im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im hapim happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy
haaa.IM HAPPY!!
haaaa
vin
lately i've been listening to this song.
WE BELONG TOGETHER by mariah carey.
it's so damn nice,
but at the same time it just makes me so sad.
i copied the lyrics for you, readers.
so here goes.
"We Belong Together"
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
CryingTrying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling insideI need you
Need you back in my life baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
so do you think we belong together??haaa.don't answer me.i know what it'll be.
vin
im feeling very happy.
not going to say why,
cause i don't see a need to.
however im feeling some kind of saddness.
TO MY DEAR FRIEND EC,
you prolly don't come here.
and won't think that i know about this.
fact is,
i do.
and it makes me sad.
the man's leaving the place again right?
didn't i tell ask you the time you left with him,
that if he really was going to keep hopping around
will you follow him??
well judging from now that you're starting to agree with him,
i think you would.
but deep down,
im hoping that you would not.
see the problem is that he can submit to authority.
if he can't even submit to earthly authority,
what makes you think that he can even submit to the great one?
or rather that he even will.
im not trying to critisize here.
but seriously,
it hurts to see this happening.
he has been all the while hopping here and there.
even before he came here,
he already was.
and now he's going to be on his own.
you think it's good??
you can say i don't know the whole story
but i don't even need to.
it's like some pattern.
anyway,
if you're really that noble you won't be the one saying it.
atleast i think so.
so if you think he's noble,
think again.
i hope you know what you're doing.
don't follow him and make the same mistakes.
-me
ps. pls do make the right decision.
anyhow, our doors are always open for you.
and we're all here for you.
vin
finally im back again
compy was just feeling so sick.
so i decided to give it a rest,
till today.
i sent it to the doctor
and it's feeling all better now!
YAYYYS`
three cheers for her!
lotsa things actually happend
the whole time com was sick.
things like FOP and what not.
well FOP was seriously GREAT!!
it was a BLAST!!
those who didn't go for it.
you missed it big time.
it was as if God was so real and near.
that that he isn't usually
he is all the time.
just that you could really feel his presence and all.
i seriously have never worshiped God in that manner before!
hmm.
went on saturday and sunday.
i just couldn't resist the temptation to go the second time!
well,
im currently on a mission to finish fixing some jig-saw
i just love it!
i look fixing it.
though it gets on my nerves and everything else
I LOVE IT!
with the help of my dearest
we fixed most of it
actually.
not even half la.
HAHAHA.
we're on our way!!
and sarah choo just doesn't want to help me.
how nasty can she get pls!!
argh!
life's been great lately.
actually it has been all the while
but i need to thank lots of pple for always making my day.
my clique for always making everything so nice.
esp recesses!
you know what i mean.
but if you would, pls stop it cause it's not very nice.
sarah for her ever so interesting letters.
HAHA.
partner for her crazy songs that always get stuck in my head.
su lizzie in the morning with their maddness.
everyone who's always there.
well, not forgetting you MR WIGGY.
you embarassed the shit out of me and also make me laugh like crazy!
and lastly YOU for making life so easy to live.
AHHHH. LOVE YOU!!
shutup prissy.
ok till the next entry takecare readers!
off for cyberweek,
actually day!
haa
vin
spared from the hands of the wig.
hahaha
it's no big deal to wear it actually
i mean it's like i've had longer hair before.
but i guess after all these years.
the hair found me instead.
okk.
not i've got to cut my tail shorter
then wear the wig for a week,
the week after national day.
how nice(:
i wish i don't have to wear it at all.
the hair is just gross.
you'restartingtoavoidagain.
ithoughwewereoverthis,
amithatscarytoyou?
plsdon'tdothistome.
shetoldyouiwasthere.
youshookyourhead.
whatdididothistime?
orwereyoujustansweringaquestion?
i just can't think positively right now.
vin
feeling so emotional all of a sudden
as if some volcano just erupted from the inside of me.
you suddenly feel like you love her so much,
not that you didn't before
but it's too much for you to contain anymore
and you just want to go up to her
ask her that so difficult yet simple question
knowing what her answers would be.
slap a big no in your face.
haha
but their not so mean to do that right.
so ohwells.
somehow you just wish you were braver
wish you were more courageous
but NO!
you're just some wimp
waiting for nature to take it's course.
i mean it's a good thing la.
if it's yours it's yours right??
if not then too bad,
happy waiting!
and sometimes you tell yourself
ok im going to be brave today.
say hi.
but the moment you see her.
you're at a loss for words.
how sad can sad be!!
the hi couldn't even come out.
luckily i don't suffer from that problem of saying hi.
it's easy.
hahaha.
mann!! i love you!!
so cute lah you!
vin
if i wear a wig tomorrow.
EVERYONEplease laugh!!
with me!
HAHAHA.
gan is so shitting ridiculous
photo taking of our hair.
front, side, back views!!
how fun.
vin
i lovee this song.go download it.
Collide by Howie Day.just look at the lyrics.
so beautiful((:
The dawn is breakingA light shining throughYou're barely wakingAnd I'm tangled up in youYeahI'm open, you're closedWhere I follow, you'll goI worry I won't see your faceLight up againEven the best fall down sometimesEven the wrong words seem to rhymeOut of the doubt that fills my mindI somehow findYou and I collideI'm quiet you knowYou make a frist impressionI've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mindEven the best fall down sometimesEven the stars refuse to shineOut of the back you fall in timeI somehow findYou and I collideEven the best fall down sometimesEven the wrong words seem to ryhmeOut of the doubt that fills your mindYou finally findYou and I collideYou finally findYou and I collideYou finally findYou and I collide
vin
how time flies
it's already the sixth week of terms three.
and i thought it started not long ago
ohwell,
they say as you grow older
time passes faster
somehow, i think it's true.
faster and faster.
haha.
life's been a drag without you.im sorry i said those stuff.made you angry.not thinking straight.i know i always say sorry when i make a mistake.so it's sort of like a trend that i do it.haa.i hope everything's fine for you.takecare dear.ilovethelettersYOUwrite`
vin
