OMGIm darker than Em.
(that's a damn big deal by the way)
But the sad thing is Im peeling.
Abit.
So, if you see me putting moisturising cream or anything like that,
dont scream at me to say how gay I am, cause Im not.
I just dont want to peel.
HAHA.
And that idiot says that I look like some indian.
OMG.
I dont look like one lah.
If I do, I dont want to live anymore.
HOHOHOHO!
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School starts tmr.
And tmr we'll get to know our timetable and classes for sem 2.
I am hoping with all my heart that we would be able to be in the same class.
Hmm.
Seriously, I dont feel like going to school tmr.
Cause we're not in the same class and omg.
THAT SUCKS.
(BIG TIME if I may add)
And lunch tgt ok hon?:]
I thought classes were only going to change when sem 2 comes.
Seems like they wanted to mix up a little first huh?
BITCHES-
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Babe, I know you know this song but still..
Here's for you:]
The way I do- Marcos HernandezYour kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want to hold you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
Didn't wanna want to hold you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do
I love you
I need you
I want you ..the way I do [x2]
Stupid song took the words straight out of my mouth.
Never thought I would love you this much.
Never thought I would want you this bad.
Never thought that I would fall this deep.
I guess I could understand.You're still fighting, struggling.All the time you need is yours babe.I love you..
vin
I dont pity you cause your face justifies your attitude and actions.Omg.
Some people just do not know how to behave themselves and keep their bloody mouths shut.
You can go on and be delusional and blahh.
But you have to be able to differentiate between what is reality and what is not.
She has broken up with you so just go face it.
I mean if you were some pretty face,
it would be worthwhile for her to take some shit from you.
Face it, you're not.
Im not saying that if you are pretty and hot you have the right to do anything.
Im just saying that atleast there would be a reason to if you were.
Ohhh,
but hell no!!
The pimples on your face are like sand on the beach
and the pus is the sea.
HOHO.
So what if you cry?
Is it not just part of your plan to gain sympathy from everyone or anyone?
Dont you realise how well Z has been to you?
You call her to complain about shit and she just listens.
Why the fuck does she even have to?
Because you say your gf isnt treating you well?
Ohhh, bullshit I say!
You are the one who has been ill treating her.
So dont come crying over split milk.
You brought this upon yourself.
Yes, not M, not Z, not anyone but yourself.
Too bad that you only know how to cherish what you've had till it's gone.
TOO BAD.
I seriously hope you wake up your great idea and stop harrassing Z.
You mess with her you mess with me.
You're taking up her time when she can put it to much better use.
The whole world is not about you and your stupid little molehill problems that you make into mountains.
Before you open your mouth to say anything that is untrue about Z stop and think if you were her would you even be talking to someone like yourself.
Fucking selfish ass.
You want to hate her but have no reason to,
and so you decide to make up some false truths about her and sour the relationship she has with whoever you said told you whatever.
HAHA.
Plan failed my dear.
FAILED.
People like you, deserve to die.
OMG.
*initials of the characters have been changed to protect the real identity
vin
Tell you guys something!
Lean closer come on..
Closer still.
Ok, nothing!
HAHAHA.
Shit this is so lame.
Actually what I really wanted to say was
that the past three days(mon-till now)
has been grrrrate!
HOHO.
But what else would you expect?
Spending time with the one you love would obviously be bliss right?:]
Basking in her presence.
Hahaha.
I mean although we really did nothing much.
And nothing much happened except on monday.
HAHAHA.
We had lunch with my mum's friends and got a chance to be parents.
HAHA.
Look after baby Issac.
Then we caught a movie,
and just 15 mins before the show ends the sound gets cut off(technical breakdown)
"Ladies and gentleman, there has been a huge techinical fault and we apologise for any inconvinience caused. Please follow our staff as they usher you out to get a refund for you tickets"
In the end, the refund was a complimentary ticket at any GV oulet.
Hokayy.
So, we were walking to the interchange.
(oh,we were at J8)
and the traffic lights were crazy when we were crossing that small road,
then we met this crazy person who asked for drinks.
Psychopath: xiao jie, ke yi mai shui gei wo ma?
Me and Em, looks at each other.
Me: wei se me?
Psychopath: ying wei wo kou ke.
Me and Em, starts going into a laughing fit.
HAHAHA!!
We expected no cash or smth.
The worse is she already had water.
Em(pointing to the bottle): ni you shui mah
Psycho: zhe ge yao mei you le. wo yao he milo. milo, na ge yi guan yi guan de. milo.
