Is life good or good?
Pris is hungry and is feeding herself with bread.
HAHAHAHA.
Life's great.
This block is damn slack compared to the last.
Damn, this is bad cause this means I'll be even lazier.
God, Pris is lazy enough already.
Take a look at her room.
JUNKYARD.
BLOODY MESSY.
Then again,
mess is good.
HAHAHA.
Mess is the new love.
Hmm.
I want to know how you feel and what you think.
And I was just wondering if you liked anyone now.
If anyone else, other than me likes you.
Maybe I'll ask you later.
I hope it doesnt get awkward:]
But it'll be a hell lot better if you were mine.
vin
Fan my
BIG FAT EGO!
You're so different from the rest.
I can say ANYTHING I want to you without the fear of quarrelling with you.
Be it good or bad.
Cause for one, you're never angry.
(or maybe I just havent seen it yet)
HAHA.
So happy:]
I mean, you know how sometimes you have to watch what you say
cause you dont want to quarrel with your partner over such trivial matters.
And thing is, you didnt even mean it.
Well,
bottom line is I feel damn comfortable around you/being with you.
I can be myself and I dont have to pretend to be anything Im not.
You're worth every min of my time and every single cent I spend.
So dont say I'll regret cause I wont.
You're freaking adorable when you're being silly.
vin
It's been so long since I felt this happy.
Stayed over at Em's place the last two nights:]
I didnt plan to okay.
It just happened,
HAHA.
Thurs night I was doing the boxes, then I fell asleep.
Next thing I knew it was 7am.
HAHA.
Em tried waking me up by telling me it was alr 8,
when I asked why it was so dark she told me raining.
OMG, that silly girl,
want to lie also cannot lie properly eh.
So I just slept.
HAHA.
Left at 1.30pm for home.
Bathed.
Changed.
School.
Then came Friday night.
She was reading her book and I was resting my eyes.
This time, I swear I had no intention of sleeping over cause I had worship practice the next day at 9.30am.
Intended to go off at 5am.
Then I fell asleep and woke up at 7 odd when her maid tried to wake brenton(her brother)up.
AHAHA.
Went back to bed and woke up at 8.
Then my mum called to ask me to go straight to church for practice.
So, I slept for an hour more:]
OMG!!
Dumb-est thing.
I opened my eyes when I heard her mum,
then I just looked at her thinking she couldnt see me.
Then she said "Morning!"
Freak!!
That means she saw.
HAHAHA.
So I greeted back with an "Aunty zao!"
It comes automatically cause she told me she speaks to her parents in chinese.
So, there you have it!!
CHINESE.
But right after I said that I felt damn dumb,
cause I realised that her mum said morning.
RIGHT PRIS.
WHY YOU SO DUMB AND SLOWW?!!
HAHA.
I DONT KNOW.
She's damn cute I swear.Soisitfatethatwe'repartnersnow?
vin
How now brown cow?
Well it was good news and bad.
Why does one always have the perception that being like that is not acceptable in society?
I mean, seriously,
who are you to define what love is?
One would only be able to tell me what love should be,
but can you tell me and define the boundaries?
If you say love is suppose to be unconditional,
then what other boundaries are you talking about?
It doesnt mean that when a part of the male fits the part of the female,
they are meant to be.
SO WHAT??
Do you mean love as all about reproduction?
Love is about having sexual pleasure?
Well, it does play a role for that matter,
but it's just a plus point.
If your patner aint able to satisfy you in that area then it's just too bad:]
Anyway back to my point,
Love.
Why must it be a '+' with a '-'
and not '-' and a '-'?
Well, two negatives certainly gives you a positive:]
Dont get me wrong,
im not trying to brainwash anyone here.
It's just my two cents worth.
So, who can define love accurately and how it should be like?
Without using your own experience as the grounds of your belief.
I'vebeenthinkingaboutyouALOT,anddecidedit'syouIwantbymyside.
vin
Hello world!
Afew seconds ago I was feeling like Im on top of you(world),
now?
Not so.
I feel kinda mixed=/
I am seriously falling,and falling fast.OMGG!!I had wanted to say alot of things but they just went missing.
vin
Fate's been pretty good to me.
I quite like my life now.
You're damn
cute adorable
(I remembered that word's banned)
and it makes loving you so much easier.
Not that it'll be hard or anything,
ok i dont know how to put it.
Nevermind:]
I just feel so at ease and comfortable around you.I dont know if you feel the same way but atleast I know I do.OMG, I want you bad.(I sound insanely desprate, Im not.)I just really really like you, ALOT.
vin
Damnit
It was suppose to be a surprise but I blew it.
