Im done with full house.
Atleast they ended up tgt and so im happy.
They quarrel over the slightest thing man! And the thing is they dont even mean it la. So, just STOP!! Haha.
Baby, that's just like us man. Laughs-
Ok, maybe not xD
I would have finished it ealier BUT
thanks to my ever so wonderful mother who made it impossible for me to watch it in one go.
She made sure i only got to watch 3-4 disc in a day.
Well, that's not very short considering the fact that one disc is approximately 4 hours.
Laughs-
Then again she's not that mean afterall la huh?
Hmm. So, now i can move on to stairways to heaven.
I've watched the 1st disc thanks to grandma who wanted to watch it.
If not im positive i wouldnt even be able to, atleast not in the presence of MUM!!
Haha.
Oh, if anyone's wondering why i dont pick up my phone or dont reply your msges..
Hmm, that's another of my mother's WONDERFUL idea!!(she confiscated my phone! rars-)
And im not so sure im taking it very well.
Except for the thing im staring at, typing on and moving around on the table,
there's no way else i can get contact to the outside world.
I mean i do use the phone, but it's all in SECRET.
THIS is what my friends, have become of MY life.
Sucky huh?
I wouldnt mind a single bit if i got suspended IF my parents would let me out of the house.
They're just so scared that i'll tell them im off to meet my mentor and in doing so i'll sidetrack and go to you-know-where.
WAKE UP man! She cant get out of the house either la ok! )):
That's the other part of the story.
Rars-
I've been suffering from isomia, i think.
Everynight i'll lie on my bed thinking of YOU.
And i'll start tearing/crying.
I would ask questions after questions of which answers i cant give.
Do you do that too? Are you thinking of me?
Are you hurting as much as i am?
Do you miss me like im missing you?
Are you crying like i am doing now?
I wish for a reply, to be exact a yes
But yet at the same time i wish it would be a no.
Atleast that way, your heart wouldnt be aching because of me.
It'll be as good as hurting myself if you got hurt.
Dumb as it sounds all these feeling i've got to hide.
I can't tell it to anyone.
Definately not to my parents?! If i do i've got to make sure i put on an amour before i tell it to them otherwise you can just wait for my head to be rolling off my body.
I HATE this feeling.
I don't want to live like that anymore,
i cant take it any longer!!
Someone save me from this misery!
vin
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU.
Man! I swear i can just go on and on about it. I miss you SO MUCH!
I'll kill to see you just ONCE!!
Just one hug, one kiss?
Am i asking for too much??
Lord please grant my wish. Pretty please with a cherry on top?
Laughs-
Ok, i heard that from some show i watched this afternoon.
Hmm. Know what?
I've got stairways to heaven and fullhouse now.
So that makes two more sappy korean love dramas for me to watch and kill time.
And not forgetting also to CRY!
I think im going to cry watching stairways to heaven.
It's a freaking sad show and it's going to remind me of us AGAIN(:
Remember that song?!
Heh.
I want things to be like it was before this whole shit happened!
This sucks!
Urgh!
vin
I've been playing this song on the piano, guitar.
Haha.
I even went to figure out the intro.
Man! I think i've gone mad.
It's a really nice song and somehow it just reminds me of YOU.
Sigh-
I don't know why either. Im WIERD man.
I feel as if im writing some drama whenever i start playing it on the piano and singing it. Is it just me or me?!
Hah.
Think i can sing this song for days upon days and not get sick and tired of it. Laughs-
Oh! And im listening to it now. I went to buy his album, I think im really going nuts.
Being cooped in here aint the best of all ideas!
But if you want to do it, go ahead la.
If i end up being in the chalet at hougang ave eight. It'll just be your fault la.
HAHA.
So, there you have it.
THESONG
HOME by michael bubleAnother summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still
feel aloneI just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you knowAnd I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to youEach one a line or twoI'm fine baby, how are you??Well I would send them
but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'v living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in meAnother winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still
feel aloneOh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you knowLet me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm doneI gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home
And now suddenly,
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
Im missing you even more.
Damn!
I should stop listening to this song.
Rars-
I want to go home.
Our home?
Yours also can la.
Laughs-
vin
