argh!!!
i hurt my arm
it's damn pain!!
this stupid girls fault
now i can't move it
im typing so darn slowly
was at my mother's god son's brother's birhday party
then i was tired
so i went to sit on the swing
then this small little girl wanted to sit too
so i had to stop the swing to let her get on
i put my hand on the outter bar of the swing
and then she got on and just swang the swing so hard
that the inner part which is the
part connected to the swing.
part where you're sitting on
that bar banged onto my hand
an i sorta twisted it
it's damn pain lah
this is all i can say
but still i habe a hight threash hold of pain
so it's not that bad lah
sigh.
vin
i don't want what is happening to happen
but i guess that life does not stop here
so i shall move on
it's not the end of the world really.
im taking this as a second chance
so i shall take this positively
and welcome next year with open arms!!
im going to miss being in the same class as these pple lah
esp susu
WAHAHAHAS
sU if we see each other along the corridoor
must do our handshake ok!!
and don't walk arnd sch everyday lah
next year must study hard alreay!!
and vivien you better come and vist me
in my new class everyday!!
you promised me!!
haha
but im fair and nice
i'll go and vist you too((:
and pls lah study hard okayy!!
and if you got gb must tell me arh
if not i go to your class
your not there.
so sad right
so must tell me k!!((:
nic you too come with viv lah!!
i'll go find you too
you said that you'll come with her
sigh
no one to slack with me during art already
but eh don't mix too much with that person lah
wait kena influenced by her
can be friends
but just keep the distance lah
if you don't know who im talking abt
come and ask me lah!!!
i'll gladly tell it to you.
and delia!!
you motivated me to study
i'll keep that motivation in me
and use it next year!!
i'll keep my promises
and do what i need to do
don't worry k
i'll takecare
you takecare too
more besties outing okayy
must have it!!
cos i just love it!!
haha.
and my clique!!
i just love them to bits lah
such nice pple
mun-ni-rahhhhh
fran-ces
ser-hui-hui
su..mentioned already lah.
alright
pple from the same level as me
i love you too
jan[we still have each other next year lah.no worries!]
evon[glad that we're back as friends!!but let's be nicer to one another. STOP HITTING ME!!]
jing[forever so caring one lah you!!]
rachel[just got to know you not long!!another whinner watch out pple]
sandra[wang!!haha takecare lil friend!!]
lizard[i know your little secret and i guess you know mine too!!ahahaha]
jeslyn[macho brother..now not so already aft seeing you cry..just takecare of that hand lah]
raina[you'll be with me next year too!!]
and anyone else that i left out??
srry ok
my brain is not working now
im going to bed
goodnight everyone((:
vin
damn it man
i just feel so damn bloody sad
tmr is just going to be the end of all times
that i'll be in sec three and doind sec three stuffs
in a sec 3c2
it's damn sad lah
think i'll end up crying
but i hope i do not.
sighx
life is just going to be different
never be the same again.
i don't want to leave
but i have to for some reasons
played hell lot of games on tues
was the most fun day ever
bang`wacko`and some kneeling game lah
damn funny lah
you get to see how
sat
slow
and retarded pple are
wawhaha
then went to town with von de jan jing
took noes..
then the besties went to heartland
they played with my wallet
and left it at macs
how nice pple they are
wed was a lil retarded
first thing in the morning kena scolding
bcos i "didn't bring" my log book
actually it was my thermometer that i didn't bring lah
wahahaha
had to stand up through out the whole talk thing
went to class
played the guitar.
went to the hall for the christmas service thingy
then see ms gan
went back to class.
aft sch had to go hall
clear the chairs
help ms yeo with her art rm
and home
todayy!!
took pictures
sang alot of songs today
all form the cliff chorus thing
then back to class
recess.
hall agn to take the 2004 thing
damn funny lah
sang songs
STUPID VIVIEN KEPT BITING ME!!
stupid person
damn PAIN lah
but nv
i bit her too
she bit me four times
i only bit her twice
so that's not fair!!!
but nvm lah
then aft that went out to bishan
wiht besties
all three pairs
sandra rachel
von and de
me and jan
took neos
nice lah.
i look retarded in most of then lah
sadd
wahaha
went down to buyt food stuff
and home sweet home
tmr is a sad day and im going to be damn sad lah
but nvm lah
more pple will need funny and nice'
vin
pple who tagged at my board!!
vons.de.jes.