HAHAHA. omg.
If she was some small girl or smth I would have bought her anything.
But this woman was crazy and I couldnt stop laughing.
Neither could Em.
In the end?
We walked off.
HAHAHA.
Three days zoomed past just like that.
Ohwell.
How sad.
Babe, you should have just stayed the whole week right?
HAHA.
(dream on pris)
When I think of love, I think of you.
vin
OMG.
Im so hungry Im going to die.
And I have gastric pains now.
(if you know me, I dont get gastric)
My body is screwing me up.
HAHAHA.
Let's see.
Yesterday was great.
I had fun.
HAHA.
Went swimming in the morning.
(I just have to get tanner cause Im too fair for my liking.)
Met Em in the afternoon
and she accompanied me to see the sinseh.
Thanks babe:]
OMG, the sinseh scares me.
He cracked my back and my neck.
It wasnt painful or anything but the sound was damn LOUD.
Then he used some cylindrical thing and started rubbing my back.
(at this point, I thought I was going to die)
It hurt like fuck.
According to Em, my back turned a horrible red and it still is.
Em: Why is it so red?
Sinseh: It's bad blood.
After that the both of us got even more scared, maybe just me.
But she got scared for me I know.
HAHA.
Me(thinking to myself): Omg is he going to remove it?(refering to the bad blood) How??
Apparently we thought the same about the bad blood removal shit.
HAHA.
Not bad.
But it was hell scary man.
I now have my back damn red, blueblacks on my neck and back.
Then again it works,
so I just might go back again.
HOHO.
Then it was meeting Jan and Evon for dinner.
We made this last min decision to stayover at Jan's.
So, we went to Evon's place so she could go get her stuff.
(she took DAMN LONG)
And cabbed to Jan's.
Evon was being damn kuku and shit.
Never saw this side of her really.
I probably had a glimps of it but not like OMG.
HAHAHA.
I dont know how to say it.
And it was Em's place at 2 odd.
Cabbed down to hand her her wallet.
That silly girl left it at macs and I had to go take it.
(EM, WHY YOU CARELESS HUHH?)
So we spent some quality time alone.
HAHA.
I asolutely love you girl:]
Back to Jan's place.
They were still not asleep.
Everyone slept eventually at 6 odd.
WOWW.
That probably sums everything up for ytd lah.
Haa.
Now, Im so bored cause Im waiting for that girl to get home.
Cause she's working AGAIN, I knoww.
But she's going to finish in 10 mins.
HOHO.
Pris is happy.
Blogging kills time man.
Heh.
I cant wait for next week to come,
cause it'll mean me having her over for a good 3days.
Bliss or what??
She's damn it adorable.
I think I can go on forever about it.
HAHA.
For now she's still at work,
so quite thinking about it.
OH, one thing!
I think she should stop working there cause it ends really late.
And I dont like it.
HAHAHAHAHA.
(I sound so spoilt, demanding and blahhh)
IF my mum keeps pressing me to go for aunt Furng's birthday lunch shit..
Dear Em,
too bad for you.
It's going to be the both of us with baby Issac.
OMG.
I'll get to see the motherly side of you!
Exciting!:]
Love,
Pris.
vin
omg i have been playing solitare showdown with emilyn almost everynight i think i've got no life hahahaha!
yea i am tired and we're going to bath tgt soon bye
vin
I've only cried for/because of you twice.
I think tonight's the third.
I know I shouldnt let it get to me
but I really, somehow, really I cant help it.
And it hurts so much to know that you're still not over that fact.
I cant do anything about it, neither can you.
No one can.
Dont get me wrong,
cause I really do love you and everything.
And I swear with my life that I have NEVER felt this fortunate/happy being with someone before.
And I wouldnt exchange you for all of the world.
Ahhh, I feel so emo and mixed up.
HAHA.
Ignore me.
Bye.
vin
I love catching up with my mentor.
She's proably the other person in my life that
knows all about me.
(besides rachel that is)
Well, I guess the best thing
is that we have expeiences to share and we totally understand
how the other feels cause we've been through
the exact same things feeling the same way.
But ofcourse for her it's slightly different
cause her's BGR and mine's GG.
HAHAHA.
Then again, it's more or less the same lah.
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Em's going to be working late again tonight
and I hope I manage to stay up to wait for her to end.
I fell asleep last night.
HAHA.
But I have a damn good reason for it!!
I slept for last than an hour the day before.
So, obviously I was dead tired.
Only managed to stay awake till 1 odd.
