fist day of school's not mad eh..hahas..slack day..the only serious lesson is chem and social studies lah..but since SS got new teacher..so rather slack also lah..first period of the day?? ART haha..fun lesson..then it was recess.slack agn..then IPDW i think then chem then CME then end school..lunch.SS..like how cool is this man..so slack..guess i'll be lovin mondays from now on lah..haha..but SS teacher changed!!shit it lah..sandra ang eh..ms chin zuo ren zuo dao hao hao de..then qu se me further studies arh.ta hai bu gou chong ming meh..wao lao eh..loosing all the good teachers lah..sighx..PL is just so stupid to let funny teachers take over..weird lah..sandra ang just can't seem to teach..and i find her a bitch..and a bimbo?? like hurr what are you doing in my class..was late mah..then came into class and then i saw her..shock of my life sia..i some more went "ee." haha so farnie..then she said "first you come in late then you come and ee me" i just wanted to burst out in laughter lah..but anyway the day was just fine..enjoyable lah..hahas.
hey!if the last line in ur blog was refering to me..erms..im srry kaex..maybe i really am selfish lah..but i still don't see why you'll get hurt tho..bother to explain?? well yepps we are and will be friends right? good..just rmb im always here lah kays..takecare..last time your name will be her((:
vin
yipee!!i've finally got you out of my head..you stayed long enough..it's time fer you to go..but thankew fer being in my life and brought me joy in some way or another..and alot of hurt and sadness not to mention..but yes i still love you like i do love my other friends..thanks alot..im glad that i've gotten over you..fer now i think it's time fer my heart to take a break and recuperate..heal from all the hurt and pain..well tho i've stumbled and fell badly..atleast i've learnt smth out of all this shit that happened..and im glad abt that..so i guess i still have alot to thank you for eh..
to those that i share my problems abt her to..i wanna thank you guys fer being there and listening to all my shit..you've been alot of help..thankew!!
vin
two words..forget her!
i've made up my stupid mind that
I'LL FORGET HER!
and that's that..
vin
wah!!ytd was so much fun tho i had to clean up my room..hahax..woke up..first thing i do??call dearie..hahax..she sounded like she just woke up..but she said she woke up 15 min ago..hahax..dun bluff me arh!!had breakfast..called my mom to ask if i cld go out..well she was was out lah so yarr..but she said yes!!i got a shock!!i expected that she wld say no and then i wld have to beg her..hahax..crazy me..to think that my mom's sucha meano..but still she gave me one condition..and that was to clean my room up..hahax..so clean lor..then went to cook lunch..i skipped breakfast man..hahax..well i always do if i can lah..heex..ate lunch and went to take a bath..changed and went over to my dearest laopo's hse so we cld go out..haha..this girl is like SLOW!!i reach there le she still not ready..and i was LATE okay!!haiyo..was surposed to be there at 1-1.10..but i reached there at only 1.20-1.30..arnd there lah..and she was not ready..oh well..then we walking to take 55 to bishan..decided to go to cine to catch a movie cox she wanted to??haha..so yeahx..went to cine the quee was so darn long can??haiyo..wasted half my time there..so finally it was our turn..no choice but to take the second row seats..cox there was no other choice??hMm..ok lah..watched best bet..the whole show was i hokkien..man i like it..it was so darn farnie..and that mark lee and just change the good to bad..he just knows how to twist his words lah..making the situation from a bad to good..smart in the wrong was can say..nicee show..there were english sub titles lah but it's not as goos as if you listen to what they say in hokkien..so make sure you understand hokkien to watch the show lah..nicee.kept laughing the whole time..hah..got once..i turned to look at laopo and i found out that her hands were oin her shirt..haha..she was feeling cold??ok..i was also..hey!but i thought that we only do that when we were younger..well..ok..maybe laopo still small..haha..ok jk lah..well..dearie..thanks fer the great day..and ur the first person that i went out with in the hols..hahax((: you better be honoured arh..haha..ok jk jk..yeahx..sent her fer tuition then came home..
took 113 then 53 then 315..and guess what happen on the 113 bus?? i passed by mac and i saw HER inside..arh..i shld have just walked pass mac to the 53 bus stop..save 45 cents and can see HER also!!haiya..i shld have done that man..but nvm..see from far also good lah..came home kena from my mom..was surposed to be home by latest 5.30..but hello??he show only ended at 5??sigh nvm..explained to her and stuff..i hope she still allows me to go out next week..oh well.she better do lah..yeahx..ok..takecare peeps..
will be going over to my grandma's fer dinner to night to celebrate her birthday which is tmr!!
