i think im going to die soon.
i've been coughing like nobody's business.
i've been getting chest pains,
and i have some breathing difficulties.
though not all the time,
it's enough to be significant.
HAHA.
i think i've contracted some lung cancer or smth.
im just hoping that i won't die too fast.
or rather i don't want to die just yet.
there's so many things that i haven't done
so many dreams not fufilled,
actually not many la,
prolly just one.
the biggest
ONE.
HAHA!
i just think im dying soon..
vin
im feeling so sick.
my stupid nose just wouldn't let my off.
it's been running like a tap since just now!
damnit.
fuck this fucking nose of mine!
vin
i've been listening to this old song
THE DISTANCE BY EVAN AND JARON
tho nice as it may seem
it's freaking emo!!
hahaha!
and it sort of makes me think.
you'rebreakingeverything,everythingthatwe'vebuilt.
vin
sugar me to my tomb.
dearest! you're so sweet!!
MELTSS-
i just saw the stuffs that you gave me((:
THANKS aye!!!
you rawwkk DAMN ALOT!!
hahahaa.
im dancing and jumping around like some madass.
and you're the cause of it!!
FLYS TO HEAVEN-
im addicted and high on drug ---------!!
WHOOHOOO!!
HAHAHA.
you'rethepuzzleofmyheart(xILY
vin
hahaha.
if i don't blog.
it means im happy.
too happy for words((:
man i realised that some pple are just crazy.
the make such a big whoo-ha over such a small thing.
and even when it's over,
and they've lost,
their not happy.
so they keep it in and burst when they see you again.
or in this case,
talk nonsense.
SARGASTIC-
eh lizard!!
rmb this!!!
ahahaha
damn funny!
childish shit.
vin
YOU'RE THE PUZZLE OF MY HEART.
smiles smiles smiles.
iloveyou-
vin
yet again,
it happened.
im sorry if im being irritating.
i didn't mean for it to be this way.
youhurtmeoncemore.
vin
IM STILL HAPPY!!!!
VERY EXTRA HAPPY.
yes verns i know i need to thank you.
hahaha.i'll say it before you ask for it.
HAHAHAHA.
you'rethebestthingthathashappenedtome
vin
for the second time.
IM HAPPY IM HAPPY IM HAPPY.
im still happy!!
hahahaha.
laugh my life away pls.
happiness fills me!!
ok i've got nth else to say.
IMHAPPY!!
vin
i don't know what to say now.
but i know three words
IM VERY HAPPY!!
yayy!
vin
though you made me sad.
you never fail to make me happy again
at the end of it all.
BEEGGG SMILEEE((:
vin
if you really do end up with her.
i wish you well.
but just rmb,
if anything goes wrong.
im here for you.
tho it hurts real bad.
vin
it's been a great day today.
and im just freaking happy!!
YAYYYS`
off to verns hse after school,
along with NF rachel jan cui doris anastasia chloe.
srry i don't know how to spell her name=/
but anyway,
we had a freaking great time there!
playing our version of volleyballl
our YES! or classroom game.
and wacko!!
hahaha.
wacko killed me pls.
i was so tired,
playing all these just allows you to see how slow pple's reactions can be.
or how dreamy and blurr!
HAHA.
or you can say, in a moment of excitment,
they're just at a loss of words!!
ultimately,
we had a great time.
stayed there till around 10.15?
haaa.
NF left at 8.30.
well i wanted to send her off,
but i was to fill-in-the-blanks.
ahaha.
rachel went high after talking to some pple.
ohhh,
and i finally managed to drink my barcadi today!!
thanks lots verns.
evon and rachel just don't appreciate it
it's nice ok!
but anyhow.
verns thinks that me and evon were drunk??
or evon did you say it?
haha im not sure.
it's so funny.
who will get drunk on that little amount of alchohol??
maddness!
but so anyway,
thanks everyone who was there!
and verns for asking her along!!
made my day!!
BEAMS*
had a great time laughing my life away.
today's just too good to be true.
i think im dreaming!!
HAHA.
glad you cameoncethepersonleaves,youwon'tlikethemanymore.is it true??we'll find out.i doubt it'll be this wayx/
vin
it's been long since i came here.
this weeks been very slack!!
on monday there was cyberweek,
so no school.
we only had to go to school
to tell the teacher where we were going
yes, i know it's a waste of time.
but anyhow, we went to school.
ohh,
in the morning i had macs breakfast with sarah.
haaa.
she didn't eat at all??
and she was there at 7 when we were to meet at 7.30.
yes, agree with me
she's crazy.
but anyway after breakfast we went to school.
this smartie down here just wanted to take the damn 136.
and it went the wrong way=/
so we had to cross a desert and jump over a wall.
nice.
hahaha.
went to find my group members.
did the shelter.
lunched.
reported to liang.
then off to mel's hse.
hahaha.
then verns came.
she's one mad kidd ok i tell you!
then NF came too.
hahaha.
seven came and we had to go.
walked her to where her auntie's car was.
and off for home.
tuesday.
the freaking presentation.
everyone was dressed so smartly!!
hahaha.
shirts, blouse, pants, skirts.
it was funn.
then school ended.
lunched with POK!
hahaha, she makes me laugh
she's so crappy.
the day has arrived!!
it's thursday now.
hahaa.
ok then i had my piano exams.
go ahead,
laugh your head off.
i learn the piano.
we had to sit outside and wait for your turn.
i was so scared i messaged NF.
hahaha.
thanks for the encouragement aye.
tho i only read your reply after i took the exam.
i screwed it up ok!
the scales esp.
and the contrimotion thing.
i don't know how to spell it la.
but he asked me to play Eb major.
i forgot what the flats were so
i just pressed the black keys as and when i liked.
played until i forgot how many octaves i played.
then i realized that i needed to go back.
then i started going back.
so screwed ok.
bahhh.
well,
like what you said.
it's over.
haha.
wednesday,
teacher's day celebration.
so many pple came back pls.
the performance by the sec fours was so funny.
most of them la.
i was just laughing my head off.
and verns was just busy taking her pictures
haa, that old pervert.
played abit of bball after school.
then went home.
and today.
im stuck at home.
no where to go.
my mum won't let me go anyway.
but im fine with it.
i quite like staying at home tho
i think it's fine.
so with nothing to do.
im going to do my fav thing.
search for chords
and play my GUITAR!!
yayys.
it's been quite awhile since i last spent time with it.
guitar!!
here i come.
hahahaha.
if i had a chance to turn back the time.i would have made it known
vin
