laughing..ok so wenta ask mr yeo fer the key to the side gate..hahax..he gave it to me man!!whoosh~eat finish le..everyone just did't feel like studing..so sit at the blue stage..then walk to mr yeo office to enjoy air-con..excuss was that we saw a rat..but it's real lah..but we did't have to wait for hime mah..hahax..then that auntie may ask us to help her carry boxes and boxes of that Lee Kuan Yew book..haiyo..so heavy..hahax..[laopo..not bad ah..veh strong!!]then carry finish..they wanted to play bball..play awhile then say hot..want to play water bomb..actually im not surposed to play de..but then haiya..bo bian lah..play until like some siao pple..then the bball court was damn hot so i sat there to dry and iron myself..hahax..while the three of them went to continue playing..but b4 that..we played with aunty may..she use the hose and spray us..so we just spray her back lor!!hahax..she was socked to the skin too..hahax..ok continuing..took bus auntie's bus home..ok..jux takcare everyone..bye..
.:phil:.yeahx im fine..you takecare too kay!*smilex*
.:macho brother:.hahax..i think you more reatarded than i am lorx..excpt for the fact that i always trip over things and myself..other than that..you're more retarded..!!!hahahahahahah..
.:rainy:.i don't care lah..i like calling you rainy..so call lorx..can't help it you know!!and you cried lah..admit it..you did't just tear!!
.:evon:.you're welcome!
.:sara:.yeahx..im fine lah..you takecare too..
vin
damn it shit man.she likes sumone else!!argh..my goodness..oh god sumone pls tell me who it is..i promise i won't do anything..just tell me who it is..sighx..
todays ppr is just so shit kaex..im goanna fail it..sighx..whatever..my life now is just so messed up and screwed up..but all i can do is sit and watch as things happen..hiax..i can't do anything..i feel so shitified..and helpless..why does things have to turn out this way..aft school lizard tanny and me!!went to macho brother's house..slack awhile then tanny went to sleep..so the three of us went to watch mvp qing ren..then macho bro left half way to dunnoe do what lah..so we just watch lorx..lizard's attention span is just so short..hiax..so sad..then end up i watch the show one person..then at abt 1 or 1.30 started to make the cookie..hahax..damn gross lah..made the first letter of her name and four other small ones..sad lah..only could make this much..macho bro made a heart fer her "mom"..you know mother's day present..then a number of other small ones too..then lizard made a big 'm' and then a huge huge mass..the tanny leh..i dunnoe lah..just an 's' dunnoe what it means also lah..and one huge mass also..then while the cookies were baking evon jan and rainy came over..hahax..veh farnie lah..by the time they reached the cookies ok le..then my one broke lorx!!argh..so angry!!were watching the last samurai..rainy cried..but that show really too bloody fer her little brain..hahax..she too young and innocent already lah..then went to jan and lizard went to play bball the rest of us just sat there and watch..then macho bro say wanna go baby pool play water..so tanny evon and her went..awhile ltr me and rainy decided to go leaving them there..they were playing water lorx..im like siao..i den dun wanna get wet arh..then lizard say wanted to go home..so we all went back to the hse..took out things and left..i gave her her cookie..hahax..i gave everyone their cookies..whee..ok lah..then walked out with everyone..there came a cab and rainy lizard and tanny went off first..so left the three of us..we walked all the way out..they took a cab to dunnoe where..i walked all the way home..hahax..damn tired..yeahx..had dinner..then watched tv..thn yes im online now..toking to niece..hahax..ok im going..takecare peeps..it's only a few more days..tmr 2 more pprs then it's fine le..hahax..ok byee..
vin
sighx..hey..if you like their class so much you my as well go tell the principal and ask if u can change to their class ok..wadeva..this is just accumalated anger..you ask me if im ok..i am but im not ok!!sighx..i dunnoe..somehow i get angry at you eaisily.hiax..dunnoe lah..dun care..
went fer mac breakfast at heartland mac..we actually cld have gone tgt until sum pple had to suggest to go hf..damn you man!shitt.bloody hell..haiya..anyway..met jie jie and ingrid there..forced them to sit wih the three of us..me jan and rainy..eat le..then walk walk awhile..then went back to school..went to look fer laoshi then went to the loo cox rainy needed to go??!hahax..went to the art rm..then realized that there was no space..so we went to the library..audrey and rachey joined aft awhile..me and jan went to the empty space outside the toilet..it brought back so much memories..that we both sat there and started talking..talk long already then din have to mood to study..sighx..why like that..but atleast we did study when we were in the library..then went to find laoshi again..but then realized that they had meeting..hahax..so like that lorx..went back up to the library..then study study..played truth and dare..wao din noe laopo was so bian tai can..haiyo..and pple to do this kinda dare..how can?!so mean leh..dun pollute other pple's mind ok!haiyo..nth to say man..then while later went down to outside the staff rm..laoshi still was not there..guess she went home le..sighx..why??haix..audrey was stalking some teacher?!hahax..was damn farnie..then yeoey came out to talk to me and jan abt that case..shit can..i can't get into anymore trouble..die..what am i to do man..im just so dead..sighx..
