it's the little things that you do
that makes pple happy.
true love/friendship is when you know they're always thereand you can be yourself if front of them.there's nothing to hidebare it all.
vin
life's just great!
school's been boring as usual.
but ohwells,
what can you do about school??
nothing!
BAHHH
bother!
anyhow i've been some neard
going home straight after school
for the past two days that is.
monday i had to do my art.
tuesday, which is today
i needed to do my chinese.
did it half way and i decided to take a break
never got back to it.
hahaha.
im such a lazy asshole
anyway,
dearie came to my house today.
played my X-box
stupied games la.
waste of time actually.
but atleast it's some entertainment right?
weird how we in this generation
which happens to be a rather advanced one
always complains about bordem.
look.
we have the big black box, the television
then we have the computer
where most pple spend their time at
or perhaps staring at.
we also have movies in nice air-conditioned rooms
called the cinema.
we have walkmans, MP3s
where we store our music so we can bring them around
we have internet games.
we have things like PS and X-box
and PSP it just came out
not forgetting the gameboy thing.
we have theme parks like escape and what not.
so why do pple still complain that they are bored??
well i guess it's more of emptiness than anything else.
well you need money to buy all these things.
but money just can't buy you everything.
it can't buy you love
nor joy
nor peace
nor patience
not kindness
and everything else.
well, most of us know where the answer is
and where its found
but then do we turn to Him??
no.
most of us don't
i admit i fall in this category.
but im trying.
will you try too?
vin
why do i tear because of that one sentence.
am i mad??
it hit me so hard
i thought i was going to die.
could you please explain
tell what is it that you can't keep.
is there something you need to say
or clarify.
why crap?
WHY.
for you to know for me to find out.
idon'twanttolooseafriendlikeyou
vin
i just realized
that when you're on the phone
and tho you're not talking
just being in the presence of that close friend
i feels really good
and especially when you know you can tell her everything
and be it good or bad
she'll be there for you.
and ofcourse you'll be there for her too.
vin
IM BACK!!
haha
actually i was back on monday
but i went to our youth chalet
so i didn't come online
and yesterday,
er.
i was too lazy and tired
haa.
the usual lazy me.
i think the day that i do what i am supposed to do
will be the day that.
i don't know=/
BAHHH
ohh,
PERTH was GREAT!!
i love the weather tho i was darn cold
but atleast i don't get all sticky and icky.
HAHA.
but the one thing i hated was that
the pple there are damnit lazy
i found pple lazier than ME!!
YAYYY
well atleast i call it lazy
the shops open at 10 plus but it closes at,
guess when??
4 or 5 plus.
that's damn early
but well
it dark already by then.
trust me
when you're there you hope its hot.
but when you get back i wish i was back in perth.
haha.
humans are like that.
atleat i am!
and boy was i happy to see dearie when i came back.
thanks chiang for looking after her all these while.
haha.
actually it's only a week.
but who cares thankyou!
atleast you didn't bully her
haha.
oh
and thankyou so much for sending us off.
haha.
he rushed down in a cab
how sweet((:
but anyway i missed her like crap
like i said it sure was GREAT to see her.
well dearie you still owe me a hug!
BAHAHAHAHA
alright then
im off to eat my dinner
im starving!!
me being a pigg!!
heyy i sure did miss YOU too!!and you know it!
vin
even if what you say is true
im still willing to wait.
don't ask for how long
i just follow my heart.
well,
is that bad news??
to you??
YES, DEFINATELY.
but if i could i would really want to forget you
so that i can have a pure friendship with you
but now,
it just seems impossible.
this will be the last post
before i fly off to perth later on
at 9 in the morning
dearie,
pls know that you'll be greatly missed
takecare of yourself
don't sleep too late.
CHIANG you better takecare of her for me!!
if she get's sick..
you'll die!!
vin
Isn't life too short to spend any more time on shoulda-woulda-coulda?
but well everytime i want to do smth
i just get frozen up by fear.
and i end up accomplishing nth
oh bother!
im a total loser.
bahh.
absencesuredoesmaketheheartgrowfonder
vin
i've been going to this seminar,
for this past few nights.
it'll last till the end of this week
it's rather boring la.
but there are lotsa things that you get to learn
how someone treats his own parents
is how he'll treat his partner.
so next time if you want a very loyal partner
just make sure he's loyal to his parents.
also, one more thing
it said that we should always obey our parents weather we like it or not.
even if they tell you not to go to church,
you should listen
however telling them that God wants to direct you through them
and that God put them there as your authorities.
so listen to them!
srry if you don't get it
i can't think straight now.
vin
you're too nice to forget.
but i just have to do it.
can't.
maybe i don't even want to.
oh well.
SHURGGS`
vin
i think it's time i should move on
but hey
how do you expect me to do so
when i still love you this much.
i don't know
but you maybe getting irritated
like "WHY WON'T YOU BUG OFF!!"
it ain't easy girl, it ain't easy
try it and you'll know
when the time comes,
you'll understand how i feel.
so i guess i'll piss off for now.
vin
stop being to sensetive!!
she might not be talking to you
might not, not not.
what if she is.
but what if she's not!
AHHH just shut up!
think positive!!
can't do that!
how?!
don't want to go.
shut up!
haiya.
ok im being over sensetive.
so i'll shut up!!
yea you should.
haa problem: not solved.
in case you were wondering
im just being retarded talking to myself!!
vin
what would you do
if you only have halfandhour of life left??
call you lover and say that you love her?
or do all the things that you want to.
maybe sit at home and reflect on everything?
or just do smth that you wish you would.
as for me
i think i would be calling lots of pple.
or maybe i would just be writing letters
lots of them.
life's too short to waste.
i can choose to spend it like how i do now
or i can choose to do otherwise.
but, what would happen if i told you
that i loved you.
what would happen.
haa.
oh well.
prissy SHUT UP!
ok im a happy kid
that just thinks a wee bit too too much.
HAA
vin
although the day didn't start on a very good note
im sure that it did end on a good one!
went to J8 to watch madagasca
with dearie elysa james chiang and my brothers.
hell!
it was FUNNY!
i was laughing from the time it started
till the time the show ended.
how dumb is that
HAHA.
im so glad dearie came((:
smiles for that!!
had our prints
nice eh??
EVERYONE agrees!
just that they are wee bit too small??
haha
we were having to much fun in there
making a hell lot of noise
that the woman came in to scold us saying
we were too noisy.
ah well.
who even gives two hoots about you lah!
overall,
i enjoyed myself pretty much.
HOORAYY!
love is more than just a game for two
vin