No, you forced me into it.
HAHAHA.
Ok, this sounds so serious.
BUT!!
It's not.
If you know what Im saying, good for you!
If you dont, too bad.
Not my fault.
Im quite happy with life now.
Not the best but passable.
Im happy being your friend,
but at the same time Im not because I dont want to be just a friend.
Man, now even I dont know what Im talking about.
Then again, maybe I do.
bemine?
vin
Okayy it's my birthday todayy.
Happy birthday to me:]
But Im here to blog about wednesday 18th july.
HAHAHA.
Went over to Em's place in the afternoon and we watched two movies:]
Not bad.
Saw 1 and House Of Wax.
Reached there at 1 but she has to teach at 6.30.
So not much time huh??
HAHA.
Oh, in between her brother watched an hour of cartoons.
Anway, her brother's damn kuku.
Cant stand it.
(Em! your brother's not that annoying la. Then again maybe it's because Im more annoying in comparison to him. HAHA!)
One thing I have to say!
He is damn violent.
He tried to punch me, failed.
He kicked me =/
Too bad my leg's stronger!
He's dumb.
Used his shin to kicked my shin.
HAHA.
Now your leg hurts, who's fault??
(God! Im such a bully. AHAHA)
But he bullies Em, so that gives me every reason to bully him too.
HAHA.
Dear Em,
you're damn dumb to let your brother bully and climb all over your head!!!(literally) Please thank god I was there to block your brother off or you'll be prata. Oh, tickle him till he dies on my behalf. He threw that bloody bear at me twice. PAIN!! Once my head hit the wall, you saw. second, it just hurt. DAMN. HAHAHAHA.
But on the whole I still did enjoy myself.
damn nice:]
So once again, the day is saved by..
(what the heck sound like power puff girlss. HAHA!!)
Actually I dont know why I typed that.
Nevermind.
Today was fun.
Good clean fun.
HAHA.
vin
Wha shit.
Im home again doing nothing and it's damn
sian.
Thanks to Em who has her friend going over and so I cant go.
And that bugger's sleeping now!!
How nice:]
DAMNIT.
Pris is seriously bored and in dire need of entertainment.The
tv cant entertain me because I've got no
SCV.
The com cant entertain me cause there's nothing to do online.
I
dont want to eat cause
Im already damn full.
Hm.
Maybe I should go run.
(sounds tempting.)
Maybe I should go cycling.
Maybe I should sleep?
(
tsk. too full to sleep)
Or maybe..
I can watch porn!!
HAHAHA!
(No, Pris
doesnt do that x])
Haiya, I shall call someone and annoy them.
HAHA!!
Ok, I'll do just that.
But
everyone's kinda in school ya?
Tsk.
Anyhow, I was just doing some thinking during the bus journey on the way home. And I wondered if I did the right thing by admitting to the fact that
Im having a crush on you. Maybe I
shouldnt have. I mean
alls good and you're doing well (
HAHA!) but what would it have been like if we agreed to drop the subject. Would we have the chance of becoming closer friends and then pick it up slowly from there? Then again, at that point in time, telling you the truth seemed like it was THE thing that I should do. Now? I
dont knoww.
Im not asking for anything, I just want to be your friend and be there when you need a helping hand or a shoulder to lean on or even a listening ear. God!! I'll do whatever, anything!! (why do I sound so
desperate??) Just let me be by your side:] I hope
Im not scaring you.
HAHA. Then again,
Im so harmless, I wont eat you. So
dont you worry!
And I realised one thing. When you like someone, whatever that person does is just super cute (
atleast to yourself). Even when she drools snores and digs her nose, she's still cute.
Ok, maybe not digging her nose. FUCK.
Hahaha.
Im just giving an example. So well, to me,
YOU ARE UTTERLY ADORABLE. I SWEAR.
I am so glad you're not one of those doinks who get so scared by the fact that you like them, they avoid you. So so glad!:]
vin
I want to know how you feel.
Then again, I think it's better to keep it this way:]
HAHAHA.
Ok, Im too whimpy.
Keep it this way.
It's getting deeper by the day.
vin
I think you would have kinda sensed that I do actually have a thing going for you.
The random questions I ask are so DUH.
Fuck, Im giving myself away and helplessly falling for you.
DAMN.
I want you as my girl.
So, make me your man:]
vin
Sometimes I feel like we're almost there,
and sometimes we're not.
Far from it.
Like how Im feeling now.
Tsk.