MS YEO ah!!you argh!!hit my knee until damn pain can you..can i like hit you back or smth..wellx..spent quite some time talking to jan..really missed last year so much man..goodness me..but nvm lah..aft that went up to take our stuffs down..then talked to yeoey again..she checked my bag lorx..haiyo..check mine nv sheck others!!this time was not that serious lah..but hey..you dun everything oso say see how..i really cannot get into anymore trouble man..sighx..dun be mean lah..hiax..wadeva lah..do what ever you all want lah ok!sickening..oh well..what can i say..then study abit more..then had to go back le..audrey and jan played bball then went home aft awhile..rainy stayed at the bus stop with me..haix..this niece of mine is just chao nice lah..thanks man..so did you get scolding by ur dad..well i hope not ok..if not it'll be my fault..so sawrie..)= hahax..ok lah shall end here..tahan abit more man..tmr is the last serious ppr..then it's mcq and listening already!!yeah man..this is great..study hard everyone..it's only a few more days to go..take care
vin
sighx..hey..if you like their class so much you my as well go tell the principal and ask if u can change to their class ok..wadeva..this is just accumalated anger..you ask me if im ok..i am but im not ok!!sighx..i dunnoe..somehow i get angry at you eaisily.hiax..dunnoe lah..dun care..
went fer mac breakfast at heartland mac..we actually cld have gone tgt until sum pple had to suggest to go hf..damn you man!shitt.bloody hell..haiya..anyway..met jie jie and ingrid there..forced them to sit wih the three of us..me jan and rainy..eat le..then walk walk awhile..then went back to school..went to look fer laoshi then went to the loo cox rainy needed to go??!hahax..went to the art rm..then realized that there was no space..so we went to the library..audrey and rachey joined aft awhile..me and jan went to the empty space outside the toilet..it brought back so much memories..that we both sat there and started talking..talk long already then din have to mood to study..sighx..why like that..but atleast we did study when we were in the library..then went to find laoshi again..but then realized that they had meeting..hahax..so like that lorx..went back up to the library..then study study..played truth and dare..wao din noe laopo was so bian tai can..haiyo..and pple to do this kinda dare..how can?!so mean leh..dun pollute other pple's mind ok!haiyo..nth to say man..then while later went down to outside the staff rm..laoshi still was not there..guess she went home le..sighx..why??haix..audrey was stalking some teacher?!hahax..was damn farnie..then yeoey came out to talk to me and jan abt that case..shit can..i can't get into anymore trouble..die..what am i to do man..im just so dead..sighx..
MS YEO ah!!you argh!!hit my knee until damn pain can you..can i like hit you back or smth..wellx..spent quite some time talking to jan..really missed last year so much man..goodness me..but nvm lah..aft that went up to take our stuffs down..then talked to yeoey again..she checked my bag lorx..haiyo..check mine nv sheck others!!this time was not that serious lah..but hey..you dun everything oso say see how..i really cannot get into anymore trouble man..sighx..dun be mean lah..hiax..wadeva lah..do what ever you all want lah ok!sickening..oh well..what can i say..then study abit more..then had to go back le..audrey and jan played bball then went home aft awhile..rainy stayed at the bus stop with me..haix..this niece of mine is just chao nice lah..thanks man..so did you get scolding by ur dad..well i hope not ok..if not it'll be my fault..so sawrie..)= hahax..ok lah shall end here..tahan abit more man..tmr is the last serious ppr..then it's mcq and listening already!!yeah man..this is great..study hard everyone..it's only a few more days to go..take care
vin
sighx..feel so hurt by what su told me in the morning..i really am..why do you care when there ain't a need to??and you don't care when i need you to..sighx..whateva lah..but although i heard this..the last min i saw her..it gave me a guilty feeling to be thinking what i was..first she said bye to me first..then what later we have eye contact and she gave me those..argh~im mersmerized[dunnoe how to spell arh]by that yan guang!!my goodness..but i still cannot forget what su told me..sighx..why must you tell that to me..
