perhaps you do know that i love you
you'll never know how much i really do
i often think that it is impossible between us
and so i try to dismiss the thought of you everytime it comes
but it never seems to go away
it still comes back to find me
you mean so much to me
but how much do i mean to you?
i know this love is just one sided
but i can't stop myself from loving you
you're just perfect in my eyes
girl i just love you!
TRUELY, MADLY, DEEPLY!
vin
camp was rather bad.
if it didn't have the team building thing at the end of the camp
i think everyone would have
gone home feeling miserable
and as if they wasted their time.
but luckily it was there
and everyone had a time of their life.
although sadly the campfire was not one to remember
but it's still fun la.
with all the instructors.
im crossing my fingers that we'll keep in touch!
some how last year's camp was better.
but it didn't have that nice instructors
atleast mine was bad!
HAHA.
but they were more enthu la
they taught us alot more cheers!!
so it's our job to teach the yonger ones
hahaha.
we did teach them la((:
i guess each just had it's pros and cons.
i miss you badly
vin
i just realised
that delia's and von's blog
has all the details needed.
so if you want to know more abt ytd it's there
i think im going mad.
im still living in ytd.
scenes of it still plays in my mind.
haha.
funny funny.
well there are pple who said i've changed
i know i did
and i did it conciously
to you it maybe a bad thing
but i think saying what i think is just fine
you'll appreaciate it in the near future.
trust me on that.
and jan i know we're drifting.
yes i've changed.
however you want to think it.
you're still my bestie
maybe we'll go out someday.
((:
vin
three words!
IM SO HAPPY!!
it's the best day of my life.
and im loving it.
it just ended not long ago actually.
like half an hour ago??
haha.
cycling and kayaking
work out for the whole day.
madness.
played like crazy!
bestie we didn't get to kayak together.
im so sorry!
it's the smallest things that make me happy((:
vin
i feel your pain.let me run along side youand run the race with youlet me win this race with you.dearie.i'll always be here((:be it just a handor a shoulder to cry on.
vin
life's been fine.
im rather happy abt it
i guess we all have to live in contentment
you don't always have to have what you want
maybe in some aspects of life yes we do
but if you're asking abt
the greatest word LOVE.
i don't think so.
yes you will want to be there for the person
but so long as she is happy.
you'll be happy too.
being friends is just the best or maybe the closest thing
live in contentment.
then you'll be happy and not live miserably.
but if you can take it another step further.
that'll be good for you.
then at that time
pls treasure it.
if you don't
you'll just regret it and you be damn miserable.
it's not easy to have two pple that like each other.
so value whatever time you have with your special somone
let them know that they have a special place there.
your heart.
im missing you ALOT((:
vin
camp doesn't look like it's going to be fun
i didn't get what i want.
i mean i didn't know i would have got my second choice in as well
i don't want to run around like some idiot!!
crap it.
the 9 o'clock show is getting sick
Yixin is just mad!
out of her mind!!!
nuts!
someone pls go and save her.
LOVE vs REVENGE.
pls be smart and choose love!!
you won't want to be killing anymore pple
since you've already killed one??
i think.
not very sure
it's just maddness!!!
ah, HOPELESS.
anyway,
the sec fours have six papers down.
another six more to go.
JIAYOU!!
you all can do it!
ALL the way!((:
vin
urgh!!
dearie's not in the same group as me!!!
as in we won't be doing things together at camp
that's bad!!
it's the same as taking the roots off a plant!!
as you know,
she's the root of all my crappiness.
argh!!
rachel can i go over to your side??
i hope that we can atleast be in the same tent!!
HAHAHA.
five to a small tent.
how upsetting.
i think last year's camp was still the best!!
the A huts were really A grade!
like so damn nice and cooling lah pls.
this year's camp is just going to suck!
BAHHHHS`
but on a lighter note
the horoscope now for me and her
seems great!!
and im loving it.
hey if you know who you are.
go check out friendster.
its all written in there
yes there is somehow some kind of truth there
but on the love side i won't dare to believe it.
says that news is good
if im wondering if you'll do the same.
but i know that
that's just a dream on my part.
love just loves to make a fool out of us.
absence makes the heart grow fonder((:
vin
life's just been great!
can't wish for better.
oh that was not ment to be
sarcastic by the way.
HAHA.
seriously i mean
what more can i ask for
when i see you almost everyday.
and i get to talk to you
im more than happy just being friends((:
jsut when i said that i don't see you arnd
i saw you a MILLION times today!!
BEAMS`
that explains my happiness((:
so i'll miss YOU((:
vin
what do you suppose i do
when i just feel like going up to you
and say
I LOVE YOU!!
but too bad.
i can't just do that
you'll think im nuts
and just get scared and run off
freak it.
im rather happy with things now if you ask me
im not asking for much
just talking to you is good enough
so long as i get to see you
im fine with it.
im just wishing that we can get to go out
oneday.
someday.
we'll wait and see.
vin
gees
the 9 o'clock show is getting sadder
and sadder.
that yixin does know that she's joanne
but joanne does not
both are the same person.
so even if dave have her
and treat her illness
the person she'll become is yixin
not joanne.
so you might as well back off
and let your older brother have her.
sigh.
how complicated things are getting.
but afterall
it's just another show
that would be ending soon
haha.
how sad nice shows have to end so fast.
i miss you.haven't seen you today.
vin
everyone in class is just jaded
that's damn sad
looking at all the things happening around me
i think if my class ever faces smth bad
we'll just die!
there ain't unity at all
what kind of shit is this??
i cannot take it.
maybe there's not much i can do also
so i might as well just shut up
not do anything at all!
bust it!
to all the sec fours
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR MID-YRS!!
i know you all can do it.
JIA YOU!!
vons don't worry abt your oral
i know you can do it!!
ALL THE BEST!
BEAMS`
vin
prissy is one happy kid today
anyone who needs some happy can come to her today!!
haha.
just got back from upper pierce
i didn't know my feet could be used as a bait!
the prawns were attracted to them??
oh man crap.
was there from 8.30 to arnd 12.30??
i thought aft that
i could go meet the besties and have our outing
but my dad just didn't allow
june hold ba!!
haha.
back to catching the prawns
there were many who came to me.
but sadly my catching skills deproved!!
argh!!
i only manage to catch one!
one prawn and lots of mud skippers.
both big and small((:
how fun!!
im going to do that again
i don't care!!
hah joking.
then we had a mat
and we put it on a very nice slope
just the right angle for lying down on!!
thanks to my brother.
i'll be back tonight for more info.
that's if i go out again la((:
the two pairs of besties and jan
im sorry i couldn't make it today.
we'll have it again some time
after your mid yrs and chinese Os alright.
this time with me((:
YAYYY
pls do STUDY HARD!
i know you can do it!!
right vons??
vin
