This is one of the rare times I'll still be blogging abt this topic. Or blogging at all. While Im trying to be a better man, Im still human and I still do have feelings. Feelings for the people I love and cherish so dearly. Finally when I've done what I should have a gazillion years ago, I wish I didnt. Although it wasnt exaclty me who did it, the task was still complete. I know when one says task, it makes it sound really impersonal and emotion-less. But no it wasnt. It was tough. A huge struggle. And though I acted like it didnt matter one bit to me it did. Alot infact. Like I said, Im still human and I still do get hurt. What do you expect? And it's really tiring trying to carry on, fighting things one after the other consistently. It's like being in a war 24/7. The shit just keeps coming. And you feel like you're not moving forward. Sometimes, just sometimes, you lose sight of what you're really fighting for. It's so tiring that you feel like dropping your weapons and giving in. Letting the enemy just kill you with one swift move. Dont worry, Im not suicidal. This is all just a figure of speech.
I just miss. People.
vin