went to school not knowing anything about todays ppr..my mind was just blank..this is the first time im so scared of this exam..sighx..was also very affeted by what the person that i was talking to over the phone said..sighx..i dunnoe lah..cried almost the whole night..then highlight abit here and there then went to sleep le..sighx..that's why my mind was blank..just did some last min revision..prayed so bloody hard that the qn that came out wld be of smth that i know..and..fuyou..it really was..tho there is a minority that there are this that i don't know..but i still fill it in lah..lit also..squeez all the damn quotes ino my small brain..hoping that it does not fall back out..went in to class fer the exam..lo and behold..save my soel..i know the qn also..and i cld use almost all the quotes..hahax..not bad sia..aft that went to OMS to === then from the top saw some pple walking..so decided to go aft that..finished 2 todae..sighx..what am i to do??i can't stop now..it'll be a tragic ending..sighx..why do you have to do this to me that i have to go do that..sighx..but i can't blame you and i don't want to..it's my fault..i cld have stopped myself and saved another brother too..but i did't..sighx..then went to the coffeeshop..wanted to eat..then ltr went there saw evon jan weijing partner and rhubz..decided not to eat until lizard said that she wld..so eat lorx..then went baq to sch..saw phil..my half mother?!hahax..talked to her..haix..adik and lizard you two stop bullying her can anot..haiyo..so painful can!?ouch..my goodness..then they went home le..then i went back to school talking to myself abt what just happened..hahax..studied with rainy abit here and there..sis't even touch chem..im not goin to..and just goin to work on my maths..better lah..concentrate on fiv..making maths notes now..fun leh..yehax..then dad fetched me home..was to go for cell de..but din go in the end cox i sae wanna study..but im like online now..but they don't know lah..heex..ok i'll have to go off now..i see her online..but she just does not want to talk..i don't care lah..im still hurt by what i heard last night..and this morning..ok im off now..takecare and study hard..
i really do still do love you..belief me or not..i seriously have fallen for you..and i can't deny the fact that i care..infact care alot alot.but i'll try not to show it..since you can't be bothered and nth seems to matter to you except her..well forget it..im just bot going to show it..keeping it in my heart will be the best but then again..i may accidentally show it at times..forgive me fer that..gosh im really goin gaga over you..sighx..
vin
whee..i === again..damn im so happy..was flying above the clouds..mummy!!can you stop pulling my hand to hers..so maluating canx..haiyo you are..wellx..had chapel today..that..guy went to jail before..my god his sentence was soo short..from like so long cut until so short..wah..he is really damn lucky man..peifu peifu..before bio went to ===..hahax..im bloody happy..i know it's not a good thing but im really damn sad..becox of her..i really blame myself fer being too slow and not saying it that time..if only i cld turn back time..if i cld i wld have said that three word to you..and then everything will be all so different now..sighx..im really regreating..but nvm..it's not your fault..it's mine..i shld't haf done it in the first place..i started cox of you..and now it'll end cox of you too..today just sucks..wadeva lah..went with mun kye and serhui to ===..sighx..guess tmr it'll be the same few pple..but i haf to stop..man give me some time..it ain't all that easy..wanna try it?? but i wun allow also lah..hah.i hate todae..you kept giving the 'get lost from me' face..so i just had to stay away..sighx..and you really dun hafta sae srry..i haf to..tho it's not ur problem..but i made a promise..but i broke it..im srry..
and elysa deariex..i hope you're fine..i've been calling everyday..but you're already asleep..is either you're tired from a days work..or you're sick..not feeling well..sigh..i dunnoe lah..but just take care k dear..i dun wan you to fall ill..you make me worried..sighx..alright..todae is really a shitty day..nvm..ok takecare and study hard fer the exams cuming rnd the corner..
vin
first thing in the morning kena by ms yoong..stupid lah..was't even tokin can??!!hiax..sad case..now have to write letter to her and convince her that we're deeply sorry..wellx..then had geog..mrs judy wong is soo nicee..hahax..she really make you want to study when she teaches..my gosh i really wonder how she does that lorx..but anyway..she let us off real late for recess..but manage to grab a bite tho..aft recess came back and it was time for maths i think..koh mc is damn weird today..she like very nice or smth..hahax..damn farnie..the teachers are soo weird todae..oh no it was pe first played captains ball..then maths..then it was chinese lesson..laoshi was also damn weird..hahax..then was social studies blah blah..damn farnie..ms chin is really veh cute..her lesson is boring but she's farnie and that makes the lesson interesting..ok aft sch had lessons still lit..then went down to the canteen to find evon and lizard were to study tgt..then went to the library..studied with evon jan su lizard weijing audrey nurul..then later moved down to the canteen..wao weijing you veh nice eh..hiax..but really lah..thanks..but like i said..my bet was correct..aft awhile aud and jan went to play bball..then later weijing and lizard joined in..but i stayed in the canteen..then went OMS to buy some food..was reading weijing's compre book..hahas..the story is damn confusing lah..then later went to the bbcourt..to watch them play..then later evon and nurul came to say bye..decided to send her off to the busstop..hey evon!!you are surpose to be online..where are you??nvm lah..im probably late lah hurr..sighx..ok..send them off..then back to school..weijing and lizard left le..then called dad cld't come to pick me up..sighx..so had to go home myself..stayed awhile to talk to mrs wong yu ting..hahax..she's damn nice eh..ah..ok lah..then come home le..aud thanks fer waiting fer the bus with me..oh ya..when we were waiting for the 53 bus to come..there was this small gurl that kept making so much noise..so we both stared at her lah..then she cum and try to diao us..but she mearly just blink once and then look away..hahaz...so dumb canx..sighx..faliur lah she..then went up the bus..aud stayed with me and waited till my 315 bus came..thankx man.talked alot about things..wellx overall today was a good dae..
