argh!!you gave me a hug!!im like darn happy or smth can??i shld have held on longer..cox i think you din want to let go yet..i think cox you were still i dunnoe what lah..
sighx..i said it was over..the past and you agreed with me??argh!but you proved yourself wrong today..i dunnoe lah..i just can't help but to like you more and more everytime i see you..feel like just goin to you and ask fer one more hug!!heex..more hugs fer me??wahaha..hopefully yeah.
vin
well im here to reply to what you wrote on ur blog.
wanna know why im so nice to you right??alrightex..i'll tell you..it's simply because I LOVE YOU!! i want the best for you and make sure that you are happy..so that's why..but little did i know that you wld feel guilty abt me being so nice to you..haiya..come on lah be happy can?? be glad that there's some one who is so nice to you okayy..((:
no lah you're not mean lah..it was just that you suddenly damn cold to me..so i thought you were really affected by what ever she said..so yepp..IM SORRY..did not know that it wasn't because of that..alright now i know..but still i want to know how come you were so cold during that peroid..and we were drifting i guess..so was rather upset at that fact that we were not as close le..so that's why i wrote all those stuff..sighx..if it's the past for you..then i wanna let you know that for me it issit..im still thinking of you..every moment and every second..i want to be there for you when you're down and when you're feeling sad..to help you carry your bag and books without you feeling pai seh..and to buy food when you're hungry and give you a drink when you're thirsty..wo shi bu hui fang xin de..zhi dao you yi tian ni bei wo suo zuo de yi qie gan dong..sighx..it's not that i don't wish to tell you stuff..it's just that don't you think it's very weird to be complaining to you about you..well and it's not very nice either..so i thought that i'd just keep it to myself..yepp sure i'll keep my promise((:
vin
sighx..why won't you give me a chance??i dunnoe if i shld say this..but hMm..i'll not give up so easily..but then agn i may not be giving you space with your friends and on your own..am i being selfish??how??
-confused
anyhow thanks for today..somehow you made me glad..((: just by standing by me..
vin
sighx..can you pls not be like this??do you know how hurting it can be??i know that you're affected by what she said..but you know and i know that you're not like that..i know what she said sounded awful..can't you ignor it like you always do?? i
WON'T get the wrong idea ..you've already made it clear enough that night..geck sim arh..you want me to tell you all this..i'll be complaining abt you to you..do you know how dumb that is..i want to go back to the time before you heard that shit..pls dun be mean to me because of what she said?!you're ignoring me already..i've not even seen you today!!
AARGHH!!i feel so much that if i were to write out it'll take a whole entire day and night..you were much much nicer before..pls don't do this..i don't even think i like you anymore..the fact is this like has grown into a
LOVE..sighx..the deeper im going the harder it's goanna be for me to get out..i know that you need time with you're friends and all..i know you need time alone..but look.im human too..i need all those times too..why say im wasting my time if i go waite fer you to end ur tuition..we're just going home tgt..is there anything wrong with that??
NO!!there is't anything wrong!!trust me..i know that it's only going to be i love you..and fullstop..that's it..all im asking for is that we go home tgt..and what now??you're not even calling me..sighx..can we go back to those days that we spend time tgt..i don't want to drift away from you and just become hi-bye friends agn..it happened before and i don't wish for it to happen again..you get what i mean..been crying in hope that things will get back to what they used to be..
im down on my knees begging you pls!!but i know no matter how much i try it'll not work unless you're willing..i thought that i'll be happier since you were so nice and all..but now..looking at the situation i don't think it's gonna be what i think..sighx..like i said it's your decision and your choice..i can't and will not force you..just rmb im here..here for you.
+reverofsirewsnaehtuoydeenifigniksaer'uoyfi+
vin
if you really wld like to know why i dun like that
lan jiao i'll tell you alright..she's forever looking for you holding your hand and all the other shit..fine!!say im jealous or whatever you want okay..i just don't like her being so close to you and all..it all ain't that nice..like what is the problem with her..don't she have her own friends..yes no doubt i have to admit that i ever suspected that she likes you..but she says that she is neutral and even you say that too..it's not that i don't believe you..but it just does not seem that way..so me being someone that likes you..won't i be thinking more than anyone wld??i know it's not right to do so..but i can't stop myself right..it's only normal for me to do so..im not saying that it's your fault..it's mine i know but..it's human nature rightt..sighx..i dunnoe how you'll feel after reading all this but that is why i don't like her..weather you want to believe me or not..i dunnoe..it's all up to you..you're own decision..and no matter how i want to or try to change that decision..it'll not work out..im leaving this all to you..it's your choice..your decision..
vin
argh!!why is it that everytime im angry and tired of things happening to the extent that i don't know and don't want to do anything..you'll be all so sweet and give me a call first..telling me and explaining to me why you did this and that..in your cute voice..and the reason is so..i dunnoe how to say..it calms me down..cox you're decision was actually ment for my own good and not to make me jealous or sad or anything or that sort..to think that you were angry with me..argh!i think im just madd..sighx how cld i even think of you this way..it's too much of me right..hiax..your like chao nice and im glad that you are..i just want to spend more time with you..evey min every second..but i know you still the time and space for your other friends too..i can't be so selfish..sighx..but im glad the way we are now..the way you're treating me..it's good enough..thanks alot for everything..im really happy just being there for you and beside you..dor you im willing to do anything..anything at all..so far i've not broken any of the promises that i made with you..and that means alot to me..heex..
