MaybeI dont know why things are like that now.
Maybe it's not so perfect afterall.
Or maybe Im reading too much into things.
Somehow, I think and do know that to a certain extent,
I am for fact right.
I guess none would ever want this to happen
but who can help it?
No one's to blame, or maybe I am.
It's not easy, it's painful and hurting
but are you, we going to do anything about it?
Or are we just going to leave it as it is
and wait for it to die down.
Go back to where we were and pick up from there?
But it's not as easy as I say it is.
Talking is easy, putting it to actions, no.
I need to reverse this situation.
I dont like it when we're not talking.
When all I feel is this void that is between us.
Keeping me away from you.
So cold and hard.
It's not good.
I hate it.
vin
BICKfort It's not that I want to be like that really,
but I just cant help it.
I hate to admit it but Im fucking dependent.
Emotionally and everything.
And I know it's not very nice because I
become really sticky, possessive and protective.
I go green at the slightest shit that happenes and..
It's just not good.
-
Anyway, on a lighter note.
I met Ashhh for breakfast this morning.
Nice catch up cum gossip session.
(the more I gossip, the more Im so going to be gay)
HAHA.
There are people who actually get together just for the sake of it.
Damn.
It's gross.
Ohwell, so long as they're happy man.
-
My course is having a gathering
and it starts tmr.
But I doubt I'll go then.
Probably go on wednesday and stay till thurs.
The last time we had something like that,
we had people who were drunk and talking shit.
Others, were drunk and singing.
Hahaha.
Damn it was such a hilarious and uh crazy(maybe) sight.
No doubt that it was fun though.
However!
This time there will be the freeshies and
honestly, I dont exactly like them.
They are, well..
WEIRDDDDD.
Weird bunch of stupid people.
Damn.
I hate this.Then again, Im okay with it.
vin
For the love of EMILYN!!(say it like it's a swear word)
I miss my baby like crazy and I dont know why.
Anyway, there's this song called
Teardrops on my guitarIt's an awsome song go listen to it if you have never.
Speaks abt some liking some other one
but that some other one doesnt know.
It has no relationsto my life what so every though.
It's just got a nice tune and sweet lyrics.
Im having my holidays again
after one month of school and modules.
HAHA.
Yes I know you're all jealous but dont worry.
After, you'll be having your holidays and I'll be stuck in school.
So, talk abt fairness huh?
HOHO.
I think I'll spend most of the hols with the babe.
Which is great!
Await my news man.
Hahaha.
Life with her's been fanFUCKINGtastic.
Though half the time Im over at her place
and she seldom comes to mine,
we're still great.
To all who thought it was a fling: So not.
My mum really likes her
(though I really dont see why. HAHA. No la, trust me I do)
and she likes my family and my brothers seem to
be really nice to her and everything.
So yea[:
This is fantastic shit!!
Except for the fact that her mom doesnt like me that is.
Oh well.
Anyhow, for laughs
you guys can go youtube and type out
tenacious d.
You'll get songs like dear penis and fuck her gently
and tribute and alot of other nonsense.
It's stupid but enjoyable.
Haha.
Jack Black sang those songs by the way.
With his partner who's a fat slobb.
Yay.
AND ADVERT!
Those who shop online.
Go check out this site:
http://spreeaholic-x.livejournal.com/you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
vin
It's not always hugs, kisses and beautiful wordsI dont know what's going on
maybe it's me maybe it isnt.
But Im sure it'll be okay.
I just hope I dont end up giving
until I get so damn tired.
I just want to end.
Cause I realise we're like each other
except for the minor bits here and there.
And that isnt entirely good nor bad.
I still love you[:
vin