thankew!!
aft reading those stuff that you all wrote
there was a big smile on my face
WWHEEEE!!!
thankew you all!!!
oh yes and i just saw michy itchy bitchy witchy.
thankew you too!!
since it's going to be the last week that
i'll be in your level
and for pple of 3c2 your class.
there's many things that i want to do
like.
bringing my guitar to school and play it for a whole day with pple
biting POK[as you can see im getting barbaric!!wahahaha]
going out with pple
spending time just slacking away[you guys can't do that anymore next year.]
alot alot alot of thing lah.
hope i'll be able to fulfill my last wishes as a normal and proper sec 3 student..
wahahaha
im crazy.madd.out of this world.
alright takecare.
vin
sigh.
i don't want what is happening to happen
i don't want
why is it just so unfair that those that slacked more got up
i'ver tried really i did
real hard
why must it be me.
and not someone else??
i don't know what its going to be like next year
with the new teachers
and all the small pulu freakos
i hate it i hate it i hate it.
it's just too UNFAIR
all i have is one more week to be in the same level as you guys
im going to miss you real bad.
i don't want to let go
do i really have to??
i really do NOT want to.
it's going to hurt badly.
departuring from you
all will be the most painful of all
friends have always ment so much to me
and now you're all just going to be gone.
esp when you guys leave the school
for your JC or poly
i just wish you all the best
hope that you go to where you want to go
i picture my self at the airport.
departure hall
everyone crowded together
my heart felt warm
with everyone around me
then it was time to leave
the plane was going off
taking the few of us away.
leaving the rest behind
we have not choice but to board the plane
other pple had decided that fate.
after our departure
nth will be the same agn
every one else wld be gone
and they'll never be returning
they can't either.
the few of us with me
the others on the other side
waving their hands
and saying their last goodbyes
it was the last time that they'll be seeing each other
with our eyes filled with tears.
we turn out backs and walk way
as if the pain could be left there at that very spot.
the pain of leaving the pple who brightened up you're days
as if.
to hid the unbearalbe pain in their hearts.
that could be seen in their eyes.
it was the saddest moment
the most painful time.
it was the last day that we wld see each other.
and then.
no more.
vin
ARGH!!!
damn it shit!!
why in the world does the damn bloody school do this to us??
i don't want what has happen to really happen!!
next year is just going to be shit!
i HATE IT!!
vin
wahahahas..
im damn happy today.
everything was just so funny.
i ment after school lah..
got back results today
failed everything except my art and combined science
that's like damn pathetic or something..
sighx
i think im just going to retain lah.
haiya.
damn sad..
BUT
never mind!!
EVON DELIA and MY BEST FRIEND JAN!!!
you pple just made my day lah
tho i came home very super late.
but it was alright
spending time with you gals sure is fun!!
we were playing so bloody much
oh my!!
and evon was just so crazy lah
she actually went to scream into the guitar tuner!!
that was damn funny
me and jan saw her and we just ran away
it was damn scary
first she picked it up.
turned it on
then she started screaming into it
kinda freaky you know
hah!
now you know she's called a freak!!
then we carried jan then delia..
von was damn funny pls.
she just kept screaming when we wanted to carry her
like SIAO LAH!!
i had a fun time today.
and i hope tmr will be on filled with laughter!!
smile!!
vin
you're such an asshole..
you come and thank me and jan
for showing who your true friend were..
like HELLO!!
who was ever your friend lah..
you're just dragging more and more pple into the picture..
first jan then me..
WHO'S NEXT??!!
someone else in the class??
man i WON'T be surprised if you even do that!!
what in the fucking world are you fucking trying to do??
push that fucking blame to everyone except your fucking self??
yea!!
tha's so nice of you!!
and i just love the way you bring all of us into the picture.
just because you don't have a record or anything like that
then you're more likely to be innocent then us??!!
ya RIGHT!!
my fucking foot ok!!
you should just go and kill yourself and DIE!!
you told us you wanted to settle this whole matter yourself??!
yea so that you can make everything to your advantage issit!!
HAH!
i should have guessed so..
why did our class even choose to put you incharge of this whole crap
YOU SUCK ok!!
you said this " why must we let them settle??!!! "
you siad this..
you try and manipulate the TRUTH.
and you think i cannot rmb everything??