vin
whee!!im so happy today!!yipee..clique you guys made my day.thanks..but erm..the cake smashing part not nice eh..and
su!!i so want to thank you for smashing the cake into my ear arh!!eh thanks man..not my ear only lor..my hair also have can!!but it's alright at least you were the first to wish me..you all still can laugh arh!!..but really thanks alot alot..tho i still dunnoe who bought the cake..heex..mommie..was it you??i think so lah huh..hehe..not sure..and mun thanks for giving the 15 punches in the morning eh..i woke me up??haha ya rightt..wld like to thank evon.my current partner*daddy.su.frances*mommy.rachel*deariex.serhui.mun.weijing.raina.jan.bernice.yi hiu.jia yi.tanya.jeslyn.lizard.and all the other pple who wished me..
thankyou for making my day((: yeppx..alrightex..takecare..goodbye.
vin
argh!!i Ou De Yang's song is so nice I DON'T CARE im going to buy it..hahah..and the shrek 2 sound track too..got the accidentally in love..haha laopo i know your jealous..hah i can hear it everyday..hahax..yes that's all i have to say..oh yes and evon good luck reading that letter kay((:
vin
first thing in the morning i must hear stuff about a sec one student..call LIVIA..thought it to be nevia at first..you know the cream..heyy whats all this about not being respectful and calling my friend boring..PLEASE.i think you're WORSE!but yeppx.whatever..YOU just has no ORIGINALIY..can just COPY one whole big chunk of things from lizards blog and call it YOUR own..what the fuck??what more..that chunk is so IRRALAVENT..want to scold pple..come up with something yourself lah..why copy??..i guess you better leave my ex-classmates alone before you become someone who existed!!oHh yes!!and the nicest thing abt her is that she is a BUNG!![well at least she thinks she is??]whoohoo..heyy..this is made SPECIALLY for YOU..wanna copy?
vin
sighx..feeling damn geck xim[it's in hokkien.]in english it simply means troubled and heartache..no matter how i share my feelings..it does not help..gosh.i thought this wld be perfect..but it ends up like..the direct opposite..sighx..what am i surposed to do man..turn to God and ask fer help??argh!sux man.this life sux but still i dunnoe somehow when im with you..this just disppears fer that moment that you're by my side..thanks fer being there all the time..you're somehow really just one call away..really thanks.((:
vin
better or worse
that i don't know
cos deep down inside
there's more to unfold.
i think twice
of what i've to say
to make sure that
it does not get in the way
is it wrong
for me to do smth like that
to hold you tight
and make things right
i don't see why
you're behaving this way
see im confused
so help me i plead
all these things
i have in mind
will only work
with you inside
so you see
i need you in my life
so come back to me
i ask of thee
if there ain't one reason
you might say
well let me tell you
i'll lead you the way
i love you
that you don't know
tho i've said once
but you took it as a joke
guess im not sincere enough
to make you belief
but if i ever make it
don't ever leave
--------------------------------
vin
"On Bended Knee"
boyz II men
Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go
Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee
So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me
Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee
Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home
Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how you get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee
man.this is how im feeling.best song to express what im feeling now.
vin
Sickening Fucking FAT ass and Her Fucking friends!
If YOU have a problem w/ me and Matt.
Just come and tell us STRAIGHT in the face.
Instead of wantin to suggest anti blogs for Us.
Some fuckin coward!
What makes You think that ALL the seniors like You.
As a matter of fact,
We can't stand YOU!
We can do a blog SPECIALLY for YOU.
And Give the URL to You, PERSONALLY.
FUCKTARD.
Bloody shit head.
Why don't You just WRITE Whoever sucks inside Your cooler,
And the chemical will just get into your body and You'll die.
BUT You might die THIN not FAT.
Good idea eh??
We can do a SPECIAL survey on whether WHO likes You.
I think 99.999999999% will be a NO.
With LOVE,
Marc Vin Matt
vin
laopo!! ahhas..you've made my day today man!!love you!!
aft school went to dearie's class then see her do her chinese then waited for her to come back to class cox she went to look for koh eL to do some maths thingy..she came back then we went to the staff room so that she can hand in her chinese..then to the library..tried to print her d&t research but cannot..so went up to the com lab then had to waite for this few sec twos to finish printing their d&t folio.and finally it was our turn..it took so darn long to print one piece of paper!!then went back dearie's class to do her folio and i helped to do the cover page..then went to hand it in..went to find mr yeo to look fer side gate key..went to take out lunch..saw lizard,evon,pok[i think],weijing and dunnoe who else at the blue stage..said hi and off we went..ate.went to buy sweets to disturb laopo..by the way she's going on a sweet diet..hahax..so purposely eat sweets infront of her lah..then went back to school..sit at the blue stage and do nothing..went to the third floor and to the toilet..audrey needed to get some stuff..then in the toilet this two pple arh..so noti..jump and jump over the wall but can say they were nice lah always close eyes or look away..haha..atleast they did that lah..then went down and home sweet home..on the way home played with laopo so much..she kept making me laugh like anything..so farnie..that's why i say she made my day lah..heex..then at one of the bus stops i saw my grandma..the next stop we were to alight..then aft that i said i din wanna take that bus cox i din want to go with my grandma..but this wife of mine just wanted to admire my grandmother[tho i dunnoe wats so nice] so she dragged me up the bus..kept poking me arh this girl..meano..humph..but atleast she sent me home lah..kind kidd..hahax..wanted to walk to hougang point..cox she nv walk there pefore..but in the end cannot all her fault lah..want to go and admire my grand mother..then cannot go with her already lorx..haiyers..your fault lah! but i still love you lah..tried to come up with excuses like what go her hse and take my clay marble book lah..but does not work lah..thankx fer sending me home..wanted to send you..who ask you insist on sending me..okay lah..but thankx lah..to my doorstep some more..love you loads..
okay bye and takecare everyone..enjoy sch!!;)
vin