vin
wah!!ytd was so much fun tho i had to clean up my room..hahax..woke up..first thing i do??call dearie..hahax..she sounded like she just woke up..but she said she woke up 15 min ago..hahax..dun bluff me arh!!had breakfast..called my mom to ask if i cld go out..well she was was out lah so yarr..but she said yes!!i got a shock!!i expected that she wld say no and then i wld have to beg her..hahax..crazy me..to think that my mom's sucha meano..but still she gave me one condition..and that was to clean my room up..hahax..so clean lor..then went to cook lunch..i skipped breakfast man..hahax..well i always do if i can lah..heex..ate lunch and went to take a bath..changed and went over to my dearest laopo's hse so we cld go out..haha..this girl is like SLOW!!i reach there le she still not ready..and i was LATE okay!!haiyo..was surposed to be there at 1-1.10..but i reached there at only 1.20-1.30..arnd there lah..and she was not ready..oh well..then we walking to take 55 to bishan..decided to go to cine to catch a movie cox she wanted to??haha..so yeahx..went to cine the quee was so darn long can??haiyo..wasted half my time there..so finally it was our turn..no choice but to take the second row seats..cox there was no other choice??hMm..ok lah..watched best bet..the whole show was i hokkien..man i like it..it was so darn farnie..and that mark lee and just change the good to bad..he just knows how to twist his words lah..making the situation from a bad to good..smart in the wrong was can say..nicee show..there were english sub titles lah but it's not as goos as if you listen to what they say in hokkien..so make sure you understand hokkien to watch the show lah..nicee.kept laughing the whole time..hah..got once..i turned to look at laopo and i found out that her hands were oin her shirt..haha..she was feeling cold??ok..i was also..hey!but i thought that we only do that when we were younger..well..ok..maybe laopo still small..haha..ok jk lah..well..dearie..thanks fer the great day..and ur the first person that i went out with in the hols..hahax((: you better be honoured arh..haha..ok jk jk..yeahx..sent her fer tuition then came home..
took 113 then 53 then 315..and guess what happen on the 113 bus?? i passed by mac and i saw HER inside..arh..i shld have just walked pass mac to the 53 bus stop..save 45 cents and can see HER also!!haiya..i shld have done that man..but nvm..see from far also good lah..came home kena from my mom..was surposed to be home by latest 5.30..but hello??he show only ended at 5??sigh nvm..explained to her and stuff..i hope she still allows me to go out next week..oh well.she better do lah..yeahx..ok..takecare peeps..
will be going over to my grandma's fer dinner to night to celebrate her birthday which is tmr!!
vin
wah!!ytd was so much fun tho i had to clean up my room..hahax..woke up..first thing i do??call dearie..hahax..she sounded like she just woke up..but she said she woke up 15 min ago..hahax..dun bluff me arh!!had breakfast..called my mom to ask if i cld go out..well she was was out lah so yarr..but she said yes!!i got a shock!!i expected that she wld say no and then i wld have to beg her..hahax..crazy me..to think that my mom's sucha meano..but still she gave me one condition..and that was to clean my room up..hahax..so clean lor..then went to cook lunch..i skipped breakfast man..hahax..well i always do if i can lah..heex..ate lunch and went to take a bath..changed and went over to my dearest laopo's hse so we cld go out..haha..this girl is like SLOW!!i reach there le she still not ready..and i was LATE okay!!haiyo..was surposed to be there at 1-1.10..but i reached there at only 1.20-1.30..arnd there lah..and she was not ready..oh well..then we walking to take 55 to bishan..decided to go to cine to catch a movie cox she wanted to??haha..so yeahx..went to cine the quee was so darn long can??haiyo..wasted half my time there..so finally it was our turn..no choice but to take the second row seats..cox there was no other choice??hMm..ok lah..watched best bet..the whole show was i hokkien..man i like it..it was so darn farnie..and that mark lee and just change the good to bad..he just knows how to twist his words lah..making the situation from a bad to good..smart in the wrong was can say..nicee show..there were english sub titles lah but it's not as goos as if you listen to what they say in hokkien..so make sure you understand hokkien to watch the show lah..nicee.kept laughing the whole time..hah..got once..i turned to look at laopo and i found out that her hands were oin her shirt..haha..she was feeling cold??ok..i was also..hey!but i thought that we only do that when we were younger..well..ok..maybe laopo still small..haha..ok jk lah..well..dearie..thanks fer the great day..and ur the first person that i went out with in the hols..hahax((: you better be honoured arh..haha..ok jk jk..yeahx..sent her fer tuition then came home..
took 113 then 53 then 315..and guess what happen on the 113 bus?? i passed by mac and i saw HER inside..arh..i shld have just walked pass mac to the 53 bus stop..save 45 cents and can see HER also!!haiya..i shld have done that man..but nvm..see from far also good lah..came home kena from my mom..was surposed to be home by latest 5.30..but hello??he show only ended at 5??sigh nvm..explained to her and stuff..i hope she still allows me to go out next week..oh well.she better do lah..yeahx..ok..takecare peeps..
will be going over to my grandma's fer dinner to night to celebrate her birthday which is tmr!!
vin
sighx..have been getting giddy spells since the last day of exams..sighx..i dunnoe what is happening to me..sighx..but hai si bu liao lah..finished most of hol homework le..except fer english research and movie review..chinese abit..and im done..yes man..then i can go out fer the whole of next week with people who im surposed to go out with..i hope i can make it..sighx..
vin
hiya..i really don't understand..i think some people just have nth better to do..sighx..i pity you.