WAHAHAHA
you're so damn bloody fucking wrong!!
my memory is like far better than your's ok!!
so just stop trying to reason stuff that i know it's wrong!!
you're theories are always wrong!!
you change the reasons eveytime someone asks you abt the money..
so how do YOU expect pple to belief you?
i just SOOO HATE YOU!!
goodness me
YOU REALLY REALLY SUCK BIG TIME
you still dare to call yourself a friend??
yeah right lah!!
what the fuck ok.
what is the fucking problem that you fucking have??
so you think that doing this is just so fun??!!
FINE!
wo SUI SHI feng pei!!!
you want it you got it..
i'll just not give you what you want
and give you HELL!!
yea you did't see it wrongly
that spelt HELL!!
whatever it is..
IM NOT PAYING
NEITHER IS JANILYN GOING TO PAY!!
you can jolly well pay that bloody whole sum yourself
since you were incharge of it..
why no take the resposibility that comes aft it too??
you're so "hero" right
why not you come and be hero at the correct time
like now??
hah!!
im going to win this case whether you like it or not
say whatever you like!!
don't came and say is not fair..
and whole the bloody world's sake
she's not on my side neither is she on your's
if your darling gan is on your's as you say it is..
why can't she be on ourside.
oh well but i know that she's not that kind of person.
i'll just forget abt this small thing!!
the big thing is still yet to arrive!!
vin
I HATE YOU!!
you just like to link everything tgt
first you talked to me online
asking me to be nicer to some pple
and then you start scolding me
like what the heck is wrong with you lah
scold me
then make me so pissed
and then you still can have the cheek to ask me
"eh! you very angry arh!!"
i just want to box you're face lah
dont want to dirty my hands!!
i'll just walk away!!
so quit thinking that we can be ok again!
cos i'll NEVER!!
this ain't the first time already!!
so why don't you just forget it!!
put that thought away and just stop thinking abt it OK!!!
i just simply HATE you to the core!
vin
WAHAHAHAHA
damn happy
bryan came today!!
missed her soooo much lah
sighx
BRYAN
if you're reading this
i wanna tell you that you shld come more often
but if you're too tired then nvm lah.
you better rest
and i wanna tell you that
I JUST LOVE YOU TO BITS!!
vin
what you're friend said was right
you've changed..
i don't know why
but i just think that it's because of
the pple that you mix with downstairs.
i maybe right..
but i may be wrong too.
meybe i should just keep quiet
and see how things go.
oh well.
sighx.
vin
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
vin
sighx..
bryan where are you??
im missing you so bloody much.
if you read this pls tag kae.((:
vin
i wanna trust you.
but it's just so diffcult.
tho im more to the side of believeing you
must im still hasitant
after all the crap.
i dunnoe.
but i really hope that this will all be over soon
so that we can truly enjoy ourselves
without any worries
and that includes you.
you know when someone is happy
everyone around him or her would be happy too.
somehow.
someway.
vin
somebody.
anybody.
TALK TO ME!!!
vin
oh god!
sombody help me.
i feel
SOOO BORED
vin
ARGH!!
damn it
i want a handphone
why can't my mom ar dad just get me one man!!
ARGH!!
i feel so deprived man!!
wahahahaha
im at home
doing nth
feeling bored
what the crap in the wrold man!!
can't stand it.
shall go and play bball downstairs ltr.
I MUST
AND I WILL
vin
WHOOTS!!
im feeling darn happy today
for some reason that i don't know lah
i think im going cazy already
WAHAHAHA
darn happy.
was quiet annoyed by someone today lah actually
called her
then jan spoke to her
and she just had to go and hang up on her
SOTT arh
made jan fume like some shit lah
my goodness
sadd case lah
if not for the shit that happened.
they may hace had been good friends.
close friends
but now??
NAH..
nono.
big NO.
sad case right.
WAHAHAHA
i've found out what i wanted.
and i realized that it was not you.
at first i thought that i liked you.
but no.
now i know that i don't
like what bryan says.
"the high of getting to know someone new"
that's what she calls it.
then i did't think it was.
man.
time really reveals what you really feel
let's see if this time im right.
i've known you for darn.
damn it long lah
so if it's the high??
hMm.
i don't think so lah.
but anyhow.
IM HAPPY.
you're happy
eveyone is HAPPY.
so lets not bother abt this
and play while i can.
enjoy my life!!
vin
ok!!
i've decided to delete the music
cox there is some stuff going arnd abt the spy ware shit.
i don't know if that is the way you spell it
anyway
i deleted it lah..
it's always better to be safe than sorry you know
OH YES!!