im glad that i finally plucked up the courage to say that i'll send you off..sighx..how diffcult it was to get it out of my mouth..but nevertheless i still do not regret it..i flew to the moon tree times todae..hahax..
vin
hey elysa dear..dun worry too much abt it keax..just cheer up hope you're feeling better le..i'll always be here for you de..dun worry..thru think and think i'll be by your side..give me a chance to be there for you..cheer up..this kinda thing nan bu dao ni de..you're a strong girl..*huggs*
today had church and all..youth was fun..learnt new cords todae..three new ones infact..hahax..just pick up along the way lah..better than i sit there and drill myself with all the cords..hahax..ain't leaning along the way better?/sound like it hurr..hahax..had steamoat fer dinner..the soup isd damn nice..i love it man..had a rather hard time chewing my food tho..but now can eat more or less normally le..but sometime still no appitite..hahax..yeahx that's all dun really feel like bloggin tho..yeahx play hard study hard..takecare and good night..
vin
i read your blog you say you're angry..but now..i aske you and you say you're not..which am i to belief??tell you lah..it won't be there for long..it's getting in my way when i eat..i just want to try you know..but now it's not pain any more..except when i eat..sighx..pls don't be angry..it hurts you know..you're treating me so coldly..may be you're not but it's brought across to me in that way..what have i got to do to make you not angry..i know you are lah..by the way you answer me..but nvm it's ok..i deserve it..
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...my...hahax not pain at all lah..much much less pain then i expected lah..now ok le..hahax..had engilish and chinese paper 1..english was a breez tho i still don't know if i can pass my compo lah..chinese was a disaster lah..only the si han can write then the compo part also screwd up..sighx..cannot make it lah..hiax..then aft that went to heart land with lizard and macho brother..hahax..then ate a kfc..borrowed money from macho brother..thanks..then we started walkin arnd..hahax..damn farnie..we went to every shop to try out their ugly clothes..laugh until ki siao..at hang ten me and lizard tried this pants..then one two three we came out tgt..damn farnie lehx..laugh until really mad arh..then aft that macho brother gave me a lift home..thanks again..you did me a great big favour kaex..we'll go on an ungly shoppin spree..then must take pictures k..hahax..im lookin forward to that crazy day..yeah man..came back early..then slack..slp..then i did't eat my dinner at all..cell time was kite making session..dad ur cool man..hahax..
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labour day todae..hahax..it's a time fer us to rest not study mann..hahx..but anyway..woke up at 6.30..washed up and everything..then 7 gave elysa her morning call..then went to blk 138..everyone gathered there..elysa took dad's car tgt with me and my mom..then we were off to eas coast..reached there had breakie..then went to walk walk at the beach wit elysa..ended up sitting down there watching pple play sand..hahax..then saw my dad and uncle choo flying kite..then i went to fly too..but then half-way my kite went out of control and got stuck in the tree..hiax..uncle choo..you damn pro man..take three kites out of trees le..hahax..pei fu pei fu..i decided not to fly anymore..then went to sit down on the sand there..damn..the sand was so course..but nice lah..go alot of nice nice shells..decided to pick for her..but i think usless lah..dun wanna give le..sighx..who cares anyway..like she'll want it..but they really are very pretty lah..then went to ride bike..elysa childish lah..wad race me..sighx..decided not to lah..just ride slowly and enjoy the breez can le..went up to the jetty..wao it's damn nicee..hahax..got ppl sellin water there some more..smart man..then water was truely needed..then went back..got back only then mom ask me to ride with her..ok lorx..slowly lah..i tired..then went baq..eat abit more..hahax..fat lah fat..then returne bikes then time to go home le..but went to elysa's hse instead..my brothers went too..they were playing her PS2 and gunbound..i just sit and watch them play lah..dun wanna play..then 3.45 dad came to pick us up..then went to hougang point..dad bought his shorts..then went to the cold storage or ntuc there to buy stuffiex..then it was back home..watched a lil tv then i slpt..hahx..nvm lah..woke up then had to bathe le..help dad do abit of his thing..oh yeahx and i had a buger fer my dinner..i nearly died eating it..but anyway i finished it lah..ok take goodie care..study hard fer the up coming exams..
i will study hard for you..trust me..i see now you just don't wanna tok to me..say you have to go..and now i see you online again..you trying to avoid me or smth??!!
vin