vin
im missing..and i need you..i dun even think i can forget you..sighx..you give me hope to carry on with my messed up life..well..i read ur blog on a daily basis..and i found out that you're loosing intrest in guitar..like i said before..i feel that guitar is what that bonds us..or rather it's the only thing we have in common..and now you're loosing intrest in it?? sigx..pls not again..hiax..but nvm i'll get over it..and i know you will too..and we'll be friends..good friends again..im still not sure if you were talkig abt me in ur blog..but i hope so and i hope not..cox it's like..me?? affect you?? well..sighx..i really dun know..ah..i think i'll just take it one step at a time..yi bu yi bu man man lai..
well im talking to laopo now..heex..she's damn crappy lah..haha.just brighten's up my day no matter how sad i am..thanks deariex..ilu..((: hahax..sighx..i heard some stuffs a few days back and im so freaked out by it..first you say that you do..and then you say you don't..if im to believe you..you'll say im gullible..so what am i to do..and if i don't you'll say that you took the courage to say but then i dun belief..and you'll say im mean..like..hello?? im really really confuse down here..if you do then you do if not then not lah..why must be so po mah..i mean..it's not like i'll kill you right..sighx..i don't know what you want man.
an dyo uwh yis itt hat eve rytim e iwa ntt osa ytha tyu odu nca re..yo uwi llb es onic eal lof asu dde nbes onic an dcar ing..WHY??
vin
HAPPY ANIVERSARY!! laopo!!wahahaha..i din forget okay!haiyo what made you think i wld??well i tried calling but ur phone is engaged..so yepps..i can't get thru..srry i know i was to call ealier but was talking to you knwo who on the phone.yepp..so yar..well got smth to tell you but i can't get to you..so all i can do is try again ltr lah..wahaha..
darn tired now.cox im waiting fer 1.30 to come then call everyone else up..cox nid to go airport to send someone off lah..so i'll be off in an hours time lah..trying to keep myself awake right now..well you can't blame me for that right..haha..im tired..laopo left half way today..she left before sevice even started..and yes!!im so glad that some pple din come..but still she'll come next week??okay lah..you say you don't think there's anything wrong..ok then that's that..whatever you think it to be i don't care..anyway you're still coming next week..oh wow..like whatever lah i don't care..bro was surposed to play today..but guitar got stolen but some pple to play..so haiyer..nvm lah..was rather happy except for the fact that laopo din stay fer the whole thing..oh well..it's ok lah..all you have to do is make it up to me lah..then i'll be fine le..heex..
sighx..im missing you so much..how am i to forget you when all i ever thik abt is you..sighx..you wrote smth on ur blog..fer me??i dunnoe weather it maybe or not..because im a lil confused..the paragraph on the dream that you had..oh well..i think you're affecting pple now..like..i dunnoe who so yeahx..hahax..ok lah shall not crap anymore le..takcare peeps..and goodnight
vin
to YOU
you have been asking me why i don't want her to come to church..i told you it's a bung thing??well that ain't true kaex..the reason is simple..iju std on otw ant y out o fa llf orh er..i know you won't but just say im crazy lah kaex..what ever..i just dun like her..
sighx..yeah man..life's been "great" so great..lotsa pple owe me outings lah..hah..the only pple that i've been in contact with whom are from sch is rachel jan[i see them too] evon delia frances..yeahx..i've not talked to anyone so far..not seen everybody fer long long time..hols has passed fer like 1 week..done most of my work cox im not allowed to leave the darn hse till i do my work..go downstairs also cannot..like how shit is this man..argh wadeva lah..tmr shall be a great and better dae..tho i hope that some ppl might not turn up to ruin my dae..i'll be flying above the moon..
hey pple.thanks fer tha tags man
.:jing:.
thanks you takecare too yarhx..*HUGS. actually i think that im worse off than you lah hurr..
.:phil:.
hey~long time no see arh..hahax..hope you're fine..well..i missed you too!!!hahax..see you online sometime lah..got lotsa things to tell you..!!heex..thanks and you takcare too..+iL+
.:hil:.
hey thanks fer droppin by yeah..you takcare too
.:kye:.
yeahx..you takecare too yarr..hahax..long time no see yeahx..
vin
sighx..i've mad up my mind to really forget you..tho treating you as a friend ain't easy this few weeks..i love you so much..no!it shld be loved you so much..but i think it's abt time i learn to let go of things that aren't and will never be mine..hurting myself so much for??oh well..i've woken up from my daydream..back to reality..she's not mine and will never be..for me..i think it's better not to have than to have and lost..that would be worst of the worst man..sighx..using the hols to forget you..but i think once i go back to school..i'll fall again when i see you and the moment you open ur mouth and talk to me..i'll just be soaring over the land and seas..or better still flying over the moon..well..some may say im mad..but somehow..i really wish that i was..then i wld not be sober enough to know all the shit that's goin on..but still i don't blame you..so don't blame urself..i dragged you into this..so i guess i shld stop all this and carry on a normal life and bring you out of it..i started i clear..there's none that can ever replace you..you are special..so cut the thought that you're not good or anything like that..cox you're good..special..very special..and i loved you..
vin