I hate being emo man.
I dont believe it's happening..
vin
Highlight of the day:
Watching HAPPY POTTER.
Before that we had the whole class eating dinner together,
then people started leaving.
Till seven, it was down to Leonard, Farah, Em and I.
Haged out at Starbucks talking shit and gossiping about everybody.
HAHA.
We're such nice people I swear!
(HAHA! Like real lah!)
Then L and F left.
So Em and I caught harry potter at midnight cause the other slots were front rows.
Tsk.
I swear that girl is freaking retarded!!
She laughs at almost everything and beware man.
Dont ever do or say somthing wrong infront of her cause she'll keep teasing you about it.
DAMN.
(Em ah!! Just continue saying happy potter and making that action loh!! I love it!! HAHA!)
All in all the both of us were at starbucks for 5 hours.
BEAT THAT.
We werent doing anything just talk and talk and talk and talk.
Actually I think I talked the most.
Em is so evil,
when Pris told her her life's story she was busy laughing away.
She even told her to write a book lah!!
Then she changed her mind and asked her to make a movie.
Pris suggested making a serial drama.
Em went OKAY OKAY!!
SHE IS SO I N S A N E.
Time came and we watched Mr Potter doing his thing.
The show's so stupid, like got no ending and the whole show was soooo SHORT!
The ending was WHAT THE HELL worthy.
Overall, the show sucked but the company??
(Should I be mean? Ok, no.)
The company was GREAT:]
Show ended cabbed to Em's place cause I didnt feel like going home so early.
I roamed around at her void deck for abit and I found myself at her house.
HAHA.
(EMILYN, I SWEAR THERE WAS SOME WIERD SONG PLAYING LAH!! AND DONT CURSE ME CAN? IM NOT SO CARELESS TO GET KNOCKED DOWN BY A CAR!)
So back to talking rubbish.
That stupid idiot didnt want me to talk so loud and so we were whispering.
But when we got to the room,
she was like shouting at the top of her voice la.
OMG lehhh.
HAHAHA.
And she wanted me to leave at 4am till she realised it was a saturday the next day and so I didnt have to go so early=/
(See lah Em!!
Told you you were dumb.)
HAHAH.
I never talked so much in my entire life before lah.
And I think I was laughing the whole day.
HAHAH.
So anyway, I left her place at 5am after she bathed.
OH!!
Talking about her bathing, she bathes DAMN FAST!!
Never see girls bathing that fast before lah.
OMG!!
HAHHA.
I realised this is a fucking long post.
So if you're lazy to read just scroll here.
BOTTOM LINE:Friday, 13th July was hell fun!!(omg! Friday 13th!! just realised)
I can be myself around youand I enjoy every single moment you're with me.I think, no.I swear Im falling for you..
vin
I think, I guess, I kinda like you=/
vin
Quit being so insecure.
I hate blogging.
Ironically, you'll find me here almost every night.
HAHA.
Im jut plain lazy.
Work is crazy, the DEADline's 9am and Im still working on it.
If only I had not slack off the whole entire weekend wanting to give myself a break.
HAHA.
I never learn, do I?
Nevertheless, I am proud to say Im almost done.
Left with the rendered version of my sculpture:]
AWESOMEE.
Pris is not going to sleep tonight in fear that she wouldnt be able to wake up to be in school on time.
So, she's going to stay up till it's time to get ready for school.
How apt.
However, despite the fact that she's always tired and busy working through the night(esp when a project is due the next day), she still loves her school.
The Temasek Desgin School.
Because there are times called holidays where she does nothing but nothing and that makes her the happiest man you'll ever find on the face of this earth.
Lazy is her second name:]
I like it like that.
vin
So I was out with Lizard Tanny and Evon on Thursday.
Everything was damn funny and damn DAMN retarded.
Anyway, we caught transformers at Lido.
Not a bad show, better than I had expected.
Atleast there was some form of a storyline and a plot?
HAHA.
Went to get HAAAAAATO ice-cream.
(Evon! Happy not?)
HAHA.
Chocolate banana!!
Ok, Tanny and Evon got that.
And then we were walking around aimlessly.
HAH.
Ok, some pictures for you.
We tried taking it a hundred times la! OMG!!
Then my face got cut off. Thanks AH!!
This one perfect right? I take one lehh. HAHAHA!
Yea, there are more pictures but Im damn lazy to uplaod cause it takes FOREVER!!
But wait, This one's a CLASSIC.
Check it out man!!
Evon's fingers sooo longgg!!
HAHA!
Ok, Im gone.
vin