Ahh,
I miss her like crazy Im going insane.
And although tmr's tues alr,
it still feels so far away when you miss someone like mad
you want to see them now,
right away,
this very moment.
Babe,
please dont make it a habit to stay up till so late
if there isnt a need to.
Cause when school starts you're not going to
be able to fall asleep and that is bad because school starts at 9am.
Try to sleep earlier lah:]
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My back hurts like hell.
I need to see a sinseh.
vin
As you would already have figured out.
Em posted that entry herself
and the only thing I would agree with is that
I love her to nuts:]
Oh,
wow.
Im nuts over her:]
HAHAHA.
Im not going to see her for the whole of next week
and it's all her fault.
She packed her week like mad.
So, I only get to see her on tuesday):
For only one pathetic day out of the whole week.
Damnit.
(I sound so gay)
Hon, Im going to miss you.Like seriously.
vin
hi
i am picky and fussy.
i'm a spoilt brat.
sum up everything and you'll get a piece of shit.
oh yay! i'm a piece of shit.
and i love emilyn to nuts
hahahahhaha
vin
My laptop is annoying.
The stupid keypad has gone mad.
I have to press one letter for a thousand times before it appears on the damn screen.
It's working fine one moment the next?
BOOM.
Gone wrong again.
That's besides the point.
Point is,
PRIS IS VERY BORED AND HAS NOTHING TO DO.That is why she is here blabbling about everything which is actually nothing.
But still you're still going to continue reading it.
Why?
Because although your know that this is rubbish
your brain tells you Im crazy,
and when that happens you think it's funny.
Ok, it's rubbish.
BLAHHHHH.
Hoho.
I've got great plans for tomorrow.
And tomorrow is going to be fun
because Pris has great plans for tomorrow.
HAHAHA.
So the sun better be out to burn me.
Not too much though.
I dont want to become an indian.
HAHAHA.
Hokayy.
This is getting boring.
Bye world.
you're all that matters.
vin
WOW.
I've been neglecting this shit hole.
Ok, I can explain man.
The laptop's been with it's second owner.
HAHAHA.
What's mine is yours babe.
(ok, doesnt apply to everything. HAHA)
Ok, first off last FRIDAY.
Teacher's day.
Met L in the morning for breakfast.
Then Su came to pick us up in a cab, and we were on our way to school!!
Met alot of the old classmates.
(actually afew only lah)
And the teachers ofcourse.
I just miss the people
not the life and routine.
HAHAHA.
AHH, but I miss our morning route L and Su!!
HAHA.
Evon was suppose to come and then she decided not to.
Bitch.
Im kidding:]
Then L came with me to Em's coffee shop for dinner/supper.
We sat there talking alot of shit and got shit scared by what we were saying.
Esp the one about the end days.
OMG.
I dont want to dieee..
AHH, ok, nvm.
Then Eme came "Em meet Eme"
WOW.
They even have the bloody same friends.
(it's only one with the same name to be honest)
BRAVO!!
The whole night was freaky.
Fucking ah peks kept staring at legs.
Their legs.
But no fear, L and I were prepared.
With a fork.
HAHAHAHA.
Stayed over at Em's.
I swear spending time with this girl is bliss.
I know I should not be talking about how life has been good to me cause all of you would probably already know and would possibly be annoyed cause I keep going on an on about it non-stop.
HAHA.
Too bad.
Listen.
(read)
As I was saying,
I've met THE most amazing girl of all time.
And to me she's just perfect.
(except for the lack of brains part)
I mean, look at her!
She's utterly adorable and you just want to hold her in your arms and squeeze the life out of her.
Then you can perform CPR.
HAHAHAH.
Im kidding.
But no, really, she's adorable!!
And on the inside, beautifulest.
Swear.
Ohohoh!!
I had to cook dinner for her and Sheryl last night.
And my mum made me cook for everyone else since I was cooking already.
3 dishes and one soup.
But I forgot to fry the eggs so it became 2 dishes and one soup.
HAHA.
So babe,
1-10 rate my cooking:]
I wouldnt have cooked if I didnt loose the bet.
And technically speaking I didnt!!
I didnt talk, I swear you girls were hearing things.
And I didnt shake my leg.
That wasnt counted.
Then again, why would I mind cooking for the love of my life?
Right?
HAHA.
Saying I was lazy and shit were just excuses.
Cannot give in so easily lah.
HAHAHA.
I hope you liked it hon(:
I just want to hold you in my arms, feel our hearts beating in sync.
vin