EXAMS ARE OVER ALREADY!!
IM DARN SUPER HAPPY!!((:
MY GOODNESS!
was darn restless aft todays ppr.
i finished like damn early.
but i just cld not do anything
was SOO BORED
i kept typing in my calculator that i was bored
then i decided to make this noise.
and viv said i was irritating.
whatever lah that pok is RETARDED anyway.
heyy nic
hope that you're feeling better already.
you're sick right..
wahahahaha
must be the way i linked you.
"sicko"
oOps..
sorry eh..
WAHAHAHAHA
vin
oh yay!!
i can finally blog again!!
oh man!!
im darn happy pls.
i think im going mad over bball
it's damn fun lah!!
wahahaha
im playing it almost everyday
but of course i still do study lah..
wahahaha
im just darn happy
did all my art prep work in just a day!!
whee!!
still have got my developments though..
but it's easy lah..
five will do right?!
can make it lah..
i hope.
played bball today.
with my wife and her brother
and other pple from church too
it was just plain fun lah.
BASKET BALL IS SO FUN!!
tomorrow is another day that im going to play it!!
talking abt bball
went to somewhere in serangoon on friday night
to play with viv.
rachel rhubz were there too.
played like some siao!
damn tired aft that.
there were this bunch of idiots playing soccer
when there was a sign there saying that soccer was not allowed.
to be exact football.
my bro followed me((:
he's just too pro lah
i got shock myself
he just played extremly well that day..
i wonder why lah!!
saturday
wife came to my hse.
did our art tgt.
craped alot.
glad that we're close agn.
man i really did't know what i was doing
how cld i have drifted from a friend like you.
good friend some more..
love you to bits lah!!
have grown closer to jan too.
very very happy abt that!!
we're spending more and more time tg.
but friday some pple just had to be so irritating lah
horrible can.
make me wait
waste my time.
then had to do my art the whole day on sat.
nvm at least wife was there to pei me.
sighx.
YOU
i guess i don't really like you.
i mean.
i dunnoe
i dare say that i officially do not like anyone.
hMm..
yeah.
i don't.
haha
jan arh.
i don't like her okayy.
i know i don't it's just a fav blah.
you know what i mean lah.
i won't like her agn
trust me.
im not that crazy.
but now coming to think of it.
i think i like the YOU person that im talking abt
but not her.
get it..
wahaha.
i think im mad lah.
argh!!
bryan!!!
where are you man.
I MISS YOU!!
have not seen you for i dunnoe how long lah..
shall write a letter to you.
telling abt all the crap that happened.
or maybe not.
i'll call you ltr.
you stupid girl lah you.
left me here all alone!!
making me cry.
stupid shit you!!
making me suffer because of you.
i hate you lah!
hate you for leaving me ALONE!!!
nvm.
i shall be a loneranger.
wahaha.
alright takecare everyone.
exams are going to be over in three days time.
for the sec threes.
can count as tmr lah..
last impt ppr.
aft that is just MCQs
not a big deal.
but still must pass lah..
okayy??!!
2c1 we'll all be looking forward for the class chalete at the end of the year.
I AM if you're NOT.
wahaha.
look towrds it.
work towards it.
press on.
it'll all be over soon!!
jia you!
vin
im so bored!!
how??
waiting for that koh mc to come in
then we'll slack
cox i don't think she'll be teaching any shit
so.
well.
what can i do.
bored.
tired.
blah blah.
what the heck..
i see shalini lieing one nic??
erm..
that's abit off eh.
wahahahaha
VIVIEN IS A POK!!!
vin
ARGH!!!
im soo bloody dead.
i just woke up today realising how
little time i have left to study everything
shitshitshit.
so dead pls.
i got to study for
geog.
lit.
chinese.
maths.
bio.
and my ART!!
i haven't even started anything!!
die lah!!!!
i DON'T even know what im surposed to do!!
how am i surpose to start???!!!
i DON'T know what topic to do..
mechanisms??
old and new??
which should i choose man!!
sososososo dead lah.
ARGH!!
i really really don't know what to do lah.
this year is just so shit.
i wake up.
realise that i needed to study.
got ready REAL quickly
then grabed the exam timetable
and started to plan everything in my head.
THIS YEAR IS JUST SHIT LAH!!
i am determined to study hard.
vin
