Now that you're in my lifeI want the world to knowI'll never mistreat you, I'll never cause you any painI'll always protect you, be your shelter from the rainYou don't have to worry, no you don't have to fearCause I'll be with you right by your sideYes I'll always be nearYes I'll always be nearGirl you should know that I love you so much babyAnd I'll never let you, let you gowell you've read it.
the song says it all baby!((:
vin
All I am, all I'll beEverything in this worldAll that I'll ever needIs in your eyesShining at meWhen you smile I can feelAll my passion unfoldingYour hand brushes mineAnd a thousand sensationsSeduce me 'cause II do cherish youFor the rest of my lifeYou don't have to think twiceI will love you stillFrom the depths of my soulIt's beyond my controlI've waited so long to say this to youIf you're asking do I love you this muchI doIn my world, before youI lived outside my emotionsDidn't know where I was going'Till that day I found youHow you opened my lifeTo a new paradiseIn a world torn by changeStill with all my heart'Till my dying dayold song.
bumped into it while i was listening to songs on some website.
heh.
baby it's for you((:
miss you hell dearest!
vin
i've been doing nonsense the whole day.
first i went out in the morning to get breakfast for my youngest brother and grandma.
too lazy to walk so i cycled.
then on my way back i just felt like cycling MORE
so i brought the food up and asked if my brother wanted to tag along.
ate.
took our bikes and off we went to cycle.
we just rode wherever our bikes took us.
HAHA.
came home all sweaty and hot!!
burning man.
and the moment i came home my dad said that they were going to wash the car.
obviously i would want to go la.
so damn fun!
haha.
so dispite my tiredness i went.
but before i could go my mum made me iron my clothes.
stupid lazy her just didn't want to do it for me!
murhh`
so i had to iron.
and of course i went to wach the car!!
fun like crap man.
loving it.
dearest((: im so sorry i couldn't go out with you today):i didn't know my dad would be home.next week yes??BEAMS*baby, i want to hold you so bad.IMU-
vin
i changed my number((:
93392957
my mum was suddenly being all nice
scary la!
haha.
vin
yet another beautiful day it was.
HAHA.
went for worship prac in the morning as usual
and i was up up and AWAY from there.
TO..
drumroll please!
BABY's house!!
i was there for almost the whole day la.
from 11 all the way till 8 plus.
haha.
she had tuition at 6 tho,
and i was having some stupid headache and so i slept.
at 6.
heh.
her brother's room is so damn COLD!!
i was FREEZING in there okay!
hiding under the blanket!
anyway, she woke me up after her tuition ended
(did you have a hard time doing that??i think i was soundly asleep la!anyhow i did heard you calling once.HAHA!)
and shortly after that her mum came back.
darn.
i could have stayed even longer la!
hahaha.
obviously we couldn't let her mum see me
so we had this mission to get me out of the house
WITHOUT being seen by her mum.
well,
we did it la obviously!
hah.
and i've got the keys to your house now dearest!!
hahaha!!
seriously speaking your house can just be my second home!!
heh.
im waiting for the day my parents go overseas together alone without us.
ok take my brothers too.
just leave me here!!
YAYYYS`
i'll be the happiest man on earth!
whoohoo!
and i have to say that..
I LOVE YESTERDAY!!i LOVE yesterdaylove it love it love it LOVE IT -chants
HAH.
it's five plus nearing six in the morning now.
well if you asking why im so early
here's the ans.
after i came home i just fell asleep on the sofa
while watching TV.
i don't even know what show it was that i was watching.
HAHA!
and then i woke up at around 12 plus??
after which i think i just dozed off to sleep again.
and i awoke five mins ago,
i still found myself on the sofa.
laughs-
nobody called me up to ask me to go to my room!!
that's bad.
if you know kind of i sofa i have
it's not exactly nice to sleep on.
and so now my back hurts!
rahhhs-
but well,
i still doesn't change the fact on how much i love ytd!
BEEG SMILE-im all yours.and you're all MINE.im selfish when it comes to YOU*
vin
i love today!
i LOVE today!
I LOVE TODAY!
whee!
i just got home((:
not really tired
sort of actually.
HAHA.
alright im not thinking straight.
and i don't know what im saying.
im just know that IM HAPPY!!
very VERY happy!
((:
you know why xD
vin
dearest's sick)':
so she didn't come to school today.
murhh`
lessons were as per normal.
what do you expect right??
ohwell..
went for lunch with doris
and we were off to baby's house!!
watched geisha.
i give it 3.5 stars out of five!
ok maybe 4.
