i've been drowning myself in sappy korean love shows.
just to distract myself.
to get my mind off you.
everytime i think about it,
i feel so upset and i just end up crying.
i mean the shows are nice la,
but they just get me crying all over again.
everytime i see the two main characters TOGETHER.
i feel as if im in hell la.
this ISOLATION is killing me.
why must the fucking school be so HORRIBLE?
mum says i've to be by her 24/7
i can't go out on my own.
except for bathing and going to the toilet i must be within her sight.
you might as well just kill me now la.
following you wherever you go and so on.
i have to use the freaking com in secret too?!
man! this is so ridiculous and in chinese what they would call ke xiao.
LAUGHS-
i miss you , i miss you so much.
whoever it is that have been telling on us.
you better feel GUILTY!
you don't know that you're destroying the lives of TWO pple here,
mind you!
FUCKERS.
learn to mind your own business.
i know that there are CLASSMATES, STUDENTS of the badge im in now.
and most probably most of you would be fucking prefects who think that you're oh-so-perfect.
GO TO HELL LA.
perfect my ASS.
i know im not and i admit to that.
you think you're so HIGH and MIGHTY.
i can't imagine what you'll be like if you were really given higher posts.
JUST a prefect and you already think you're PERFECT.
shakes head-
i really cant imagine what will become of you all.
tho some are exceptions,
im just refering to the general exco esp.
WHY?!
what business is it of yours?
what?
cause you love the school?
the school or do you just want to be a goody-to-shoes and report whatever you see is wrong,
in hope to be fucking gan's pet?
or maybe it's just purely cause you're sucking up, wanting to gain trust and glory?
sigh-
go get a life la FUCKING hell!
vin
you know it's been so long since i last came here that there's no history of this page anymore.
laughs-
our SEVENTH anniversary just passed four days ago.
tho it wasnt as great as we planned it to be
it turned out fine and yes i enjoyed myself, ALOT.
the june hols have been SMASHING!!
man!
first there was the four days where my whole family went to malaysia for the church retreat.
i just said that i had to be at school and so i didn't go.
FREEDOMMM!!
im all ALONE in here man.
the house was all mine Mine MINE to use.
i shall not go into details la.
oh before that was MOS not as great as i expected it to be.
music??
so-so only lah.
then i was living like some homeless shit cause i told me mum i had an art camp.
when actually there aint one AT ALL.
alot of this happened in that three days i must say.
and i have to stress the word up there! ALOT!
all the crazy shits.
im glad it ended well.
with our SMA (with the S equating to SEVEN not SECOND)
hah.
the most worry-filled day everrr.
ok i think im too bloody tired and that's why im spouting rubbish.
ugh.
leave in peace stupid com.
i have not been to this place for ages man.
and i can't believe i use to be unable to live without it.
well i guess with you around i don't need this shit anymore.
i'd rather spend my time on YOU.
heh((:
alright folks.
have a break (and a KITKAT?? well, er maybe.haha)
im GONE-
vin
