Screw the right or wrongIm not exactly upset by it really,
though it definately did hurt.
Like abit, ok more than abit la.
But heck, it's you Im going after.
Not for what we'll be looked upon as or how people would link us together.
Get what Im saying here?
HAHAHA.
It's ok if you dont.
But honestly, how would I know if you're ready and up for it?
Please give me a sign somehow alright dear?
Hmm.
Let's see,
last night was bliss,
everything was good.
So all's well, ends well:]
P.s I know my piano skills sucked but dont laugh ok?
It was just random playing.
Just smile at me playing the guitar:]
HAHA.
it's your kisses I want to wake up to every morning.
vin
Hypothesis: Never bet with Pris, she always wins.
Evidence:
Em has since lost all the bets she made with her.
HAHA.
Not exactly, I just lost one.
But then again I dont know if I lost or won.
Cause I seriously thought I did win.
HAHAHAHA.
Anyway,
Em and I caught secret ytd.
It wasnt as sad as I had expected it to be.
(she was wating for me to cry! sadist not?)
Infact I thought it was kinda scary.
I thought she was a ghost!!
But, lucky she wasnt la.
So the twist at the end is quite good actually, cant believe that Jay wrote it.
HAHA.
But then again, a great movie is just a plus point.
What mattered most was the company I had.
I swear she's all I can ask for.
Ahh, we should get married.
HAHAHA.
I've been staying over at Em's for the past few nights.
Seriously, I can imagine staying under one roof with you.
And I dont just want to imagine, I want it to come true.
(OMG, bliss.)
But first, Em you need a bigger bed.
I dont want to fall off.
(Just so you know, I've been sleeping with one hand or one leg on the floor to keep myself from falling till she realises that I am)
Shit, I just painted a really bad picture of her.
She's not ok.
Trust me, she's not.
And best thing is we havent quarrelled.
Not once:]
Beat that!!
Back to the topic,
bigger bed and...
ya, that's it.
Bigger bed:]
I'd do anything for you, for us.
vin
Thank heavens.The past few days have been really really really good.
I've never felt better.
Although I had a fever which I managed to cure by drinking a hell lot of water.
(I still dont know how that works, but heck. It does.)
Oh, and the submissions.
HAHA.
I've still yet to hand in Wilson's sketch book though.
Hm, I've been thinking.
Seriously, I thank God for letting me meet this amazing person.
I've swear if I had ever met someone I feel so damn comfortable with, it's got to be her.
It's just indescribable so much so that I never will be able to put it into the exact words for you to know what Im talking about.
Trust me, it's THAT amazing.
But too bad, Im keeping this to myself.
Some good things are just not meant to be shared.
HAHAHA.
And I never planned to share her with anyone else.
You're going to be mine for life:]
(Am I turning scary? HAHA!)
Babe, I swear I love you.
And I bet you know it too:]
Cause going to bed knowing you'll be there when I awake is bliss.
vin
I could stay awake to hear you breathing, feel your heart beating.
I realised when one's life is going on very smoothly
or when alls good.
One would seldom have much to blog about
cause all the entries would more or less be the same.
About how happy one is to have you in thier life,
how great one's life is and how one could never imagine how he/she would be able to go through each day without you by their side.
I guess that's what we call love.
It's amazing how someone can make you so happy but yet at the same time,
you know that if she does something mean,
it'll kill you totally and your world would just come crashing down.
Well, it's all bittersweet aint it? :]
babe,
iloveyou.
vin
Couldnt be better.I swear that IF you can find anyone on this planet half a happy as I am..
GOOD FOR YOU.
HAHAA.
Caught Rush Hour 3 with Em after school.
I swear the show's fucking fucking hilarious and it's just GOOOOD.
However the old couple who were sitting beside us would probably beg to differ.
The people in my row were all laughing like shit and we seriously couldnt control ouselves cause it was supermegafuckingfunny.
But throughout the whole show everytime we lauged,
the old lady went "xiao hai zi ah.." and then shakes her head.
Man!
You've got to have a sense of humour if you're going to sit beside me when it's a comedy we're watching.
So after the show,
we cabbed home to my place.
That girl is so kuku,
can you believe it was only her second time there at J8?!!
And the last time she went there was THREE years back.
Ok, maybe it is believable since she stays at bedok:]
And more shows:]
OMG!!
I dont believe it happened.
It's only starting to sink in NOW.
HAHAHA.
I think it takes damn long for such stuff to be digested.
So, please dont tease me about it okayy.
(thought I know how much you love doing it)
HAHAHA.
Sounds wrong.
But anyway,
life is going the way I want it to.
Just the way I want it to:]
Me a happy man.
Peace on earth and good will to men.
Pris better get out of here if not she'll just go on and on about how great her life is.
Pris is out.
Of here.
I dont believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
vin
I cant further emphasize about how happy I am and how great life's been.
Im SERIOUS.
How should I put it?
Im not as confused anymore.
I know what I want.
I know what to do.
You wont believe how happy I am.
Really.
You know how you get the feeling of knowing someone since forever when in reality it's only been barely a year?
Well, it's like that with you.
I never felt like that before.
I mean it's rather impossible but
IT IS HAPPENING.
Omg.
And seriously just having you there beside me puts me at ease.
I love it.
I love the feeling I get when I wake up in the morning and the first person I see is you.
If this happens everyday?
Omg.
BLISS.
I have to say,iloveyou.Cause really I do.
vin
Laughing buddies with regular laughing sessions.I think everyone needs a good laugh every now and then.
Well, afterall it is a form of therapy and it is said to lengthen one's life.
I love my life now,
every single block seem to be slack-ier.
Which is GOOD for Pris's plan.
Still, I have to admit that work's hot on my heels.
Rolling in faster.
BUT,
I still can cope:]
OMG, block 4 ends next wednesday.
FUCK.
That's serious cause that means we have a 1X1 meter painting to get done plus 50 sketches.
Bloodyfucking screwed!!
+!@($)^!@+)&!@^$^%$@!^%#%!@*#(!@)^!@
SHIT.
For a life that doesnt have things going the way you want it to,
my life is great.
Im not being sarcastic or anything, I meant that.
My life is great.
FOR REAL:]
Then again, I've not done anything so how can I complain about it.
HAHAH.
Tell me when will you be mine?
vin
I think my
antenna's spoilt.
Is there by any chance that you'll return the feelings I have towards you?
vin
Scrape what I said in my last entry.
Life IS good.
BEEG SMILE-
I think Im crazy,
but I miss you like crazy.
Happening.
Not.
HAHA.
I dont know what Im talking about.
Dont ask me.
I swear Im damn random these days.
Maybe Im just too happy about my life that I cant think straight.
Maybe.
OH GOD!!
I cant wait for tonighttt.
HAHAHAHA.
CanIholdyourhand?
vin
Maybe not.What should I do?
Sometimes it really really feels like all's good,
but others is so 'fill-in-the-blanks'.
Sometimes you're so warm,
other times, not.
Like you know, the chinese saying that goes "hu leng hu re" kinda thing.
I cant keep telling myself that everything's going well
when I dont know for sure if they are.
I dont know why Im thinking like that but it just comes to me sometimes.
Not all the time, SOMETIMES.
Maybe I just think too much.
Or Im over sensitive.
I dont know.
Or, PARANOID.
Ok, I really dont know.
Ohwell.
Live with it Pris.
Pris is feeling..
She doesnt even know what she's feeling.
Wierd feeling.
vin