HAH.
then it was home,
dinner,
piano
and back home.
now im off to do my HOMEWORK!!
smiles-
sweetest, i missed you so much!you get well soon yes?then i can give you your kisses*BEEG SMILE#
vin
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN!!
NF and jing came to school to celebrate it for her.
you should have just seen her face la.
shocked man!!
HAHAHA.
she just stood at the door in shock when we sang the song for her((:
NF you seriously came at the right time la!
they're damn funny ok!!
NF called to ask if they could come into school now
i said yes hurry up
and guess what?
they started running in from the back gate?!
cute or what la.
laughing like shit!
and after that we stayed in the classroom till we got chased out.
the auntie needed to lock the door and stuff.
so we packed up and left.
everyon sort of walked me home??
haha.
actually they wanted to get to the bus stop that was behind my house.
so everyone walked home with me((:
AHHAHA!!
well my day got brighter or you can say brightened up after eng.heh.you know why don't you dear??SMILES-HAPPY S.M.A DEAREST!!thanks for that ever so sweet card you made!!but i still don't get the scratching thing.heh.and please don't say sorry anymore.you've said it a thousand times!!I LOVE YOU LA!!((xHUGGS-
vin
i swear to god my ear still fucking hurts.
ugh.
i shall not go into the details of what actually happened.
it's too long and im just too lazy.
well the ONLY thing you have to know is
some fucking ah lian punched me!!
damnit!
i wanted to do so many things
but in that moment of shock.
my reaction was just way TOO slow.
shit it!
no action could be taken.
ohwell..
it's over.
my head has got some blue-black.
and is hurts like crap.
i keep getting this PERSISTANT headache
which keeps me in such a foul mood!
i don't want to be like this.
AHHH!
god damn it!
what is wrong??why are you so cold towards me?it still hurts, so bad.i miss you like crazy,we've never been like that for so long!!it's been four days?i've said im sorry..what can i do now?we're both not happy being like that,you know it.
vin
it hurts like crap.
damnit!
vin
alright so it's just another 12 hours plus before school starts again.
im deading it.
besides the fact the our class is going to be in the best part of school ever.
i don't want to study!!
i've not done the homework.
i've yet to get the books.
and i think i can't fit in my uniform no more.
murhh`
as much as im dreading it,
im actually quite excited!!
laughs-
here the wierd me for you(:
i guess i just missed the company of friends.
or maybe even sitting in the god-damn classroom to learn smth.
HAHA.
but one thing's for sure,
I DON'T WANT TO SEE GAN NEITHER DO I WANT TO SEE THAT BIG YELLOW BIRD!
and well
HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE!
tho abit late i may be.
time passes so damn fast!!
and it's been four years in this freaking school.
it feels like ytd that i was sitting in the hall,
listening to big bird telling us how obedient we were
and how loudly we sang the school song and national athem??
LAUGHS-
yes and orientation camp.
i still remembered how tired i was when the dragged us all out of bed in the wee hours of the day!
i just said that i was not feeling well
and i didn't have to go through all the rubbish
like cleaning the canteen floor,
carrying gymnastic mats and running around the track,
doing push-ups and sit-ups in the muddy quadrangle.
can't remember the rest.
but i escaped it!!
HAHA.
and now im going to sit for my Os in a few months time.
i can just imagine myself mugging my life away for it.
tuition and everything else.
sucking the life out of me.
haha.
sec4=no life?
not exactly la,
after the Os you'll be free as a bird!!
can't wait man.
but that's still a long way.
a VERY LONG way!
well 2005 has been a very good year for me i must say.
being a retainee ain't that bad.
it's not bad at all!!
you get to understand everything better,
a wee bit better.
i still didn't pay as much attention as i should have been la!!
and it's kind of sad.
i'll pull up my sock in 2006 not to worry((:
i managed to pass more subjects as compared to the pathetic two that i managed to squeez out of me in 2004.
so well 05's been a great year!
and not forgetting the wonderful girl i met((:
don't say i add colours to your life when you've given me rainbows.
heh.
LOVE YOU TONS GIRL!!
you're all i wanted((x
and guess what i think my brother has grown alot man!!
not physically tho.
seeing him in his school uniform,
long pants and all.
SMART!!
but bro,
you're still short!
haha.
sometime i don't know if i should say that i love them or i hate them
seriously,
they can be very nice
but all at the same time irritating and they get on your nerves so very often.
but well,
you can't choose your brothers can you??
heh.
well bro!
no matter how irritating you are,
i still love you la ok!!
haha!
oh yes and one more thing,
it would be great if you stop calling me kor in front of mum and dad ah.
thanks!!
LAUGHS-
that's my brother(s) for you!
missed you so much dearest!i can finally see you again tmr.BEAMS*
vin
